Danielle Meredith "Dani" Schultz

Waking up after a C-. My pretty Baby

I miss you so much. XXX'S & OOO's Mom

Dear Dani - No matter how much time goes by, I miss you so much. Sally & Jill are a delight. I have told them how much you love kitties. Just 5 days until the 13 year mark of your death. I hope & pray that you are at peace. XXX's & OOO's Mom

It has been awhile since I wrote last. The Legacy had removed your obit. I wrote to them twice and they put it up, again. You are and were my heart.
I love you,
Mom

Dear Dani, It is hard to believe that it has been 12 years since you were buried. Yesterday I had LadyBugs landing on me and just hanging out. I figure you sent them so I know that you are safe.
I love you & Missing you;
Kisses,
Mom

Sunshine - I am sorry that this is late. Just a problem with Legacy. Your death is just as raw as it was on 9/15/06. I try to keep your name alive, I post things about you. I love and miss you so much.

Kisses,
Mom

I know that you and Cuddles are together. I miss both of you very much.
Love, Mom

Hi, Dani - I am having a very sad day. I miss being your Mom. I love you forever and always,

Happy Birthday, Baby Girl. I miss you and love you so much. Love, Mom

Hi, Sweetie - Well your birthday is in 3 weeks. On the day after Christmas you started telling me what you wanted for your birthday. So Cute. I know now some of the errors made in parenting. I wish I could have known then, whet I know now. I love you, Forever and Always,
Mom

As time goes by I miss you more. I think of the times had both happy & sad. You have been gone for nine years (9 Yrs). It seems as if were just days ago that that you left. Everyday I talk about you, to you and will welcome the day we are together, again.

If it is possible to be more spoiled than you - Then CUDDLES is the one.

My love for you will never diminish. Dani, you are my rainbow girl.

Hugs & Kisses or XXX's & OOO's

Love,

Happy Birthday Dani, see you then

Happy Birthday, Danielle. I can hardly believe that it has been 41 years since you were born. As I always said it was the best day of my life. I miss you and I love you. Cuddles sends a big purr to you.

Loving You Forever and a Day.

Love,

Baby Girl,

It is Christmas Eve, how I wish you were here with me. I love you.

XXX's & OOO's
Mom

Good Morning Danielle - I find it hard to believe that your graveside was eight (8) years ago. Never a day goes by that I think of you at least one-hundred (100) times. I love so much and miss you with all of my heart.

XXX's & OOO's

Love,

Eight years you have been gone, the pain is as real as ever. I miss you and love you. Cuddles was so sweet today, she napped with me.

You were and always will be my Heart.

XXX's & OOO's

Hello, Miss Sweet Stuff,

Danielle no matter how much time passes, I still miss you as I did when you died. I love you more than words can explain.

Cuddles is more spoiled than she was with you. She has a special "thing" about her.

Be Calm & Wait for Me,
XXX's & OOO's

My Dearset Danielle, I was happy to visit you today, on what would have been your 40th birthday. No matter how much time passes my broken heart will never mend. Brad cut the triangle stone that I glued on the side of your vase. There are a lot of people I chat with on FaceBook that have also lost children. I know you have made so many friends, I do hope you have meet some of them, too. Words are not to express my love to you. We will see each other soon.
XXX's & OOO's
"HNY"
Love, Mom

My Dearest Danielle,

Today is Valentine's Day. You will always be my heart. The love between us is as strong as the day you left. I know you wanted to have another picture taken and I am sorry we did not do it.

XXX's & OOO's
HNY

Mom

Happy birthday to my favorite niece. I thought about you all day. I miss you. All my love until we meet again. Aunt Sue

Happy Birthday! It is hard for me to believe you would be 39 years old today. I can remember almost every minute from the time myy water broke. Having you was the HAPPIEST day of my life. We should be together but I suppose I am not as brave as you. I love and miss you more everyday. Cuddles is doing really real, just a bit spoiled.
HYN my sweet Danielle.
Love, Mom

Dani Meri - Please tell Sarah Happy Birthday from me. Also, please tell her I am glad I got to see her before she died.
Love, Mom

Hi, Sweetie - This is our day. HNY. I miss you so very much and love you dearly. Love, Mom

Hello, Baby Girl - It has been 6 years since you left me. The pain never gets easier. I only hope and pray that you are out of your mental pain and that you are happy like you use to be. I love you so very much and miss you more than you will ever know. Dani I pray for you, Sarah and Peggy every night.

