Todd Allen Avery II

12years however, it only feels like 12 seconds since you been gone. I love and miss you bro.. When my time comes I’ll go out with a parade of people knowing who we are! Life’s filled with struggling and pain day to day. I honestly feel as though I’ve reached my end of the rope. Then i remember how your life was cut short and you had no chance at all. I’m gonna keep fighting in your name bro. I love you!

Still feels like it was yesterday,the pain doesn't get any easier.we all love and miss you do much baby boy.

I think of you everyday and it seems like just yesterday we were holding you in our arms ,love amd miss you baby boy ...mom

Today would have been your 23rd birthday..you'll remain forever young and handsome and you're in the arms of the angels baby and I miss and love you more and more every moment....Love, Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXO

I know the hurt of losing someone you love. They remain in our hearts forever and protected in Jesus arms. Just know that one day you will see him again.

Hi Sweetheart..I know its been awhile since Ive written in here but I talk to you every single day so writing isnt as important as the talks we have..never gets any easier with you gone but as I always tell you we will all be together again oneday. I Miss and Love YOU my handsome grandson..keep watching over all of us cause we sure can use the help...Love Huggs and Kisses up to YOU Grandma

I miss you so much its still hard to believe that you are no longer in our reach. but you will always be in our hearts. everyday you travel with us and you keep us going. i love you and miss you!! cant wait to see you one day when i can see that goofy smile!! love you

I love and miss you Todd, you are always in my thoughts and prayers. It's so hard to believe it's been 2yrs.since you were taken from us. I know you are in a better place, and your watching over us all.
I love you, Aunt Thee

On July 07 I paid for another year to keep this guestbook open for family and friends. I also created a Memorial page for Todd Jr. I hope you take a look. Keep in mind I am still working on it.

As we are reminded of our loss today ,we all have tears and a warmth in our hearts thinking of you .we are all still coping with our loss .but we are blessed to have you watching over us .My heart is broken and will never heal .I love you and miss you so very much my sweet precious baby boy ....love momma

Losing you has never gotten easier no matter how much time passes. I dont know what to really say without having to cry.I love you and I am always thinking of you.

You are a shining light in our world as we await seeing you again oneday. Your love light continues to burn brightly and will for eternity. You are missed more as each day passes and I love you with the depth of my heart and soul. Love, Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOX

Todd,
My thoughts turn into prayers for peace for your family. I know you are well and safe, but every ounce of pain they feel weighs heavy on my mind. I pray that they will receive the peace that is waiting for them... the peace that your Father, whom you are with today, has extended toward them.

Happy 22nd Birthday!I love you. The first memory of your birthday is your 7th, remember because dad took us to the race track an when we left and dropped us off at sharrons house I got bit by that dog. Not the happpiest memory but its still there. Sitting here thinking brings back all the times we faught then turned around and got into trouble together. I miss you bro. And your neices love you kami calls you uncle NEMO no matter how many times I tell her thats only your nickname. talk to you later bro, love you!

Sweetheart..I was reading the entries that everyone has written for you and as I read I can feel the love flow from each one of us to you. Losing you never gets easier. The pain remains every moment of the day and night. I cant help but think how beautiful it is where you are. I cant even begin to imagine the glorious wonder and magnificent beauty of Heaven. You know that I KNOW when you come to me..it doesnt matter what others think..I know when you're here close to me. I Love You Sweetheart..C U oneday so be watching for me..until then always remember I miss and love you.
Love, Grandma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

HAPPY NEW YEAR BESTFRIEND

January 01,2010

Hi Todd. Although we have never met,I am your Aunt Jeanie. Uncle Don is in Heaven, there among the Family...along with Aunt June and Uncle Donnie....and Grandma and Grandpa Allen. We all love you very much and know God has Blessed you in so many ways.
Love you, Your Aunt Jeanie

Hello Sweetheart..Today is January 01, 2010..the start of another year. Guess you know all thats going on down here so I wont repeat it. We all continue to miss you more and more every single moment that passes. The beauty of where you are must truly be amazing. I will continue to talk to you as time passes. I love you my handsome grandson..see you oneday. Watch for me.
I Love YOU
Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Today is the last day of 2009 and tomorrow is a new year ,i know you are watching over us all and that you are so happy where you are in heaven with family and friends .i miss you so very much and your arms giving me a hug and you saying i love you momma .i can still hear you saying those words and i remember all the goofy things you would do to make me smile .i love you my baby boy and miss you so very much

Where do I even begin...I miss you more and more everyday.Everyone always says time heals all wounds but losing you can never be easier to deal with.You were a great brother, although we fought all the time and always got each other in trouble we were always thick as thieves.I always know what I want to say to you until I have to write it down.....Aydehn asks about you all the time,he knows you are in heaven watching over us.He will be 5yrs old next week and boy is he a handful.lol.now I know what we put mom and dad thru.You are always in my heart and my memories.I love you little brother.

