Jeremy Botner

Matthew 5:4, "Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted"

It feels impossible that your bright light has been extinguished too soon.

The last four years were agonizing, marked by a fight you shouldn't have had to ever endure. Though I was kept away, please know my heart never left your side. I wish I could have been there to comfort you, and gave your sister and family a break, I hope you always knew that no distance, and no circumstance, could diminish the love I have for you.

I carry with me, and will forever, the memory of your incredible positive outlook and unwavering motivation. You had a rare gift for making everything feel possible, even on the worst days.


But your most incredible gift: the gift of being in a room crowded with noise, and your presence was my quiet center. You always saw me, Settling my anxiety and fears, making me feel as if I was the only person there with you. That feeling of absolute belonging is something I will always seek, a reflection of the love you showed me.

I have and will keep your memory close, forever. Rest peacefully, my Guy. You are finally free.

John 16:22 "So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy"

I love you Jerm