XXX' & OOO's
Love,
Mom

I thought of you on your birthday and made a special post on facebook. We miss you, and your beautiful smile. One day we will see you again. Love you, Dani.

Baby Girl - five years ago today we buried your cremated remains. The urn Brad made was beautiful. I know you know all the items I put in with, I hope they were the right things. Happy Nevada Day, Sweetie!
XXX'S & OOO'S
Mom

"Rest in Peace" (you deserve it) xoxo

Happy birthday Dani~

Your mother is a wonderful, amazing person, which makes you the same. I so wish we could have met. Be happy now, thank God your pain is over, you will never be forgotten.

Baby Girl, It is so hard to believe that today you would be 37 years. I remember your birth so well and how happy I was to have a girl with hair. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you.
XXX's & OOO's
Mom

Well Dani, meet my Binky. She stayed 43 days after my Inky left. Everything seems empty now. Have you met? She looks a little different from her sister, long and sleek, equally beautiful, my sweet Binky, my little sleeper, always up for a good cuddle. Keep after them if they will let you, they will bring you much joy, and maybe even kisses.
syl Dani

Sweetie, I know this is something we told each other every night but tonight is New Year's Eve, so HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!
XXX'S & ooo'S
Mom

Have you met my little girl yet, Dani? Look around, she is beautiful, has a freckle on her nose. You will love her. Her name is Inky, my sweet Inky, conqueror of the universe. She knows who you are, give her kisses. She's probably with my Gram. I miss you all...syl

Fifty-one months, my God it seems like yesterday. I know you and Sarah are busy with the 20 new angels that arrived in Heaven from Connecticut yesterday. Be happy Baby Girl.
Love - Mom
XXX's & OOO's

Four years have passed since you left me and the hole in my heart has not started to mend. Dani, you were and always will be my heart, soul and the love of my life. “HNY”
My Love Forever and Always – XXX's & OOO's
Mom

Hi Dani,
Happy birthday, couple days late but I hope you got your birthday balloon(: I watched it til it was out of sight, figured it was delivered by then. Your mom really is awesome, Dani. Not that I doubted you, just sayin.
See you later Dani

Hey Sweetie - Three years and five months have dragged by since you left. Every day is still as heart breaking as the day before. Cuddles is still her sassy self and spoiled rotten.
Jae and I have been in contact via FaceBook and phone; we hope to make plans to meet soon. Dani, she is a caring and tender young woman, it is no wonder the two of you were friends. I think having her to talk to helps me; I have been feeling better mentally. Now if the physical pain would subside but that is not going to happen, so I will live with it.
I will love you forever and always – “HNY”
XXX & OOO's
Mom

I miss you my sweet Danielle.

Oh Dani - I've looked for you so many times over the years.. It's been awhile since I googled your name,, this, this is not what I .... I'm sad that I missed you Dani. Real sad ..you wont believe I cried. Don't laugh.. Yeah laugh...but I really hoped that I would see you sooner,, guess I will have to wait some more,, and see you later.. I'll see you later, Dani

Three years ago today was the burial service for your earthly remains. I chose this date because it is also Nevada Day, Nevada was admitted to the Union in on October 31, 1864 and was the 36th state. I believe that growing up in Las Vegas was good, you experienced people, place and things which you would have not had any where else. Dani, I will be out to visit you today. The hole in my heart will never heal but you will always be my HEART.

Love,
Mom

My Dearest Dani – September 15th has come and gone but not without uncontrollable tears and sadness which ached my heart and mind. Critter Care is receiving a lot of donations in memory of you. I wish I could tell you that I am better and doing well but I am not, the hole in my heart will never mend and thinking of you hundreds of times a day will never cease.

Happy New Year’s & XXX’s & OOO’s

Mom

Monday, August 15, 2011 – Today I have cried all day, had a headache and my neck is hurting. My heart hurts as much as it did on Monday, September 15, 2008 – you should be 35 years old instead it has been 35 months since you died. I love you Danielle and miss you so very much.