Hi Sweetheart..I havent written in awhile but I always talk to you and I know that you can hear me. Sometimes I hear you say "Aww Grandma, you know you think Im the most handsome of all ur grandsons" and then you laugh. I love you so much and as another Christmas approachs I still cant believe that your watching all this from God's window. I know that you are in a marvelously wonderful and Blessed place but it is still so hard that I dont get to SEE you except in my heart. We are all going to be together again oneday. Each of us will join you as our time comes so please keep a vigil at the gate. You would really like Sam..my husband..and he already loves you even though you two never had the chance to meet I have told him all about you and of course we have many photos of you framed and all over the house as well as the other grandkids. Only God knows how much we all miss and love you Honey. Please tell Great Grandma and Great Grandpa..Uncle Donnie and Aunt June hello for me. I Love You.
Love For Eternity.
Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Hey bro, I'm trying to get into the national gaurd. I take my test for them tomorrow. I dont know exactly what to exspect about getting sent over sea's at this point. Dad has been helping me through what I need to know. Kalynn just turn'd a year old on the 2nd. I remember being on the phone with you when I found out that amanda was prego. We were trying to find a way to tell dad. And as I move into this next year and I turn 20 it gets harder for me everyday. But I hold my head up because thats what dad taught us to do. Hold our head up and be strong, my daughters know who you are exspecially kami and they always will. I love you bro.

I cant tell you the number of times, I have come to this guestbook, and read everything that everyone is feeling, and I can feel every emotion that is said, myself. There is never a day that goes by that i dont think about you in some way. Most nights I talk to you for a moment before I go to bed and tell you that I love you and miss you as I look at your picture and put my hand on top of your urn. I love you son. I always have and always will. I'll never forget the first moment I looked down on your face as I held you in my arms. I'll never forget the goofing around we did together, and watching you sleep in my truck after you spent the day with me doing a side job on a weekend. You always worked hard and never complained. I used to reach over and put my hand on your arm and tell you that I love you. I was always so proud of you. You come to me in my dreams sometimes, and I know that I will see you again someday when it's my time. Until then, please know that I am here doing the best I can do be a good father to your brothers and sisters, and a grandfather to your neices. As everyone knows, I stopped saying goodbye when I talk to them. And I will continue for the rest of my life. So it's only goodbye for now Todd. I love you son.

Hey there Baby boy,i just wanted to say i love you and am missing you every minute ,those who say that it gets easier with time lied it hurts just as bad as the day you were taken from us .i try to be strong and not let anyone see the pain but it is really hard some days .as i sit here typing and crying .remembering all those cute moments with you and your brothers and sister .even while i am crying i am smiling ,thinking of your goofy smile ,,,i love and miss you so very much ..

heyyy baby, its been awhile since i have wroten anything to you.. i think about you every day an miss you soo much an wish this never happened its been a year and some months since the last time i actually saw you.. ive been doing good i quit drinking and have been going to school to be a forensics technician.. i know if you were here you would be proud of me. even though im not proud of myself. it just hurts soo much that ill never get to see you again til i die.. i miss you soo much an ill always remember all are memories even though we didnt have that many i still cherish what we had and be greatful i did get the time i spent with you.. you were an amazing gorgeous person and anybody would be lucky to have known you. im just glad i got to you before you were gone you have forever changed my life.i just wish you could be here for it. and that it was me instead of you. you have soo many people who care for you and miss you. i love you babe and miss you ill see you in my dreams an when i get up there love you, love babygirl

Hey todd, its been a while since I wrote you last. I'm at work right now working overnight. Was just thinking about all the times we got into trouble and when dad would ask us why we did it we'd say "i don't know" he would get so mad. I miss you alot! It's still hard dealing with everything, not being able to talk to you on the phone when I just need someone to vent to or just talk. Things are going better as far as me working i got a job as a security officer. been really busey workign lately. The girls are getting big you should see kalynn she's so chunky. lol. and kami is so smart. everytime kami sees your picture she says your name. I love you man. I'll talk to you again in a little while. See you later man. love you
thorne

