ZACHARY JAMES FESCHUK

Some days just slip by, but never without thoughts of you. Some days I wonder how i can see the sun can shine without you. So much sadness Zach. Missing you always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

6-7
Not a day goes by
Love remembers

Easter in Heaven must be something amazing! Just want you to know you are really loved and missed here though. Sending love to Heaven baby boy. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Happy Heavenly Birthday
Love you forever

6 years and 6 months today.
Such a long time not to hear your voice, see your smile, feel your hug.
Such a long time to feel an emptiness where you once were.
Such a long time to hold on to so many memories.
Forever is such a long time...
My son Zach Forever 38, Forever loved and missed

Hey Zach! 6 years and 6 months. I can't imagine not seeing, hearing, touching my child for that length of time. No, I can't imagine it, I have to live it, accept it. It's just so difficult. It's not possible to measure how much you are missed. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. My precious son Zach.

It's been a rough day Zach. I sure could use a hug from you. Missing you so much. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be

My precious son. Right now now you would be making Rueben sandwiches for everyone. I miss you so much Zach. I sure could use one of your hugs.
Happy New Years Eve in Heaven my precious son.

Another special holiday without you. Love you forever my precious son

I'm sad Zach, your not here. Your girls aren't coming this Christmas. I'm missing you so much. Sending love to Heaven my precious son.

It's Christmas Eve. Another Christmas without you. Merry Christmas in Heaven my precious son. I'm missing you so much.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

6 years
2 months
Another season will be ending. Winter will begin. And you will not be here. I can't put my feelings into words.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be...

Tomorrow is Halloween. Just thinking about the many characters you were. I think Superman was your favorite. Missing everyday as usual.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be...love always remembers.

Forever 38
Forever loved
Forever missed
6 years today the angels came for you. Some days if seems like Forever, some days it seems like yesterday.
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be...

You're baby boy, pride and joy. I used to sing that song to you all the time. I can't believe it's going to be 6 Years! I just miss you so much every single day. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be

I'm just missing you so much

Fireworks! One of your favorite holidays, 4th of July. I wish I had let you use those fireworks that day, but we hadn't had rain and everything was so dry. I'm sorry.
You are loved, you are missed.
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

It was you, I didn't see, the sad man behind those blue eyes. I did make you laugh though. I'll never forget your laugh. Love you forever and always my baby boy.

Happy Father's Day to my beautiful boy in Heaven. Miss you more than you ever know. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

5 years 8 months
Love you my baby boy.
Always

Mother's Day without you.
I sure could use one of your hugs.
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be

Another new month to be missing you. If you were only here...
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Love you

Happy Heavenly Birthday baby boy! You would be 44 today. We miss you so much. Just one more hug..
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Tomorrow is your Birthday! You would be 44. Instead you are locked in at forever 38. I wonder if you would have any gray in your hair. My Zach. My boy. I just miss you so much. Forever my baby you'll be.

Missing you beyond words.
Mom

5 years and 5 months
So very long
Missing you every day
Thinking of your beautiful smile
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Another new month begins without you .
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Another month has passed without you. I say your name every single day, I look at your picture, and I miss you. Words cannot express the love and sorrow. Forever my baby you'll be.

January 1st, 2024
12:03am
Happy New Year in Heaven my baby boy!
Miss you, love you forever as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Christmas Eve, the lights are on, candles in your window, but you aren't coming home. Sending my love to you in Heaven. Missing you my baby boy. Love you forever, love you for always

Every day I say your name. Every day I think of you. And every day is a day closer to you.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be

Thanksgiving is approaching and I am thankful everyday that you are mine. I am thankful that God shared you with me for 38 years. Good times and challenging times, I love you so very much my precious son. One more day...

Missing you so much
Mom

The months go by and I think of you every day. Some times it is difficult for me to believe that you are truly gone. To hear your voice or see your smile I could only imagine. Missing you. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

It's been a difficult day Zach. I've listened to some of your favorite songs. Looked at your picture. Thought about things we've done and things we'll never get to do.
I'll be loving you until I see you again. As long as I'm living my baby you'll be...

5 years without you. It feels impossible. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.

Can't even say how much I miss you. Always

Watching a Steelers game, you would be right here with me. How much do I miss you? Infinitely and always.

I loved you before I met you and will love you always.
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be...

Our baby starts college today. Keep watch over our girls while they are out of my sight.

4/11
Another one over with
Missing you oh so much

Summer is slipping away as fall approaches. Time passes.
My memory of you stays the same. Forever young. Forever missing you. Forever loving you

And another month gone

Holidays are not the same without you
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be

Another day, Another month. It's been such a long long time. Missing you sweet boy. Love you forever love you for always as long as I'm living my baby you'll be

You should be here my son. It's a really special day and you should be here. It would really be a happy time if you were only here. Missing you as always. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be

Happy Easter in Heaven my sweet boy. Missing you as always.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Happy heavenly birthday.
I love you and miss you everyday.
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Happy Birthday in Heaven my precious son. I miss you like the deserts miss the rain. Thinking of you my baby boy. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. ❤

4years 6months
It's so difficult for me to comprehend.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤
Missing you every day.