Hugs & Kisses,
Mom

My Dearest Dani,
Two years and eight months later the pain and sadness still hangs heavy in my heart.
XXX’s & OOO’s
Love, Mom

April 23, 1994 - a wedding beyond belief! People say that all brides are beautiful, this is not true but in your case you were the most beautiful. The tape of your wedding is upstairs however; I have never gathered the strength to watch it. I know you loved Jeremiah and that he was your soul mate. Whatever choices or what life gave to you, Dani, I was always proud of you and loved you with all my heart. Missing you has not gotten easier but remembering our times together come more easily for me, good, bad, happy and sad, Happy New Year little girl.
You are and always will be my heart and soul.
Love,
Mom

On Sunday, March 7, 1976 – I gave birth to you Danielle Meredith: it was the BEST day of my life; today you should be 35 years old.
On Monday, September 20, 2008 – I found you dead in your bed; that was 2 years, 6 months and 13 days ago, it was the WORST day of my life.

Dear Dani – You have always been my HEART and ALWAYS will be.
XXX’s & OOO’s
Mom
“HNY”

Here is another New Year beginning without you; it will never matter how long you are gone my pain will not heal. Dani, I miss you so much – you have been and always will be my heart – my baby girl.
Some people tell me to “get over it” or “move on,” they are not the Mom that lost YOU.
The doctors say I am getting worse and not better, for once they are right.
Please watch over me, with Sophie at your side, I love and miss both of you.

XXX’s & OOO’s
HNY

Love, Mom

Sophia had to be put down on December 13, 2010. I know that you and Brian are taking care of her and loving on her. Cuddles is still doing well, she acts so much like you, and it is a little weird. ?
Danielle – when I am cremated; Sophia and Cuddles will be buried with me, then we “girls” will be together forever. Not a day passes that that you cross my mind a hundred times and I shed tears every day. I understand you are without the mental pain and torture which you lived with so long, I wish I would have understood it better or knew the signs when you were a teenager. My heart has a large hole from you dying and a smaller one for having to put down Sophia. Now I am more depressed and lonely.
Twenty-seven months have passed and yet your death is so fresh in my heart and mind.
Signing as we always did………..
XXX’s & OOO’s –
Mom

Hi Love Bug! Yesterday I visited you and Brian. Today it has been two years since your graveside memorial and burial. Dani, the pain never stops; who ever said time heals all wounds did not have a child died. Cuddles is doing well (she acts like you a lot) except she loves on Brad every night. I think she likes me because I give her food, water and treat. I am glad I have her, I am her Oma. Poor Sophia has very bad hips, I wish she would die. It would be easier on me than having to put her down after more than 13 years of having her. Someday, we will be together and I am looking forward to that day.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
HNY - My Rainbow Girl
XXX’s & OOO’s
Mom

Danielle Meredith,
My heart is heavy, tears flow daily, you will always be in my heart, soul and thoughts.
I love you for always and forever.
XXX’s & OOO’s - HNY
Mom

My Baby Girl – Two years ago today was the last day we spent together. I have been selling raffle tickets for Critter Care’s biggest fund raiser of the year. All the money I collect will go into your fund; in my mind it keeps you and your lovely spirit alive and helping kitties. Cuddles is still spoiled and loves licking my arms and legs, it is rather weird but I let her do it. Danielle, I miss you, love you, pray for you – you will always be my heart. The tattoo I got is so simple, a heart just outlined in red and your initials in the center, the artist did a near perfect job making the “D” just as you wrote it. It is on my right breast, close to my heart, as you were and always will be.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
I love you,
Mom

Dear Dani - I need to apologize to you for not understanding the mental torture you went through for so many years. Now I have a very good idea. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, ADD, Severe Depression, Severe Angry and Bi-Polar. Yes, I do know that I will very get better, as I should have understood you would no either. Today, I will visit you and Brian - sometimes it makes me feel better (closer to you) and other times it just makes me feel worse. My love for you will never end. I often wonder why love has to be so melancholy.

XXX’s & OOO’s
Mom

Hey Baby Girl – Here it is August 1, 2010 already. Whoever said time heals all wounds never had a child die. Burned in my mind is finding you in full rigor mortise, the worse day of my life. There has not been a day since you died that I have not cried I miss you more every minute. People tell me I am brave to continue on with life without you but as we both know I have Sophia and Cuddles nobody but one of us would/could or should take care of them as they need to be.
I have a play list on My Space and all the songs we enjoyed together are on it playing the songs sometimes make me smile but more often than not I just sob. In the evening I look up to the stars and hope you are watching me. I am so lonely and sad – I will never be the person I once was, I am not blaming you, only missing our inside jokes, the twinkle in your eyes and your big smile.
Sweetie, please be waiting for me when I join you.

