Mrs. Laura Esperanza Celaya

I never thought if u but for some reason tonight I decided to look at ur picture and I felt everything all over maybe I was scared to think of u and wanted to forget u cause the pain was hard for me maybe I'm a coward for trying to do that but I could not forget not this night for some reason I remembered.. I for I've grown up and done lots of things since u past lots of things that kept me busy but no matter how hard I try I end up remembering and I hate the feeling of rememberence cause In my eyes remembering is holding on to something that isn't there so tonight ima let go and ima except the terms the terms I'm not gonna see h again and what hurts the most I really don't wanna forget u but I have to the pain is too much so ima except ur gonna and I hope ur happy where ever u are grandma and I won't for get u but I will forget the pain.