Sarah C. "Rose" Large

I'm sad to hear of her passing. Please accept my condolences :(

Sarah,

It's been a long time. You see, my head couldn't handle your passing.. It took me 3 years from the point I suspected something had happened to finally research it.

I lied to myself, I said you were just busy with your day to day, or that you were concentrating on a relationship that could work.

I knew it wasn't true.

I shut my entire ego down. For 3 years, I wasn't allowed to feel. Because I knew that if I did; I would feel pain and this wasn't to be allowed.

Somehow if I hid it from myself, I felt like, I could make it not be true.


Sarah, we were star crossed. It was never going to work. We were too much alike. We argued too much. We were too stubborn..

But that doesn't mean I didn't love you. You were the center of my heart. Honestly you still are and I can't think of a time when I wouldn't think about you several times a day and smile. It still happens now, and did even before I found your obit.



When I found the obit, I couldn't deny it. What was funny was I just thought a month or so ago, when I ran across your name on AIM; that you must have been busy. I literally refused to acknowledge even what I had suspected and had even asked Don about.

I broke down immediately once I saw it. I literally cried for a week straight. I couldn't even eat, I lost 12lbs.

I'm doing better, but this has been so hard.

You were the light of my life.. I lived most of my life, to share it with you.

Now that you're gone, there's a hole, and it's worse than anything you can imagine.

Because we learned so early that we didn't work in this existence, I already had a hole. It just didn't hurt like this one does.

At least I could fill that hole, with a brief IM with you, or a call where we'd go on about the various movies and music that always seemed so important..

I'd cut off both my arms right now just to hear your voice one more time, and give you a tender kiss goodbye.

Sarah, I love you. I love Nate, I'm already in contact with him and I'm taking care of him the best I can. Even if that only means I'm his friend.

Sarah, though, I am mad at you: You made me go on a soul-searching journey. I hate those!

Honestly though; don't worry too much. I needed to do it. It was good.

Overall Sarah, we'll end up in the same place again, I know it! When we do, we'll figure out what happens there.

All I know, is that I miss my friend.

I'll always love you, and I never will forget you. You were always worried about that. Trust me: Forgetting you would be an exercise in futility.

Please find me when you can; I'll be watching for you.

Forever your love,

Nathan,

There are no words, save that she will be missed and is still loved.

To the friends and family of Sarah. To those of us who Sarah touched throughout her life, she truly was a blessing, a friend, and family member to us all, and shall be sorely missed. We are deeply saddened by her passing and offer our deepest sympathies. Words cannot express the sorrow we feel over this news. Blessed be my sister.. We shall see you again some day.

Sarah was a good friend to me and my husband as well as others around us. She helped me with my wedding dress and created the most delicious cake for our reception. She was a beautiful person and didn't deserve to pass on as early as she did. She will be missed by so many people, they can't be counted.

She was a great person and loved by so many. Sarah you will be missed.

Prayers and thoughts are with you. We'll miss you terribly as you were a good friend to us all.

Dear Dennis & Debra , My thoughts and prayers are with you

Sarah was my light, my rock and my sister. The years I have known her she was everything to me, one of my best and dearest friends. She was loved by many and will be greatly missed.

I'll miss you Sarah. Nate, I'm so sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry..my thoughts are with all of Sarah's family and friends. She will be missed.

I was so sorry to hear of your loss. The thoughts of many are with you at this time of sorrow.

To the DeLotto Family and the Large Family,

Words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. I will miss Sarah terribly. She was more than a friend to me-she was like my little sister. Please let me know if there is anything you need. Stay strong. We all love you!

We'll miss Sarah terribly. She weaved the web that brought many of us together. My thoughts and prayers are with Nate, Dave, and her family.

To Sarah's friends and family I'm so sorry for your loss. Sarah was a pleasure to work with. She was always smiling and was courteous. My prayers are with you in your time of loss.

Nathan...Beth and I have you and Sarah in our thoughts and prayers.

Sarah you will be missed. You were always nice to me.
Nathan, I'm sorry for your loss.

Sarah was my friend. She'll be missed.

I've known Sarah for over ten years and she still used to talk about the first time she met me whenever I gave her the chance. I haven't known many people who have touched as many lives as she did. Her loss will be felt by everyone.

I have known Sarah for many years. She had a kindness and openness that I have seen in few people. She is and always will be missed.

To Nathan, Dave, and every person who share the grief of Sarah's death:

May Sarah's memory burn bright among us.
Let it shine, a radiant smile.
Though she journeys now to the Summerlands,
She lives always in our hearts.

Nathan, Sarah's family and Dave: I am so sorry for your loss. Sarah was a wonderful person and will be missed terribly.

To Sarah's husband and family, Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. We were so sorry to hear of your loss. Sarah was a special person and will be missed by all who knew her. Our deepest sympathy to you all.

Nathan,
My heart goes out to you and your families at this time and during the days ahead. Many thoughts and prayers are with all of you.

My prayers are with Nate and Dave, and all of the family. Sarah was wonderful and will be greatly missed.

My prayers go out to Sarahs family and To Nathan (my cousin) and his family.

Debbie,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss.
My love and deepest sympathy to you and yours and may God
give you all, all the strength you'll need at this time.
Karen & Larry

Sarah has been my friend for many years and through many things. She will be missed. My love and condolences to Nate, Dave, Deb and other family and friends dealing with this unexpected loss.

My thoughts and prayers are with the family.

We'll miss you, Sarah.