XXX’s & OOO’s
Mom

June 15, 2010
Hi, Sweetie – In the past week I have talked to Levi, Allan and Cassandra, they all miss you, too. All of them are doing well in life; I knew they had it in them. Today is one year and nine months since I found you in bed dead. My heart and soul hurt today as much as they did on September 20, 2008. My mental state has is still in a downward spiral, I did think it could get much worse but it has. Don Maisel died on June 6, 2010, I know he with Mary and you. On Thursday, June 24th, it will be a year since Peggy died on her 53rd birthday, I miss her too. I know you were not crazy about her; all she was trying to do is get you on the right path. She was a lot of support to me, after you died.
The house is paid off, so the Morton building, acreage and house are ours, free and clear. Now if it could just get finished. I got a letter from the Veterans Administration; my application is still in processing, to me that is good, much better than being denied.
Danielle, I still cry everyday for both of us even though I know you are out of your mental pain. My anguish will never end just as my love for you will never end.
I hope to be with you soon, if it were not for Sophia and Cuddles, I would be.
You have and always will be my heart and soul.
XXX’s & OOO’s – HYN
Mom
PS – I have no idea why this was not in your book; luckily I save letters to you.
Love, Mom

Danielle, I look at your beautiful face and I think of all the wonderful memories we made together...all the fun and all the trouble! You will always hold a special place in my heart. You are one of my dearest childhood friends. I want you, and your mom, to know that I think about the both of you often. I love her like a second mom and you like the sister I never had. There's one thing I'm certain of...you're happier now than you've ever been because you're in the greatest place of all!! One day we'll all be together again:) You are and always will be deeply missed. I Love You...xoxo

Hello Danielle, you do not know me but I am a friend of your mom's. I know how much she misses you and loves you.I have a son Lucas thats up there with you, I hope you have met. We really try to keep each other sane down here with you children gone, but we know that there will be a day that we will be with you again.
So look down on your moma and evey now and then send a breeze through her hair , or a butterfly and let her know you are near. If you see Lucas please tell him I love him ok, until we all meet again. Toni.

The candle is as bright as your beautiful blue eyes and the prettiest smile in my life.
("She signed her letters with XXX's and OOO's")
Love, Mom

My Dearest Baby Girl - Yesterday I talked to Cassandra, she had just recently heard that you had died. We talked and cried for more than an hour.
I am sure you have seen Don Maisel by now. He died on 6/6/2010, D-Day which seems appropriate since he was a WWII, veteran.
Now I go to the VA Hospital three (3) days a week. I hurt so much - Depression, PTSD, Anger Issues, etc.
You not being here is so very hard on my emotional health.
Cuddles acts like you more every day. ;-)
Sophia is not doing too well, her hips are worse but she eats drinks and eliminates.
I am sorry I have not written to you in so long. Baby Girl, I love you so much and miss you as you would never believe.
For my birthday, Linda & Libby sent a donation to The Danielle Schultz Fund at Critter Care. I try and sent money once a month, your spirit lives on in a lot of kitties. Oh, we had a BUFF colored male show up last week. Somebody had to have dropped him off, he is sweet and Friday, June 11th he will be neutered.
Several of the other Mom's that have also had children die - we now talk on the phone. I am going to Yuma, AZ in July to meet another Mom & Donna - her son died. My only worry about leaving is that Brad will have to take care of the Dogs and Cats.
Oh, Danielle, why did you leave me? I know your mental pain is gone but part of me died when you died. My best support is from my friends on My Space, we play Green Spot.
I love you, adore you and miss you…………XXX’s & OOO’s Mom

My Sweet Dani - I love you so much. Cuddles knew that today was 17 months that you have been gone. (Monday, 15th) I was on the couch, she jumped up and loved on me. I would say, “Where’s your Mama? Or “You know your Mama loves you.” She would just give that quick little meow. Your birthday will be on a Sunday. The same day of the week you were born.

John Landers owed me $50.00, I asked him to send it to Critter Care in your Memory - he did, so another kitty will be helped by them.

My Space has so many Mom’s who have had children die, we are kind of a support group for each other. I am going once a week to a group meeting at the VA Hospital.

My Sweet Baby Girl - your death is not in a vane - I am getting the message out to people to check up on prescriptions and OTC mixing of drugs.

I miss you. I love you. You have always been and will always be my heart. Not a day has gone by that I have not cried. I think of you a million times a day.

