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Rickey Moore Obituary
Born in Bakersfield, Ca on Oct.5,1958 to Donald and Beverly Moore. Rickey graduated from Los Banos High School in 1977. Served eight years in the U.S. Coast Guard. In 1979 he married Pamela Canady. Rickey has served 23 years as a Correctional Officer at California State Prison, Sacramento. Where he was highly respected by ALL!
Rickey enjoyed life spending time with his wife and children. Playing golf with his best friend Craig. Doing destruction derby with his brothers, Dean, Keith, Scott. Going deer hunting in Colorado with his brothers, son and nephews.
We will all miss his humorous personality at our family reunions, his smiles, hugs and little pranks.
Rickey is survived in life by his wife Pam. Children Crystal Moore, Rickey Moore II, Ashley Moore and Brittney Moore. Two grandchildren Keira and Noah. Dad and Mother Hank and Beverly Rogers, cousins, neices and nephews.
Rickey was a gentle loving man and will dearly missed by ALL! Graveside services was held at Lakeside Cemetery, Folsom CA.
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Rickey Moore II
August 8, 2025
Miss you dad.. sure wish you were here man. Love you pops
Talisa and kids
July 9, 2024
What I would do to see you or hear your laugh the kids love and miss you papa
Rickey misses you and loves you so much I know you me here guiding him
rickey moore
March 19, 2023
a million words cant say just how i feel.. a million years from now you know i'll be missing you still
rickey moore
March 19, 2023
miss you beyond words dad... love your son
rickey moore
December 12, 2022
rickey moore
December 12, 2022
rickey moore
December 12, 2022
Mr. River Haze at 8 months old. sure do wish you were here papa
rickey moore
December 8, 2022
rickey moore
December 8, 2022
rickey moore
November 22, 2022
14 years today man. miss you more and more everyday. love you dad
rickey moore
October 26, 2022
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October 26, 2022
Rickey Moore II
April 25, 2022
Hi pops. Sure do miss you Dad. Me and Talisa took baby River out to see you the other day. I know you have already met him and helped get him to us safely. This sucks that your not here to hold him. i wish i could have seen that smile on your face when you first saw him. One Moore to the crew. I promise to take him with me and hunter when we go hunting. i promise to tell him what a great guy, dad, and the best grandpa you were. I miss you dad. The years dont get any easier just seems to get harder. Seems like every passing day it gets harder and harder. i just want my best friend back hell i just want my dad back. Love and miss you dad moore than any words can express. Save me a place old man. love you bud
River Haze Haddad Moore
April 25, 2022
River Haze Haddad Moore
April 25, 2022
River Haze Haddad Moore
April 25, 2022
River Haze Haddad Moore
April 25, 2022
River Haze Haddad Moore
April 25, 2022
Hi grandpa. i wish you were here to come and see me. i wish you were here to give me all your love. thank you for making sure i got to my Dad and Mom safe. i love you grandpa and will see you again one day.
Rickey Moore II
February 18, 2022
Man dad i miss you. I love you pops. Cant wait til i can see you again. Love you Dad save me a place
Crystal Souza
December 8, 2016
Man Daddy it's been a while since I wrote in here. But I could really use your strength right now! This year has been so hard and I just can't wait for it to be over! I know you have my little princess Jasmine up there with you and I know you are giving her all the hugs and kisses in the world! Tell her Mommy and Daddy love her and I would have given my last breath to see her take her first breath. :( I miss so much Daddy it's not even funny! I have to get back to work I just wanted to write a little something to you. I love you Daddy please kiss my baby for me and tell her Mommy loves her with all my heart. Butterfly Kisses always and forever.
Love Always
Crystal aka Daddy's little girl
October 9, 2015
Missed you on our birthday. I know you was with me on that day. Thank you for the message, love you too. MOM
October 5, 2015
Happy Birthday Daddy! Wish you were here with us. :( Your grandson and new grandson or granddaughter will always know who you are :( I LOVE YOU DADDY!
mom
July 23, 2015
Hello Dear, wish you were still with us. I know you are with your grandmother and not a lone anymore. You have got so many new grand babies since you left us, but I know you are watching over them. Love and miss you,tell mom I miss her also. take care
DeAnna Hatfield
July 22, 2015
I have followed this book and read almost every single entry in it no matter where I've been or what I was going through from the first day it was started. Such an awesome man. My favorite entry is from a female coworker of his, she was having problems with an inmate and your dad walked by and calmly said to the inmate, "I wouldn't do that if I were you, you may have bitten of more than you can chew." I read that and heard his voice. I love all of you so much and pray for you often. Your momma is a huge blessing to me. Love you guys.
Crystal Moore
July 22, 2015
So much has happened since the last time I wrote in here! I know you know everything that happened since I know you were right by my side! Thank you so much for keeping JJ safe in the NICU! He's for sure your grandson with his strong legs! Everything has been so hard without you lately. The wedding KILLED me not having you there but thankfully Uncle Dead was right by our side like always! I danced to our song just like I promised! I love you and miss you Daddy more than words could ever say. My heart is broken everyday without you here with us. It's a never ending pain. I hope you are having fun with Grandpa racing in those golden streets of Heaven. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever! I'll Always be your little girl! I LOVE YOU DADDY!
ashley moore
July 17, 2015
So we welcomed your newest grand daughter into the world last night.. one of the hardest things to do was to walk into that l&d room without you.. i love you daddy and miss you so much.. but i know youve already met your grand daughter and that you're smiling from ear to ear right now.. congrats papa on your newest addition.. she may never meet you in this lifetime, but I promise she will know all about you.. the most amazing papa possible <3
pam your wife forever Moore
July 16, 2015
I Love You So Very Much and Miss You With All My Heart and Sole you are my life my love my one and only forever! My Husband!
