Kyle Hunter

love you cuzzz stay strong

I love you son. There aren't enough tears in my lifetime to express how much I miss you. You will be home any minute .. I'm just waiting to hear your car pull in the drive and your favorite music playing as you creep through the huge ever so quietly. You were like a stealth ninja but I always knew When you came home ❤ The light is still on in your room honey line you always left it so I'd know if you were asleep or not. Idk how to do this life without you. It's lost all meaning for me. I'm not the same person idk who I am other than your mom. Kyles mom but without you here I'm just mom. Your sister misses you she is struggling too and idk how to be strong anymore. I'm so sorry baby that when I reached it wasn't far enough. You are so loved and missed. Your dad stood post by your side through the whole viewing as your momma couldn't cope so well. So many people so much love and I'm so so sorry you didn't realize just how amazing you are. My baby boy. My precious, handsome, kind, stubborn, opinionated, giving, selfless, deep, introspective, did I say handsome only son. I'm so so sad that you weren't able to carry on your dad and I future through grandchildren. Your dads name .. or our memories. You are on my mind 24/7 and I visit you sometimes several times a day. To me you are still here. I don't want the days to pass b/c I'm afraid the memories will fade. I wish there was a reel of life I could watch. You didn't like pictures anymore so that made it difficult but I tried! You would give in every now and again. Ty for that honey. I can see you now making biscuits and gravy and showing up at my door with a plate of food and a glass of milk. I loved you so much for that ❤ and every little thing about you. The good the not so good and everything in between. I'm sorry you stopped smiling honey I asked myself when you stopped smiling and the pictures say a 1000 words. It does no good wishing so I won't but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for failing you and now your sister b/c I can barely take care of myself. I'm not strong anymore I never was I survived for you two during the darkest days of my life and there were plenty .. Nothing more nothing less. Recently tho I really thought We were getting there! Idk how this plays out ky but loss of hope is a pretty grim reality. It's beyond grim. It's a life sentence of hopelessness. What are we without hope? Your not coming back and that's a reality I haven't even processed yet. Losing a child is unlike any kind of pain you can even imagine. I was so angry. Annie isn't able to talk about it at all. I worry about her so much. I'm pretty lost so please Kyle if your listening please send some of that beautiful light of you'rs this way to guide your mom b/c I'm lost so lost in the dark ... I love you Kyle more than there are stars in the universe. I pray that you are where you wanted to be Kyle and that it's everything you imagined it to be. I can't wait to see you again. Love, Mom

Kyle's light will not go out!!

Dear jennie,
I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying and thinking of you! Love, Jen Moore Landry xoxo