Sweety...I have a new husband now..a new address..a new life change..a new name...but somethings will forever remain the same..family..we just have a new addition and I know you would really like Sam honey..he's a wonderful man and I talk about YOU and all the rest of the grandkids that he hasnt met yet. I misS you more everyday and my love is with you forever.. It never gets easier..everyday is a battle within ourselves to deal with you being gone..its a battle never won because being without you gets harder. I love you sweetheart.
Love, Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Hello,baby boy.It has been a day where you have been on my mind even more than usual .I think of you every second of everyday .I miss you so much .i have been crying all day both sad and happy tears for you .i love you love momma

Sweetheart....Tomorrow at 3:00 PM is my wedding day..I know that you will be there beside your Dad as he walks me down the aisle. As all eyes will be on me for a moment in time all hearts will be aching for you. I love you so very very much and not one moment goes by that I dont miss you and remember all the times we laughed and shared our thoughts and our memories. I love you baby boy and I want you to know that I know you'll be there tomorrow..see ya then.
Love Forever and a Day, Grandma XOXOXO

Man Its been a wile... i aint seen you in 2 years and i find out august the fifth that you are gone and you aint comin back 6 days after my birthday just turned 16. I cant believe that u gone it hirts to now i havent seen you in 2 years and now its no way to see you its only through a picture. Rest in peace. Miss ya Bra.

Todd,
We love and miss you so much. It's still hard to believe your gone, but your always in our thoughts and prayers
Love, Aunt Thee & family

Sweetheart..I have kept this guestbook going another year to give everyone the chance to write and as soon as I can I will keep it going forever. We write for one another. We write to give one another strength to go on. We write because we need to express to one another ,and you ,what we are feeling. God only knows how excruciatingly painful each moment of life is without you. I am your Grandma and I will forever remain your Grandma. We are part of one another and we shared so much. I can still hear your marvelous laugh that was yours and yours alone. I am getting married on Aug 22 and I know you will be there watching and smiling. I have told Sam all about you and he knows and understands the pain and the loss we all feel. He is a wonderful man and I know you would really like him. I miss and love you so very very much Honey. I thank God everyday of my life that He sent you to us..I just wish you hadnt gone "home" so soon. Until we are together again we are together here on earth held together by the bond of love. I Miss YOU and I Love You. Love Forever and a Day
Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

One year today was when the nightmare became real to me.I saw you there laying so peacefully,as if you were asleep.it was the last time i held you ,kissed you but i am blessed with all these beautiful memories of you .I know you are in a beautiful place and watching over all of us .I love and miss you so very much and can't wait til we are reunited again ..love mom

Sweety, July 3 you have been in Heaven for one year. Its still so hard on all of us. On July 3 I got a helium tank and a bag of balloons.We filled them and each of us wrote our own personal messages on them then we sent them up to you to read. Even you babysister drew pictures on the balloon and sent it saying I hope he can catch it...hope you liked them. It was not just to mourn our loss but to celebrate all the wonder and beauty that you brought into each one of our lives. I love you sweety and I miss you more and more everyday.
Love, Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Todd,
It has been a year and eventhough life continues to go on, the pain of missing you never stops. I think about you everyday and you will always be in my heart. You made a difference in every life that you touched and you are loved by many and that will NEVER change. Today is the hardest day of all but I will be thinking of your smile,your singing, your phone calls,your blue hat that you couldnt go without and everything else about you that I miss so much. I love you Todd and always will......

hey babyboy.

well, i can't beleive its been a year.i dont even know what to say, honestly. im just in shock foreal! but i love and miss you darlinggg.

It is hard to believe you are gone and that it has been almost a year .I miss you so much and i know that i am not the only one .love momma

Hey bro, I think about you every day that passes, I wish I could bring you here if only for one more day. Aydehn asks about you everytime he comes over or sees your picture. I don't know how I have made it this long without you here I miss you soo much.I love you baby brother always and forever

todd,
boo i miss you everyday of my life and cant believe almost a year has passed. times are hard for me but i stay unbreakable. i just wanted to let you know im still here

hey there baby boy thinking about you alot these past few days ,i think about you every day but been going thru boxes after cleaning basement found some old pics .i smile when i look at you kids and wonder why life is the way it is ,i would love to change alot of things in my past but we all know we can't go back just go from where we are now.i love and miss you very much

hey babbyyy!

- well, i just wanna keep you updated in things. i'm still with that wonderful guy, i wish you could meet him. you'd like him! (: i miss you so much everyday.
not mush as to tell you, but i love you.