Rickey Moore II
July 15, 2015
It's been a long time dad. Love and miss you bro. Can't wait til I can see you again. Gone but never forgotten. The kids and talisa love and miss you too dad. It's funny when I ask him where papa is he points right at your picture and says papa's right there dad. We miss you dad. Love you
October 4, 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Wish you were with us in body, but I know it can not be. But you are here with us in sprite always. Love you. Until we meet again. Mom
your mom/your daughter
August 3, 2014
I miss you. As you have already started looking after your grandma neither one of you are lonesome now. Iam glad you have each other. Wish both of you guys where here with us, one of these days we will be together again. Love
here is your granddaughters and grandson<3
July 25, 2014
Thinking of you today DAD! MAN as these kids grow .. it makes me wonder what you would think of them! your grandson HUNTER loves you.. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR LIVES.. MISSING YOU LOVE YOU
DAUGHTER IN LAW
TALISA
Mom
November 20, 2013
Here it is five years,and it seems a life time without you. I hope I can get though this, it has not been easy it hurts today as much as it did in 2008. I know you are in a good place and feeling no pain. But I would give every thing If you were here with us. I love and miss you my son.
pamela moore moore
September 17, 2013
First time i have seen this couldnt sleep got nosey and ths is what i found sitting here reading things that our babies wrote knowing just how they feel its been almost five years it still feels like yesterday the pain in my heart and the lonley i feel gutted i miss you so deeply my love my happiness my life my forever my one and only i will love you forever no one could love you as deeply as i do i love you with my heart body and sole my forever love your wife pam!
Talisa Moore
March 31, 2013
HAPPY EASTER DAD, PAPA.. WE MISS YOU DEARLY AND WISH YOU COULD BE SHARING EVERY MINUTE WITH US ! HUNTER WAS BORN AND I KNOW YOU KNOW HIM:(.. HE IS SUCH a GOOD BABY , WISH YOU COULD HOLD HIM AND MEET HIM:/ I know you are with him !
The girls miss you Love you
Crystal Moore
March 30, 2013
I miss you Daddy with all my heart! I wish we had just one more minute with you. :( I love you Daddy! Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever!
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
March 8, 2013
I miss and love you
February 13, 2013
Hi my sweet: You have a grandson He is so cute I think he looks a lot like you when you were born. His name is Hunter Rick Moore. But I know you knew cause you was there when he was born, wasnt you? Miss you. Love Mom
Ciera Miranda
February 6, 2013
Just thinking of you. i miss you and love you. <3
Crystal Moore
February 14, 2012
Hi Daddy,
Well today's Valentines day and you already know Mom is having a bad day. I tried to do her V.day the way you would so I went and got her a new phone cause you know Mom goes through phones like water cause she likes to drop them in it lol. I got her a touch screen so we will see how she figures that one out lol Dang Daddy we miss you so much. It's never going to be the same. It's crazy how it can be 3 years later but still feel like yesterday that we got the news. I wish I knew when this was supposed to get any easier cause its not at all. We still cry everyday for you. I miss you Daddy. God I need you here so much I'm going through so much stuff its not even funny I just need your guidance right now. Well Daddy happy Valentines day I have to get back to work. I love you. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever.
Love Your Little Girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
February 13, 2012
Good Morning Daddy!
Sorry its been so long since we have written to you. It's been a hard year for all of us. Things are just going crazy! I wish you were here to see how big Shalei is! She talks about you all the time it breaks my heart to see her cry and say how much she misses you. It doesn't seem like you've been gone 3 years it seems like just yesterday you were taken from us. I need your strength right now Daddy so much there is so many crazy things going on. I wish I could just come and talk to you and you'd tell me what I should do. My head is going in a million directions. I know I can always talk to you but I just wish you could answer back. We need you so much Daddy things just aren't the same. Our house isn't a happy home like it used to be all the laughs and smiles are 90% of the time fake especially at holidays. We just miss you so much. Well Daddy I have to get back to work. I love you with all my heart. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever Daddy.
Love Your Little Girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
February 13, 2012
I Love and Miss you Daddy
Tony Hurst
August 24, 2011
Miss you so much rick you were like a father to me Miss you and love you so much thank you for eveything you have done for me and ricky when were growing up we will meet again when that time comes RIP Love you and miss you....... Tony Hurst savannah Ga
Ashley Moore
May 19, 2011
Daddy,
I miss you so much. Todays britts graduation and I wish you were here with us. I know this has to be killing her today. I remember you and mom watching me graduate 8th and how proud I was to have you both there. I just hate the fact that britt cant have that. Please send some love down today, like you always do. We are all really going to need it. Esp. britt. Daddy, why do people tell us we need to get over your passing? Just to let it go? It makes me sooo mad hearing people say that. They dont know how it feels to have the one man you look up to, your daddy, to be ripped out of your lives. There is no getting over that. We just have to get through it knowing that we will see you again someday. I just cant wait to have you standing at those gates when it is my turn. Because of you, I will never be afraid of death. because i know my daddy is standing there on the other side waiting for us with that "moore" grin. =) I love you daddy, with everything in me. I will never forget you, nor will noah. You were such a great papa. He still asks about you all the time and I will make sure he knows everything you possibly ever did and how great you were with him. Never close to you really being here though. Well, I hope your having a good time up there, because we sure do miss the hell outta you down here. I love you daddy. Its not goodbye, just see you later.
Love you with all my heart,
Your daughter Ashley
May 18, 2011
May 18, 2011
your son and grandaughters<3
May 18, 2011
Phyllis
May 17, 2011
Hello Rick,
we all miss you so very much, but you already know this. Do me s favor Rick, please give my grandpa's & grandma's Uncle Bill, Aunt Jean, Aunt Bea & Uncle Virgil, OH & my Pops (Bob Murphy) & anyone else that I might have forgotten a great big hug & kiss for me & tell them that I sure do miss them alot & I love them & think of you all all the time.
See you all one day Rick. Love & miss u.
P.S.....Mom & I made yur famous Ricks Chicken a few weeks ago & man was it delicious!. We all loved it! ;o)
moore family
May 17, 2011
even though they didn't know u ... you will always and forever be there papa. there tiny little faces remind me of you , and make me wonder what it would be like with you here. we lost something so special, i will always think of you and continue to teach my girls about there papa. just to think of you here and pretend , it makes me smile... you are such a proud papa:) we will never know the reason in why you were taken ... but we can't forget that you are "here". keira rylee , rickey & i .. will love you and honor you until we are together again.
Crystal Moore
May 17, 2011
Daddy,
I know its been a while since I've written you things have just been so crazy. I miss you so much its kills me. I love you daddy! Everything is falling apart I need you out here so much! I feel like im losing my mind without you. I need your strength to make it through this time in my life. Im scared Daddy I feel like im losing everything and everyone around me. I just need to hear you say its just a part of life and you'll be ok. They say losing you destroyed me and that im a hard and cold now but they don't even know how bad losing you really did destroy me. I don't even know who I am anymore. I miss you daddy I just wish you were here with us. I love you don't ever forget that. Butterfly Kisses always and forever. You'll always be my tag team partner and i'll always be your little girl. Words can't express how much I love and miss you daddy.
