Deanna Michele (Clay) Cruse

2,669 days... i´ve missed you so much. it will never be fair. i´ll miss you and i will love you forever. you would love this life if you were still here..
miss you so much momma i hope i see you again one day

visit me in my dreams
i miss you so much
please come back even if its only for a second
my heart still hurts
i’ll never let you go

i don’t know what to say but i figured with time it would get better but i was so wrong. it is not fair and i’m still so angry. i miss you and think about you all the time. i hope i see you again one day because i have so much to say. i miss you i miss you i miss you. it isn’t fair. i should start counting how many boxes of tissues i go through (just joking).

i still listen to your favorite songs and i still eat sunflower seeds. i love you momma god i wish you were still here. i wish life would’ve been better to you.

I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I always wonder how life would be today if you were still here. I wish you were here. I love you

I miss you big cousin. Hug Mamaw tight for me.

miss you always.

i miss u momma

This is the only place i can come and feel you so im just going to type.
its 2 am and youre on my mind.. it got me thinking if a specific day, and i remember it so clearly, Dec. 10th 2014 i remember you picking me up from school because i didnt feel good, you had on a big brown coat with your hair pulled back as usual, and as we were walking out of the school you grabbed ahold of my hand and just held it.
i remember when we got home we were quietly carrying in the groceries because Sonya was asleep on the couch... and i remember that that was the last time that id ever seen Sonya because later that night she passed away.. i hope shes somewhere nice with you and her sister
apparently this wasnt enough for me tonight so i decided to go and re read all of our old messages and im so glad i did because i havent heard your voice since around Oct. 2017 from an old voicemail, well i found a minute long voice clip that you sent me in 2016 and i have never been so happy and so destroyed at the same time. just hearing your voice fixes everything and also breaks me all over again... i miss you so much and i love you

i wish you were here

its still painful

there's five days until i graduate and i want nothing more but for you to be there to watch me. i don't even really wanna go but i'm gonna go do it for you. today was hard and i missed you extra hard :(

thinking about you

you are my heart and my soul.

i miss you so much momma

Always missing you.

You guys know that I think of all of you as my own kids, L love you and pray that God be with you! I will never forget that smile that she always wore when at the lake! Nancy, I lovw and pray for your peace in this time of greaf! You all know thatif you need anything I'm here for you!

Deanna was a beautiful friend with a beautiful soul.My deepest prayers goes out to her mother and family.

Love and prayers for your family

I am so sorry for your loss! I remember Deanna as a young lady when she rode to school with my kids. She was always quiet and well mannered, a pleasure to be around. My family is praying for all of you and I know that God will send comfort and strength to you.

Our condolences goes to the family and friends in this difficult time. Apo 21:3;4