Patsy Dotson

Happy heavenly birthday Gramma! We visited you today, with balloons and a sweet tea! I miss you so much!

Love
Lindsay

You visited me in my dream last night. I´ve had several dreams with you in them, but last night was the first time you were actually close to me in my dream, and you hugged me and I woke up crying. Thank you for visiting me. I needed it. I miss you more than I could ever say. I think of you every single day. It´s not easy doing life without you, but I know one day I will see you again. I love you so much Gramma.

Love,
Lindsay

One year ago today was the last time I saw you as "you". We came over on Christmas Eve to give you your present and visit and a few days later everything changed. Tonight we got together with Mom, Josh, and Lexie and had a great night. I thought of you many times, as I´m sure they did too. When I went to put Kenna to bed, she started asking all about you & heaven. We had a nice talk and with doing so, I felt bittersweet. As much as I miss you, I´m so glad you´re free of any pain and suffering and I´m so glad my kids still include you in their day to day lives and conversations. Your love lives on in us and in them and I am forever grateful. Merry Christmas to you Gramma. I love you and miss you so so much.

Love
Lindsay

Hi gramma,

I miss you more than I could ever say. I hope you´re smiling up there with all of your loved ones. We sure miss you down here. I love you.

Lindsay

Gramma,
The kids started school yesterday. Kaiden had his very first day of middle school! I swear the time is just flying by. We had a cardinal right before we left, and another one when I picked them up. I love seeing all of your signs. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wonder if you're okay or if you can hear me when I talk to you. I miss you so much. I just wish I could give you a hug.

I love you.
Lindsay

I swear I can be having a decent day and out of the blue the most random things remind me of you or trigger all my emotions. Tara Lipinski was on TV, it brought me to you. Blake Shelton plays on the radio, it takes me to you. A fly on the wall in my kitchen, took me to you... you´d always say "I wish I could be a fly on the wall..." who knew these little things would hit me the way they do. I miss you more than I could ever explain.

We cleaned up your grave site today and the kids wanted a photo. We miss you so much!

Happy belated Birthday Gramma. I went to visit you on your birthday and took the kids to get a sweet tea in honor of you. We think of you daily and miss you so very much. I hope you had a wonderful heavenly birthday. I love you!
Love,
Lindsay

Today marks 3 months. It isn´t any easier. I wouldn´t expect it to be. It won´t ever be easy. I miss you so much. Today I finally got your chair fixed. You´d be so happy.
I´ve been trying so hard to understand all of this. I´m working on it. But I see all the signs you send me and they mean so much. I know you´re always with all of us. Please continue to be; and please help the family navigate through all of this. It´s been rough and they´re struggling and I just hope they can all stick together for you. I love you Gramma. I´ll keep watching for your signs.

Love
Lindsay

Kenna talks about you every single day. She´s been sleeping in your sweater and says she sees you in her dreams.

Tomorrow will be two months since you passed. It hasn´t gotten any easier, in fact it´s gotten harder. Yesterday was a tough one for me for some reason. I sit in your chair, and have your picture next to it and I talk to you. I hope you´re reunited with all your family and Grandpa (give him a hug for me). I hope it´s beautiful where you are. I love you so much.

Lindsay

Hi Gramma,
It´s me again. I would do anything to have you back here with me. This is the hardest thing in the world. I miss you more than I could ever say. I love you.
Thank you for sending the visitors. They make my day.
Lindsay

Gramma,
You always wrote to your mother on this site. You said it was a way for you to talk to her. So here I am. Talking to you. The last month has felt like a giant blur and a bad nightmare I just haven´t woke up from. I don´t know how we are supposed to live this life without you. I promise to keep you alive in all that I do. I miss you so much. I wish I could just have one more talk. One more hug. I love you so much.

Lindsay