Love Your Little Girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
November 18, 2010
Well it will be two years the 22nd of the this month. It hurts as much now as it did two years ago. You ought to see your tree it is beet red and growing straight and tall. Gosh we miss you. I talk to you every night hope you hear me. Love you forever. Mother
ashley moore
October 5, 2010
Happy birthday daddy :) I miss you so much. Please give us the strength to get through the next couple months. And give Rickey and uncle Dean a big Buck. I love you
Your daughter,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
September 13, 2010
Daddy,
Good morning Daddy! I love and miss you like crazy! Thank you for being there the night of my birthday I could feel you there daddy so thank you so much. I just wish you could have been there with me in person. Nothing is the same without you here and its killing us all! Well daddy I have to get ready to go but I just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love and miss you. Butterfly Kisses always and forever. I love you Daddy.
Love Your Little Girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Ashley Moore
September 8, 2010
Daddy,
I love you! We miss you so much. Noah Is getting huge. But obviously you already know that. School is going good 2 more years and I'm done! I hope your proud daddy. Well I gotta go clean. I just wanted to let you know I love you. And thinking of you always. By the way daddy, help Craig out please. he has helped us so much and I know he's going through it right now. Thanks daddy :) I miss you.
Love,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
August 2, 2010
Daddy,
Hi Daddy! I miss you more then words could ever say! So we went to the Prison on Saturday with Craig. It was nice to be around your co-workers and let me tell you what they miss you as much as we do. It was so hard Daddy I cried so hard I couldn't breathe when we first pulled up. Im sorry I tried to be strong but I just couldn't it killed me. I drove my Camaro up there with Britt Britt she did pretty good though. The tour was hard but we met one of your friends who was really sweet to us and made sure me and Ash were ok. So I was talking to Craig and since my arm is still messed up and i'll probably never regain all the strength in it again I think im gonna have to just do counsuling at the prison instead of Corrections which im sure makes you happy cause thats what you always said for me to do. I can't wait to see you again Daddy. Then we can be tag team partners in heaven just like we were when you were here. Things are so hard without you. Sometimes I feel like I have no one to turn to cause I always turned to you. I mean mom tries but its not the same I had a special bond with you Daddy I was your little girl and you were my everything. Even though your not here Daddy I want you to know you are still my everything. Like Ash said please help me sleep I have nightmares every single night and they are pretty much the same as Ash said I see your car flipping or you under your car its so hard Daddy. Please Please help me with those nightmares. Well I better let you go I've gotta get ready to go and pay some bills. I love you Daddy and I'll always be your little girl.
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddys Little Girl
Ashley Moore
July 28, 2010
Daddy!
I miss you so much! I wish you can come home right now so I can give you a HUGE hug! So, we are going to the prison on saturday. Excited, but nervous at the same time, for all of us. I know this is going to really kill us seeing all your co-workers. But I'm excited to finally see where you worked at. So 4th of July was pretty good. Got to spend it with Uncle Dean and Aunt Robin and everyone. I love spending time with your side of the family. It feels like we are closer to you when we do. Uncle dean looks sooo much like you it's crazy. So, noah loves his green eyes. haha. he talks about his eyes all the time saying they are just like papa's. He will never forget you. I promise you that. Dad, please help me somehow start sleeping again. I cant sleep anymore. Every time I close my eyes, I see you under that car. Or the car flipping over. I have dreams about it all the time and its driving me crazy. I'm doing good in school, which you already know of course. Only 7 more months to go! I cant wait to graduate. Then Im going back to get my degree for my RN. I want to work in the prison doing an RN job. I know you wouldnt really like any of us working in the prison, but I feel if I do it may make me feel closer to you. Make me proud of my job. I guess we all try and do things to keep us close to you. I know that in our hearts we will always be close to you and the bond will always be there and will never break, but still. Still need that feeling of you being around. You may not be physically here right now, but I know that your with us, always. In our heart and spirits. We will meet again daddy and i CAN NOT wait until that day comes! For you to meet us at that gate. I am going to run up to you soooo fast and give you a HUGE hug and kiss you on that bald head of yours! I miss you daddy.. I love you.
RICKEY MOORE II
June 11, 2010
Dad,
Sorry i dont have hella long to leave you a long comment, much time, i'm trying to clean out the garage for mom. just wanted to let you know how much i love and miss you dad. You are always on my mind. i'll never forget you pops. Love You Man.
Your 1 and only son,
Rickey Moore II
~ Like the pine trees linin' the windin' road
I've got a name, i've got a name
Like the singin' bird and the croakin' toad
I've got a name, i've got a name
And i carry it with me like my daddy did
But i'm livin' the dream that he kept hid~
Ashley Moore
June 8, 2010
Daddy,
Hey daddy. Sorry I havent been writing on here lately. School has been crazy. Along with your grandson. Lol. This still doesnt seem real, you being gone. I look at your pictures sometimes and think you were walking beside us going to the movies, sitting on this computer just a year and a half ago. And now your gone. Not on vacation. But totally gone from this earth. It's scary. We need you back. And I know there is no way that can happen. I would do anything to have you back. Absolutely anything. I would rather be living on the streets then you not be here. As long as we were together again. Hold a place for all of us up there daddy. Right next to you. One by one, sooner or later, we will be all together again, as a family. We just feel broken without you here. All of us. We went to the services for memorial day at the cemetery. It killed all of us to hear those guns go off. And that music playing, but we did it in honor of you. Mom couldnt handle it. I hope you liked all the decorations we put out there for you. Of course, your spot was the nicest out of the whole cemetery. Lol. I miss you like crazy daddy. I cant wait to see you again. Please come visit soon. Let us know your still around. I love you daddy. With all my heart. Noah is having a really rough time. He cries for you still. Whenever he sees someone with a hat and glasses he says "papa" and reaches for them to hold him. He thinks its you everytime. It breaks my heart to have to tell him that that isnt you. Everytime. Because I know that you would be holding him 24/7 if you were here. I love you daddy. :'(
Love your daughter,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
May 19, 2010
Daddy,
Hi Daddy! I miss you like crazy! Today was a bad day I cried all day long my eyes are so swollen its not even funny. I miss you so much Daddy and things are so out of wack here without you. I feel like I don't know what im doing and that every big decision I make is wrong. I need you here with me. Its just not fair. I was going to go by the crash site today with Kayla and Christina and I heard on the radio there was a serious injury accident on Jackson and Grant Line and I ended up not going of course cause I didn't want to be in the way of anything or see something like that I couldn't have handeled it. Just know Daddy how much I love you and never forget butterfly kisses always and forever.