XXX’s & OOO’s,

Dearest Danielle,

Good Morning Sunshine! How many times did I wake you up with those words? You and I are the only people in the world that understood the relationship which we always had. You were and always will be my HEART.

Dani, your death was not in vain, many people now know the horrors of Chantix. Also, people are aware of drug interactions, that are not mentioned by the medical field or pharmacies. Recently a little girl just a toddler was spared her life due to you. Her Mom looked up the two prescription medications from the doctor and found out. They were not to be taken together.

Dani, I miss you so much it has been one year since you died.. I still cry for you every day and will never will be the same person I was before you died

I believe that you are hanging out in Heaven with Uncle Dan, Brian, Zack, Peggy and other friends and family members that have had their souls taken, like you did. Today I will buy new flowers and visit you. We will be together again, in the meantime, you are my personal Angel.

The other day I played “our song” and realized the words were so true. We will visit later today and you will get new flowers.

XXX’s and OOO’s
All My Love,
Mom

Dear Dani,
I only know of you through your precious mother's words, but I can feel the love that you two shared. I wish you peace and I wish the same for your mom. I know you are watching over her, because I know that my oldest son is also watching over me. Visit her as often as you can in her dreams and leave her with sweet thoughts. She loves you so much.

Dani,
Your mother is having a very hard time, she misses you so much the pain she feels doesn't lesson but your friends,familyand your mothers friends are here for her but it will never take the place of you she loves you so much.I know you are watching over her and she feels your presents within.


Vicki

My Dearest Danielle,

Every morning I miss telling you “Good morning sunshine.” Every night I miss our kissing good night. My tears still flow daily and my prayers for you all through the day. Every evening I go outside, look into the sky praying and singing to you. Today is eleven months that you have been gone, and my pain worsens with every passing day. You were always and always will be my heart. My life is hollow and woeful without you. Dani, you will always be my Baby Girl.

XXX's and OOO's

Baby Girl - The past ten moths have been the longest of my life. You never leave my mind or heart. I hope in the dark of night when I am sitting outside, that you hear my prayers. To be with you will be a blessing. Cuddles is still spoiled and you were right she is a good mouser.
She talks and whines until I give her a little milk. I know you would not approve however she does not drink much and the dogs finish it. Your memorial in the tall grass garden is so pretty, wild flower and catnip surrounds your little marker.

Danielle - I love you so much and I hurt so deeply. Our talks, inside jokes and having coffee in the mornings together - G-D, I miss everything, even our arguments.

She signed her letters with -
XXX’s and OOO’s

Love you,

Monday, June 15, 2009

I hate Monday’s and despise the 15th of every month - today is both - Monday, June, 15, 2009. Dani - you have been gone for nine (9) months, yet my pain and sorrow have never eased. You and I both knew the song but never thought it would apply to either of us, “Some Broken Hearts Never Mend,” now the words go through my head a hundred times a day. I miss you and love you. You will always be my rainbow girl, daughter, friend and my heart,

XXX’s & OOO’S

Dani, I wish that all the times you visited me at work that you would have just spoke to me about how sad you were, although at times you did speak about issues in your life that complicated your spirit, I just know that you were a sweet and very special person. Your mother is having a hard time right now but I know she is strong enough to get through it dont worry she has alot of good people around her. ANd she knows that she can call me anytime whether for an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on, or just to help her keep a smile on her face. I wish I had the chance to know you longer Dani but our time was cut short, you had alot to offer the world..I will continue to pray for your mother and for peace with your spirit...
With Love
TaNeisha Iyonna Wishom

Mother’s Day


My Baby Girl Danielle - last Mother’s Day was so fun for us. The poem you wrote to me was special then and even more so now. When I spray the perfume, you gave me, I smile. The bottle will stay with me always, when it is empty I will put it in the display cabinet. There are many items of yours in the cabinet. I was blessed to have you as my daughter. Not an hour passes that I do not think of you, from the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night. Your friends and mine have been so good to me. Kim stays in touch with me weekly. Levi calls and Jessica is on My Space. Julie and Nettie stay in touch more often. Linda and Elizabeth visit you and today I will visit you and Brian. From the day you were born - you were my HEART and will always be. Time does not lessen or ease my loss of you, and I miss you more with each passing day. The pain, sadness and loneliness will be with me until I am with you forever.

(Cuddles even has traits that you had. She is well taken care of and spoiled like you.)

Xxx’s & ooo’s
Love,