Missing you
Your smile,
Your voice,
Your quirky sense of humor,
You ❤

4years 5months
Such a long long time
❤ my baby boy

Always my baby ❤

Tomorrow 4/4
My boy,
My son,
My baby.
❤

You'll always be my baby ❤

Merry Christmas in Heaven my precious son. Missing you so very much. Hope you know how much I love you. Your girls are here for Christmas. They remind so much of you. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

And so it begins again.
4 years 1 month
Only love can break a heart ❤

And so it begins again, the count. 4 years and 1 month coming up. It's just so sad. The days go on and on. It's endless....
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

September 26th
4 years
❤ never forgotten
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Sometimes it seems like yesterday
Sometimes it seems like forever
Think of you everyday
Missing you everyday
Love you forever
Love you for always
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Think of you everyday.
Miss you everyday.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

I haven't forgotten you. That will never happen. It's been such a long time and I really do miss your smile, your sense of humor, your hugs, YOU. Missing you every day my beautiful baby boy.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Sometimes there just aren't any words...
Love you forever as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Tomorrow is your birthday Zach. I wish you could be spending it here with us. There are so many wishes I could make, but none will come to be. Happy birthday in heaven my beautiful boy. Love you forever, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Three and a half years. I so wish I could see you.
Just know that I love you.
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Do you know how much you are missed. If I could hug you just one more time...
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

I am merely a shadow of the me I used to be ❤

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It is now March again, a month that I once looked forward to. Now it's a month of sadness and only memories. No cake or candles. No party. Just another month of missing you my dear son.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Merry Christmas to you in Heaven dear son! Gia lit a candle for you today. She is here for Christmas.
I am missing you my baby boy, more than you'll ever know.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Another Christmas approaches and you are not here. Gifts are wrapped, but none with your name. Every day it's all the same. I wait and still you don't call my name. If love could bring you back, you would be here.
Always in my heart precious son ❤

3 years 2 months
Or was it yesterday
Time makes no difference, I miss you ❤

Fall. Beautiful colors, cool breezes. You enjoyed this time of year. I think of you always my dear son. Grief has no words.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

3 years 2 days
And time goes on without you
So difficult
❤

Three years
Not any easier

When butterflies are here,
Angels are near.
Forever in my heart ❤

Three years tomorrow you went away. I should have hugged you more. I should have called you more. I still wait for you to open the door and say "hey mum" cause I can't believe your gone.
Love you forever love you for always as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

It's September Zach, my least favorite month. As much as I like fall I do not like September. It's so difficult Zach. I miss you more than you can imagine and I don't know how to go on. Every day is the same. You are always on my mind.
Love you forever love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

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Again another month without you. I worry that I might forget, but it's not possible to forget. It would be like forgetting to breathe. Wednesday, September 26,2018 you left us. A piece of me is with you. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

I miss you ❤

Another month
You can't imagine how I feel.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Some days I'm just waiting for you to come home.
Missing you.
Forever my baby boy.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤
Mum

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My dear son it's been such a long, long time. You are always on my mind. Missing the time we spent together. I think of you and I feel so misty blue. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Hello son, it's been such a long long time and I really do miss your smile. If I could just talk to you maybe it wouldn't hurt all this while. If only you knew how much you are missed! If only I could hear your voice once more. If only...
I love you forever my baby, for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

2 and a half years
30 months
A river of tears
Missing you beyond words
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Another day,
Another night,
Another season
2 and a half years
30 months
I haven't seen you, heard your voice, is that even possible. Missing you more. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Your birthday is approaching. Just another reminder that you are not here with us. God, I miss you so much. You are still needed here, the girls and I need you. I will love you forever.

Another month my dear son. The days go by. I look at your picture. I wait for you to open the door. It doesn't happen. If only I could hear your voice one more time. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

2 years and 4 months
Such a very long time to not see your child.
Missing you every day. You'll never know how broken I am.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

Happy New Year's Eve in Heaven my precious son. The sadness never goes away. Time moves on, but nothing seems to change. Missing you always my Zach. Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤

A Christmas candle for you dear son. Another Christmas without you. No present under the tree with your name. You would have loved the snow today. I miss you so much Zach ❤

Oh Lord, I have lost this precious child that You have entrusted into my care. Please help to fill the gaping holes within me.
I miss you everyday my dear son. If only I could see you one more time Zach. ❤always my baby.

I had a fire outside today. You would have sat with me and enjoyed it. Another December without you. Lights on the tree I really used to enjoy, but life just isn't the same. I look at your picture, you are so....so what, so missed because I am so sad.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. ❤my Zach

November, I'm not even sure of the date. The days run together, but everyday I'm missing you. Holidays are coming and it's even more difficult. It's just been so long. I love you so much.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. My Zach ❤

2 years and 1 month
Missed watching the game with you yesterday. You would have been going crazy, great game.
Thinking of you and missing you always.
Love you forever, love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be ❤