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddys Little Girl
Rickey Moore 2nd
April 22, 2010
man pops i miss you so much. it kills me to know that my kids will grow up not being able to see their grandpa. dad you are here with us. maybe not physically but u r here with us. me and talisa got an apartment. Nothing spectacular but it's a start right dad? We all have to start somewhere. i know your thinking it's about time that boy moves out :). Dad i need 1 big favor from you... Need you to start getting me and uncle Dean's BUCKS and start plumpin em up for us please cuz we are going this year. it will probably be our last since your not here it's not the same. Well dad i am gonna go so i can move some more stuff. I MISS YOU DAD and LOVE YOU DAD ALWAYS AND FOREVER. I am proud to say that i am your son and you are my father. Love you pops. MY HERO GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN!!!
Ashley Moore
March 23, 2010
I love you daddy. We all miss you very much. There isnt a day that goes by that we dont think of you. Your always in our hearts and will never be forgotten. I promise you that.
Ashley Moore
March 21, 2010
Daddy,
Sorry I havent wrote in such a long time daddy. We have all been really busy as you know. So I cooked your chimichungas last night! I think they came out pretty good. Lol. Not as good as yours of course. But i tried. It was killing me knowing that you wont be walking up behind me checking on how i was doing. I remember everytime i cooked something you always made, you always walked up behind me and told me to move over. I loved cooking with you daddy. Todays sunday. We should be at the movies. I was walking outside today at noon getting noah a diaper and i was thinking about that. We should of been at the movies right then. We always went around noon. everything has changed so much without you here and its just not fair. i miss you. we all do. i had a dream about you last night. i hear when you do have dreams, then that means that you were visiting me. If so, thank you. I needed it. Well i gotta go get ready because me cry kayla nd tiffany are going to the crash site. see you there. i love you daddy. i will write again soon. i promise.
Love,
Ashley
Mother
March 9, 2010
My Dearest Son:
I thought of you with love today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture frame. Your memory is a keepsake with which I'll never part.God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart.Love Mom
Crystal Moore
March 8, 2010
Daddy,
Sorry it's been so long since I've written you but as you know I talk to you everyday. It's just still so hard to believe your gone. Me, Kayla and Tiffany went to the crash site the other day and lite new candles and cleaned it all up. It was hard to handle of course. Kayla had a hard time too she always cries right along with me everytime. I miss you so much Daddy and I need you out here so much there are so many things going on I just need you for. I know you taught us not to be emotional but on the subject of you Daddy I just can't be strong I feel like my whole world fell apart and I've been trying to pick up the pieces and put them back together but I just can't Daddy. I need you so bad. Your my best friend the one guy in my life I can always depend on. I need your advise on so many subjects right now and no one can give the advise like you can. Your the one person I could always go to with anything and knew at the end of our talk no matter if you liked what I was saying or not you'd still love me the same. This world is just so sad and lonley without you. Britt tries to be so strong too Daddy but inside she's falling apart rather she wants to admit it or not I see it everyday I see the pain in her eyes and it kills me to see her like that she's only 12 and to have so much pain in hers eyes and knowing there is nothing any of us can do about it kills me inside Daddy. Our family is a mess of pain and sorrow still I don't think we'll ever be able to pull everything back together everyone is so hurt and in so much pain the house will never be the same. Mom is in so much pain its almost unbearable to see. She tries to be strong but come on Daddy you know Mom is a very emotional person and being strong emotionaly has never been a strong point of hers. I just can't do it anymore Daddy being the strong one seems to make it worse I cry everyday Daddy but I don't let anyone see how much pain I'm really in. Your the closest person to me in the entire world and you were ripped away from me I feel empty and like my heart was ripped out of my chest and stomped on a million times. I still fell like I'm walking in a fog and can't see anything and can't find my way out I'm so lost without you Daddy. Always remember our song Daddy Butterfly Kisses always and forever. I love you Daddy.
Crystal Moore
January 27, 2010
Good Afternoon Daddy,
I'm just sitting here at work thinking about you as always. I just hope you know how much I love you Daddy. Mom's Asthma is getting worse and worse Daddy. She's having such a hard time without you. I listened to the crash site CD yesterday it killed me to hear our "Butterfly Kisses" song. God Daddy I never thought I could ever feel so depressed and miss anyone so much in my entire life. I just can't seem to pull myself out of this depression. I smile on the outside so everyone will think everythings ok but im dying on the inside without you Daddy. I better get back to work Daddy I love you. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever.
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
January 20, 2010
Good Morning Daddy,
Its been a hard very hard last year without you Daddy. These last few weeks has been very very bad for me. I need you here with me so bad Daddy. There are so many things going on right now that I just need you for and so does Mom. Rickey and Tim are trying so hard to step up into your shoes especially as the protector and they are doing a good job but its just not the same Daddy. I miss you so much. It still doesn't feel real and I can't imagine when it does start feeling real how bad its going to hurt. It already hurts so bad I can't imagine how much more it could hurt. I just hope you know how much I love you Daddy. I hate this life without you. Its always me and you against the world now its just me and I feel so lost without you. I better get back to work Daddy. I love you Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever.
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddys Little Girl
mother
December 26, 2009
Merry Christmas
Love You
Miss You alot
Its been a ruff week but I'll make it
I just try to keep busy,but its hard
Talk to you again sometime
LOVE MOM
Ashley Moore
December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas Daddy!!!! Its crazy without you here. It doesnt feel like christmas. It just doesnt feel right. Our family will never feel complete again. I love you daddy. Merry Christmas. I hope your having a good one up there. We're trying to keep up with you for mom down here. I love you daddy. Noah misses you like crazy.
