Makalia Rae Rhoades

I sit here and can´t believe you´re gone. I sit here and grieve your absence. I sit here and feel guilty for not calling more. I sit here and feel guilty for not being able to do more. I sit here and feel guilty because it should´ve been me and not you. You had your whole life in front of you. I sit here today and remember all of the beautiful memories you and I had and made one of them was when you were so young and you and Taylor wanted a horse you wanted a horse more than anything. I didn´t have room for a horse. I talked to Papa about it, but it didn´t go well so instead I took you to the horse farm and I remember how thrilled you both were the look on your faces when I told you where we were going, you had 13 days with your own horse you learn how to Brush them how to lead them how to saddle them how to water and feed them and then came that big day that you were gonna ride you were smaller than Taylor a little younger. I was so worried you were gonna fall off so I was right behind you and I said very gently lead your horse side to side when you wanna turn and hold onto that horn so you don´t fall off you just turned around and looked at me and said I got this and the way you went. I hope you´re riding your angel horse up in heaven. That´s what I want.
To picture you doing today you were good at so many things and had the heart of nothing but goodness I love you, sissy I miss you. I´ll always miss you. Give Ma a hug for me. Love memaw