Love your daughter,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
December 24, 2009
Good Morning Daddy,
Well its X-Mas Eve today everyone around us seems so happy except us that is. Of course we're all a mess. I just still cant beleive your really gone Daddy. It still doesn't feel real to us at all. I wish you were just working overtime and was coming home but that'll never happen. I just miss you so much its killing me inside Daddy. I feel like im dying inside. Why would they take you from us there was still so much for you to live for. Mom's doing bad Daddy really bad. Im so worried about her. We need your strength Daddy to make it through all of this. Tell Grandpa Donald I love him. Tell Andre hello. I love you sio much Daddy. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever.
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddy's Little Girl
ciera
December 20, 2009
Rip Uncle Rickey
Do not stand on my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints in the snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am a gentle autumns rain
When you awaken in the morining hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
I am the birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night
So do not stand on my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die
(love and miss you)
Crystal Moore
December 16, 2009
Daddy,
Good Afternoon Daddy! Wow Daddy its almost X-Mas. I dont know how we'll make it though again. Not having you there with us. Its horrible. I miss you so much everyday it hurts more and more. I miss that grin you always gave me when you were trying not to smile or that same grin you got when us kids wouldn't stop messing with you lol. Your bald head that we would kiss everynight before bed. I feel like im walking in a thick fog still I feel so lost without you. I know you dont care for tattoo's but im getting one in memory of you daddy. Your still my best friend and I can't wait to see you at the doors of heaven waiting for me. I love you daddy! Butterfly Kisses Always And Forever!
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddy's Little Girl
love
Ashley Moore
November 26, 2009
Daddy,
Can't write something long tonight because I'm scrubbing the house down but I had to wish you a happy thanksgiving. We didnt really want to even celebrate it but we do have something to be thankful for. For you being our dad. And being with us for as long as you were. I love you daddy. And miss you so much. Thank you for watching over us. I guess we all have our own personal guardian angel. Happy Thanksgiving daddy. I love you. Talk to you soon. =)
Love your daughter,
Ashley
Ashley Moore
November 25, 2009
Daddy,
Hey daddy. Sorry I didnt write to you on your one year but you know how that went. It was really rough for all of us. Mom actually held up pretty good for her 2nd time at the crash site. It's crazy to think that it's been over a year since i seen your bald head. lol. or went to the movies with you. I miss you so much daddy. There has never been one day that i havent thought about you. It just feels like our life has been ripped out from underneath us and now we dont know how to get back on our feet. to be strong enough to continue with our lives. I hate when people say time will heal you because it doesnt dad. it's been over a year and it is still killing all of us. Brittany is having a really hard time daddy. Help her please. Im scared she's not going to pass 7th grade this year. she just doesnt even try anymore. This has just totally turned our world upside down. Noah still cries for you. He seen a picture of your car and he kept saying "papa no no" We all miss you dad and still dont understand how we can do this life without you. I guess we will just have to take it a day at a time. I just know that every day that goes by is a day closer to being with you. i love you daddy.
Love,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
November 16, 2009
Good Afternoon Daddy,
Sorry this is going to be so short Daddy but typing one handed is hard! Thank you Daddy for watching over me in that car accident. The cop said if I didn't have my seat belt on I would have died. But at least then I would have been with you Daddy but it would have killed mom so thank you Daddy. Especially since I never wear my seatbelt so thank you for making me put it on that day. The whole broken arm thing sucks Daddy! So almost one year huh Daddy thats crazy I dont know how we're going to make it through that day give us strength Daddy and please help Britt she's having such a hard time. Well I better get back to work. I love and miss you Daddy! Butterfly kisses always and Forever!
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddy's Little Girl
Ashley Moore
November 8, 2009
Hey daddy,
This is driving me crazy. You just need to come home. We need you home. I need you home. You just need to come back. I just need you daddy. I love you so much. It seems like nothing is going right for us anymore. After you passed, everything has gone wrong. i dont even want to know how worse it could get. daddy, i want to go to the movies today. like we do every sunday. please..... come back daddy. i dont think any of us will ever really get past this. Tim is home. Which you already know already. are you okay up there daddy? I just really need to know. Just know that your okay and everything will be alright. Every time something went wrong with us you always told us that it will be alright and we will get through it. But daddy, your not here to tell us that anymore. Mom's trying so hard to be strong for us but i dont know how much longer any of us can do this without you. cant they just send you back daddy? Can't they see that we need you? That we are falling apart without you here? I just wish that there was some way for them to tell you, "alright, we dont need you anymore. Go back to your family. They are dying without you." Daddy, i miss you. Almost a year already? This is crazy. Just please find a way to let us know that your okay. we need it right now daddy. please. And watch over us daddy. I know you were there with crystal when she got into her accident. thank you for that daddy. i dont know if any one of us could make it through any one else leaving us. well i gotta go daddy. noah needs to eat breakfast. i will write to you again soon. i love you. watch over us daddy. we need it.
I love you daddy
Your daughter,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
October 22, 2009
Good Afternoon Daddy,
Hi Daddy! I feel like a broken record but I miss you so much! Im sitting here listening to Butterfly Kisses and its killing me Daddy. I feel so lost. I need you home Daddy. Mom didn't do well on your anniversary though. Thank you for letting us know you were there Daddy it meant the world to us! I just miss your voice or those facial expressions you used to make. I just miss it all Daddy everything about you! We went to "Battle of the Badges" Daddy and seen some of your friends there. It was crazy hard but good to know we were still there supporting all the people that supported us. Well sorry this is so short Daddy but im having a really bad day and don't want to completely lose it at work. I love you Daddy and i'll write again soon. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever!
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
October 8, 2009
Good Morning Daddy,
Hi Daddy! I miss you so much Daddy I hate not having you here with us. Its been almost a year and it doesn't seem like its getting any easier. It still feels like just yesterday when our world came crashing down on top of us. Daddy your our world your the one that kept our family together. Mom is trying to so hard but isn't get the help she needs from certain people. Im trying to help her as much as I can but I can't do it alone. Mom's having a very hard time Daddy and im really worried about her. She's losing a ton of weight and I just don't think she's doing well at all. Daddy please watch over our family and help us all through this I know you are but we're all having such a hard time. I don't understand how some people expect us to "get over it" so quickly or how we're all supposed to be ok by now. I don't think they understand how close our family really is. Daddy I miss you brining me something you bought me to work and telling me "don't tell your mom" or you brining me lunch at work on Mondays. Even the simple things like just telling you good morning Daddy have a good day at work or the text messages talking about the gas prices and oh by the way Daddy they are at about 2.87 right now not so bad considering what they used to be right. Ok Daddy well I better get back to work. I love you! Butterfly Kisses always and forever!
Love Always Your Little Girl,
Crystal AKA Daddy's little girl!
Crystal Moore
October 6, 2009
Happy Birthday Daddy,
Happy Birthday Daddy! Wow the big 51 huh can't believe its that time of year again for your birthday. Its hard Daddy! We went to the cemetary today daddy and did a 51 ballon release it was amazingly beautiful. I miss you so much Daddy I can't even stand it. Well since im writing this so late it probably won't be approved until the morning but just know that I love you very much Daddy and today is your day. Mom didn't handle it well. Grandma and Grandpa came down and so did Aunt Robin and Uncle Albert. Craig and Gina went to the cemetary as well. Everyone was there for you Daddy we just all wish you could have been here to celebrate the day with us all. Well I'll write you again tomorrow daddy. I love you and miss you with all my heart! Butterfly Kisses always and forever daddy!
Love you little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Ashley Moore
October 5, 2009
Happy Birthday Daddy. 51 huh? Getting up there old man! Lol. Wish I could say that to you in person daddy. I miss you so much. In the morning I will write to you and talk to you. I just had to get up, in the middle of the night of course lol, to be the first to wish you a happy birthday. I love you daddy. We will never forget you. You live on through us and always will. I will talk to you in the morning.
Love your daughter,
Ashley
HAPPY BDAY YOU OLD MAN!!!!
Crystal Moore
September 26, 2009
Hi Daddy,
Good Morning Daddy! Its impossible to do this life without you Daddy! Im so sorry for anything that I may have done Daddy to make you upset while you were here I just wish we had one more day with you. But then again one more day wouldn't be enough. I just don't understand Daddy and its killing me. We hurt so bad Daddy all the time for you. Everything is just so hard without you. We are all falling apart. I feel like im dying from the inside out. I've never felt pain like this in my entire life and its horrible. All the smiles all the laughs they are so fake. We fake our way through every single day. Things are so messed up. None of us are happy at all. I watched your slide show we made today Daddy and I couldn't do it. Words can't even explain the pain Daddy theres no words at all. I've never felt anything this horrible the pain is so deep daddy and its just like its a pain you can just push to the side this is a deep pain that makes you feel like your dying from the inside out. They say that god only takes the best but its not fair Daddy we need you here with us you didn't even get to walk me down the isle or see Britt or Ash graduate or see all your grandchildren be born, you didn't even get a chance to retire with mom. Mom hurts so bad Daddy please give her strength. Please give us all strength. Grandma told us you visited Grandpa the other day. Daddy please come visit us we need to hear your voice we need to know your ok we miss you so much its killing us Daddy. Daddy Tim needs your help to stay strong when he comes home he misses you too! Well Daddy I better let you get back to what you were doing being our guardian angel im sure. I love you Daddy. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever! Dang Daddy I miss you with all my heart! Tell Grandpa Donald, Grandpa Denheim and James I love them and tell Andre I wish I could have met him but he has an amazing family that loves him very much. Daddy please watch out for Andre up there the way Craig watches out for us down here. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever Daddy I love you.
Love Always you little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl always and forever and nothing will ever change that Daddy!
Ashley Moore
September 20, 2009
Hey daddy,
Good morning. I miss you. It's always hard to wake up on sundays without you here. I remember every sunday the first thought when I woke up what movie we were going to go see today. I was always so excited to go with you. I loved our sundays more than you will ever know daddy. So how are you doing up there? We miss you. It sucks down here without you. Mom is still doing pretty bad. We all are. It's just hard to acknowledge the fact that your gone. We have tried so many ways around it. Me and crystal had dreams that maybe you just hit your head too hard and forgot about us. Or got lost. Anyway to know that you arent really gone. So I heard you visited grandpa the other day. Why dont you come visit us daddy? Yea you come to us in our dreams but still. I want you to come talk to us. In the middle of the day. Just to say hi. Or tell me you love me. Anything daddy. I just miss you. i was looking through your phone the other day and I found that picture you snapped of me and noah when we fell asleep on the computer chair. I remember you being so quiet doing it and when I woke up to you snapping the picture you had that stupid grin on your face. I hella miss that. I miss joking with you. I even miss getting in trouble for my room being dirty! I just want you back daddy. And i would do anything to make that come true. I just dont understand why they take the good ones and then leave the murderers and rapists out here. You had so much life to live. So many plans. You and moms anniversary is coming up next month. I dont know what to do for her. Give us some type of sign daddy so we know what to do. It's going to kill her. Grandma and everyone is going to come down on your birthday. We are going to go out to the cemetery with a birthday cake and stuff. I hope you like it. Happy late grandparents day daddy. You were, and still are, a great grandpa. I will never let Noah forget you. Dont worry about that. Well daddy I gotta go. Rickey is taking me to go pick up my car. Wish you were here to go with us. I remember when we tried SO hard to get my license. Everytime I failed you would tell me oh well lets try it again. Well I got it daddy. I hope your proud of me. I love you.
Love your daughter,
Ashley
Ashley Moore
September 8, 2009
Sorry I haven't written to you in a while Daddy. We haven't had internet. I miss you so much. This is so crazy not having you here. Almost 10 months since I have seen you? There is no way. I know your here with us but it's just not the same. I got a car, which you know about and I started school. I hope your proud of me. I'm trying dad. Noah misses you and still looks at your pictures all the time. I will never let him forget you daddy. I wont either. I think about you all the time. I dont understand how to do this without you but I guess we are just going to have to do it one day at a time. Nothing else we can do. I wish we could. I would do anything to have you back daddy. I love you and you will always be in my heart. Sorry I have to cut this short but your grandson needs dinner. I wont forget you daddy. I will write again soon. I love you dad.
Love your daughter,
Ashley
Crystal Moore
September 8, 2009
Dear Daddy,
I know its been a while daddy since I've written you but I talk to you everyday and everynight. There is so much going on out here Daddy as im sure you know. I just don't know how to be strong here without you! I feel like im losing my mind its one thing after another and I could always run to you Daddy and your not here to run to. I know I can always talk to you but I just wish I could hear you answer me back. Tomorrows my birthday as you know and its going to be horrible. I don't even want to do anything but lay in bed and cry. I've been having so many nightmares Daddy about your accident that I hardly get any sleep anymore and my migraines are getting worse. I don't understand it Daddy why god took you when your needed so much down here. Your birthday is next month and I don't have any idea how we are all going to get through it. We all went up to Uncle Deans the other weekend and it was hard he looks so much like you Daddy. He was having a hard time too. It was good to be around your side of the family. Jeremy came down last weekend too he randomly comes down to spend time with us its good to know we are all sticking together. Im sure you know the stuff going on right now I don't know if i'll ever get over it Daddy im so angery and hurt. Well I better get back to work Daddy my break is up. Butterfly Kisses always and forever Daddy. I love you.
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's little girl
Crystal Moore
August 13, 2009
Daddy,
Dang Daddy I miss you. So as you know Rylee was born the other day. She is beautiful. She has the best name ever right after her papa. We went to the crash site the other day and someone took everything down! Me and Ash are putting everything back up the best that we can. We're going to ask Uncle Scott to make another cross so we can put it out there. We miss you so much daddy. I took Brittany to the crash site with me and Ash and Britt lite a candle for you and she broke down Daddy. Its so hard to think we are never going to see you again until we meet in heaven that is. I kills me that your not here to celebrate all the wonderful things in our lives with us. I don't know how mom is going to handle your guys wedding anniversary daddy she is gonna need you to give her strength that day. Things aren't going to well out here we're all not doing so great. None of us are really keeping it together we're all starting to fall apart. Not family wise Daddy we're still staying a strong family unit for you but emotionally wise we're a wreck. Just never forget how much we love you Daddy and miss you with all our hearts. I better let you go daddy I have to get back to work. Tell Grandpa Donald, Grandpa Dehiem, Andre and James that I said hello and love them all. I love you Daddy. Butterfly Kisses Always and Forever.
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
July 22, 2009
Daddy,
Wow Daddy 8 months today. So why does the pain still feel like it was yesterday. They say it gets easier but they lie Daddy I swear they are wrong its only getting harder and harder. I miss you more and more everyday. Its not fair Daddy why us? Why you? We need you here with us. There is so much still you had to see and do with us. Britt is only 12 Daddy and she needs you here with us. I don't understand why this had to happen to our family. Well Daddy im going to the crash site tonight to light some candles. I miss you Daddy. I love you and butterfly kisses always and forever.
Love your little girl,
Crystal Moore aka Daddys little girl!
Crystal Moore
July 17, 2009
Daddy,
God Daddy I miss you. Please tell me Daddy when its going to get any easier. How could they take someone so important away from us? There is so much going on right now Daddy we need you so much. Im so sorry I can't handle the cemetary very well Daddy I just feel like everytime we leave we're leaving you behind and losing you all over again. I know its just your shell Daddy but it kills me. This life is so unfair and I know what you always said lifes unfair and boy is it ever. We're good people Daddy always helping everyone. But its crazy though with all this going on your really truley see the people who honestly care for you. Your so lucky Daddy to have had so many people that care about you. CSP-Sac was amazing Daddy they check on us all the time and have really been there for us. We have officers from other prisons that don't even know you that check on me and Ash through email all the time. Then theres Craig and Gina Daddy man oh man they are amazing people and so strong. You could never have asked for a better friend Daddy then Craig. He has been there for us through everything even when him and Gina were going through their own stuff they were right here for us. I miss you Daddy so much. I just want one more hug one more text message one more "don't tell your mom I'm bringing you this money she'll get mad" lol remember those Daddy you'd bring me lunch or money to work and always say don't tell your mom or you'd buy me something at Walmart and drop it by my condo and say now if your mom finds out she's going to be mad so you better not tell her lol. God I miss you Daddy. I love you! Butterfly kisses always and forever
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
July 17, 2009
Hi Daddy,
Sorry its been so long since I wrote you daddy! As you know James passed away last month. Keep an eye on him up in heaven Daddy please. Fathers day killed us Daddy it was so hard. July 4th was just as bad. It seems we can't catch a break Daddy. I miss you so much Daddy. Its like we are living someone else's lives. The family reunion was so hard! It was horrible without you there Daddy. It wasn't a very happy reunion either. It just isn't the same. I know they say god takes the good ones but its not fair Daddy we need you here with us. Well Daddy I better get back to work my lunch is over. I love you daddy and butterfly kisses always and forever! Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's Little Girl
Crystal Moore
July 17, 2009
Hi Daddy
So as you know James passed away on Tuesday. We all took it really hard especially Sabrina. Daddy look out for James up there please, he was so young and he needs you up there. I can't believe both of you are gone and both to car accidents. Its crazy and not fair. Sabrina and Mom really need your help to stay strong Daddy cause they are really weak right now. I miss you Daddy more then you can ever imagine. It killed me when James passed away. It was so horrible to think that something like this could happen to our family again! I better get back to work. Watch over James and Andre and please give Craig and Gina your strength as well Daddy. I love you butterfly kisses always and forever!
Love your little girl,
Crystal Moore aka Daddy's little girl
Crystal Moore
June 12, 2009
Good Afternoon Daddy,
Hi Daddy! Wow daddy I was looking at the CPOF website and in their magazine they put a pix of our family and wrote a few sentences about you. It killed me when I read it of course. Its amazing Daddy how many people truly loved you. I mean I knew you were loved but not like this Daddy. There are so many people that are supporting our family. Mom met one of your golfing buddies the other day. He said he just found out 3 weeks ago and couldn't believe it. I talked to him yesterday when I went into Savemart and he was telling me how shocked he was. I told him he's not the only one. We have to deal with this everyday of our lives now. Its just crazy to realize your not here or that im not gonna get those text messages talking about those dang gas prices. Life used to be so fun daddy and now its so painful. We were good kids right Daddy and Moms a good wife. We went by rules and laws and never did anything that was really wrong or morally bad. So what could we have done daddy to deserve this? I mean I keep thinking about it all the time how our family is being punished and I mean I know we made some mistakes in our lives but NOTHING that would make us deserve this. I just miss you like crazy daddy. I always said I'd go with you if anything ever happened to you that i'd totally lose my mind. Im being so strong for mom and our family daddy but when im alone I just cry my eyes out all time. I just don't know how we are going to make it through the rest of our lives daddy. Well I better get to work. I love you daddy and butterfly kisses always and forever.
Love you little girl,
Crystal aka daddy's little girl
Crystal Moore
June 10, 2009
Good Morning Daddy,
Well today is moms birthday daddy not like you would have forgot. She is going to have a very hard day! Today Ash graduates high school too. Mom is going to be losing it all day today. I tried doing her birthday the way you would have. Me and Ash bought her a ring and all of us kids took pictures for her. Then today on my way home from work im going to pick up a cake, flowers and a card. Its so hard without you here daddy. Its hitting Britt now. She tries to be so strong but she writes little things here and there or draws things that make us know she's hurting so bad inside. We miss you daddy so much! Life is not the same at all. Our house isn't a happy home anymore its a sad place with pain, sadness and anguish everytime you turn around. I want our old life back with our happy family. We were all having so much fun before this. Now we all put on a fake smile and pretend to be ok. Daddy please watch over Craig and Gina they need it right now. You and Andre need to be watching over them right now. They need you guys more then we do right now. I better get back to work Daddy. I love you butterfly kisses always and forever!
Love your little girl,
Crystal Moore aka Daddy's Little Girl
Kevin & Tammie Glover
June 5, 2009
From one Daddy's girl to another!! Please know you are not alone. We care deeply for you and feel for your loss. You take one day at a time, remember to breathe, allow yourself time to heal, and yes it is ok to occassionally SCREAM! It is not fair, your dad was a great man and we all truly miss him. Kevin has always talked very highly of him and it hit like a ton of bricks when we got the news. You have your dad's strength and this will get you thru this time. Let your family and freinds help. Let us know if you need anything, we are here. Love always, Kevin and Tammie Glover (760) 315-2183 (Kevin)
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June 5, 2009
Hi Daddy,
Today is a horrible day daddy! I can't do this without you. I just wish you were here. Its killing me inside. I've been a crying mess all day long. I went to the crash site on my lunch break I know I know it wasn't a good idea but I had to daddy. Guess what song came on the radio....yeah butterfly kisses it tore me to pieces daddy. I just wanna go home and be surrounded by your pictures. I just need you so much daddy. I just don't understand what it is we could have done so wrong daddy to have you taken from us.I miss you daddy. There are so many things that I wanted to tell you that I just didn't get a chance to tell you while you were here. How you were always my best friend daddy. You were the only one I could always come to with anything whether it was good or bad and knew no matter what it was you would never think anything wrong of me nor love me any less. You're my hero daddy and always have been. I love you with all my heart and I AM SO SORRY FOR ANYTHING THAT I DID WRONG that hurt you daddy im so sorry just know that whatever those mistakes were that upset you it killed me daddy it really did. There are so many things I wish I could go and take back that I did or put you through. I am so sorry daddy! I can never say sorry enough for that one mistake I almost made again daddy im so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking. Your not here for me to tell that to. Daddy I miss you. I can't say it enough I can't do this without you daddy I need you. How can a girl go through the most important things in life without the most important person in her life her daddy. I just am so lost without you daddy. Your gonna miss out on the one thing we always talked about walking me down the isle and dancing the father daughter dance to butterfly kisses. Its not fair daddy its really not. Graduation was horrible I fought tears the whole time. I knew you were looking down and watching me daddy but it wasn't the same I wanted that hug and for you to tell me how proud of me you are. Im going back to school again daddy on the 16th to get my BA for criminal justice. Daddy I miss you! This is killing me. I don't understand how we are supposed to do this for the rest of our lives. Remember i'll always be your little girl daddy no matter how old I get im always going to be your little girl. Remember when I used to sign all my morning notes to you as love your little girl crystal aka daddy's little girl. I love you daddy so much. Butterfly kisses always and forever. I can't wait to see you again daddy. I love you.
Love your little girl,
Crystal aka Daddy's little girl
Crystal Moore
June 3, 2009
Good Morning Daddy,
Graduation today...I've been a mess all night last night and today I can't control the crying. Please daddy give me strength to walk across that stage without totally breaking down. Its going to kill me to know your night sitting in that audience right next to mom watching me walk across that stage. I know your watching but its not the same. Its breaking my heart. I know your with me daddy but I need you here. I love you and I miss you so much. Butterfly Kisses always and forever.
Love your little girl,
Crystal
Crystal Moore
May 29, 2009
Daddy,
Today is such a bad day daddy. I can't concentrate on anything all I keep thinking about is how much I miss you and how much this graduation is going to kill me. I wanna skip it but mom said you'd be upset if I did. I just don't think I can hold it together daddy I really don't. Everyone thinks im being so strong but they don't see me when im alone or even know how bad im dying inside without you. I have temperment I can make the world think everything is ok when im really dying inside. Dying inside daddy isn't even a strong enough word for what im feeling inside. I don't think there is even a word that can describe how much pain im in. It just seems like my whole life is turned upside down and that im lost in a beyond dark and gloomy place. I just want you home with us so bad. I miss you so much daddy. I love you and butterfly kisses always and forever. I LOVE YOU!
Love Always,
Your Little Girl
Crystal Moore
May 29, 2009
Good Morning Daddy,
I just wanted to write you cause im having a very hard day today. I miss you so much. I just don't understand when the pain is going to ease itself. It just feels like its getting worse and worse. I talked to grandma yesterday it was good hearing from her. She's having a hard time to of course. Its just so wrong daddy that you would be taken from us when you are such a amazing person. I know grandpa Donald and Andre are up there with you but Daddy we really need you here with us. I graduate on June 3rd and this is going to kill me cause we were both so excited for me to finish criminal justice and to have to walk across that stage knowing your not right there in the audience is going to kill me daddy. When I walk across that stage i'll hold my diploma up to you daddy cause you the one who helped me get to this point. You've always been my tag team partner daddy and I feel so lost without you. June isn't going to be great at all daddy there is so much going on and I don't know how we are going to make it without you here. I just don't understand it daddy you're so young and had so much still to live for. I miss you daddy so much its killing me I feel so lost and empty inside without you. Just remember butterfly kisses always and forever daddy. I love you.
Love Always,
Your Little Girl
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