Hey Todd,
A lot has been going on in these last few months. I just want you to know that your nieces are doing good. I still wear your chain everyday. Kami runs around saying NEMO all the time now. Everyday I think about all the trouble that we got into growing up together. And how when we got into trouble no matter what it was if we knew we did it dad would always ask us why and get the answer he hated most "I don't know" LOL. I don't know about you but I can't recall how many times I said that. I love you bro,
Thorne

hey beatiful,

i miss you so damn much. i went to the beach the other day and it made me think about how you and mike called me and wished me a happy bday to me. so that guy i was telling you about well we date now and i knwo he'll treat me good and i know you would want that for me. i think about you every day. you one year is coming up in a couple months and its gonna be scary, cause it feels like jsut yesterday talking to you and hanging out with you. i misss and love you todd.

Honey..As you can see I added two more photos yesterday. They are two of Thornes daughters..so beautiful. I know that you can see them and I know that you're smiling upon them.They will know you..I promise you that. Thorne will make sure that they know their Uncle Todd. I love and miss you sweety.
Love, Grandma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Alone was I...and it was night...then you came by ...and lit the light...YOU smiled at me...and I knew then...you'd always be with us...love has no end.
I Love You Honey...Love Grandma xoxoxoxo

Sweety....I put 2 pictures into the Guestbook photos today..I want everyone to see what a handsome man u are and forever will remain. We all love and miss you beyond what any words can ever express. Until we are together again my heart is with you Honey. Love, Grandma XO

hey beatiful,
i have so much to tell you. well first i met this guy named blaine, you would really like him i know you would. we arn't dating yet. but todd he is amazing he's in college so hes got his stuff straight. but im going to keep you updated babyboy i swear. i've told him all about you. he said he wished he wouldve met you.

heyyy babby boy.

happy belated birthday! (: but todd i need you more than anything right now. i wish you were here with me, to tell me its alright. i miss you more than anything.

Its never easy thinking about you being gone. On your birthday, I was thinking back to the day you were born. How your mom broke her water at 9:30 pm on Feb 29 (Leap Year), and I told her that she had to hold on for just a few more hours. I remember every moment of that night, and how you stopped crying immediately, when the nurse handed you to me. No one can ever take those memories from me. I loved you every minute of your life, and will continue to love you every minute for the rest of mine. I love you Son, Dad

Happy 21st Birthday Honey.
Yesterday would have been your 21st birthday. I made a birthday cake with candles and we all sang Happy Birthday to you. Your baby sister yelled Happy Birthday Todd and I said why r u yelling..she said I am yelling cause Todd's in Heaven and I wanna make sure he hears me. I told her "He can hear you Honey". We all choked up singing the birthday song..God only knows how much we love and miss you.
Love, Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

hey cousin, i miss you sooo much and i love you very much. i hope that you are having the time of your life in heaven. i hope to see you when i get up there. hugs and misses, your cousin tori bent

Its getting close to the date when justice will be served for what was done to you. I want you to know that though I cannot be there with your Dad,Faren,Aunt Athena and Aunt Cissy that I am there with you all in my heart. I pray God will touch the hearts of those that have to make the choices and that HE will calm the hearts of those who love you so deeply. I miss you Sweetheart and until we are together again my heart will forever hold an empty place that only you can fill. I Love You Todd.
Love, Grandma xoxoxoxoxo

Todd,
The time is approaching when we will be coming to the end of a chapter in our lives. When you were taken so quickly from us. I pray that we can all stop and remember that we all have one thing in common, and that is the love that we all have for you. We all have our own stories to tell on how you touched each of our lives in so many ways. One thing that you have taught me Todd is life is to short to be bitter and angry. I love and miss you so much. I still picture you when you were little, and with that goofy laugh of yours. I always loved to hear... You could always make me laugh. I know we will all move on with our lives in time, but one thing I definetly know for sure that will never change is you will never be forgotten. You will continue to live on in our hearts forever. I pray for each and everyone that reads through these messages. I pray that our Heavenly Father Jesus Christ will touch each of our hearts. Todd I know in my heart you would not want us to go through the rest of our lives having these feeling. I Love you, Love Aunt Thee

miss you bby boy.

todd baby,

so its 2009 now and you were not here to celebrate it with me, adn it sucked. brandi texted me and said "todd missed new years" i just broke down. i miss you more and more everyday. but the new year has started off as good as it can get knowing your not here, but it started with some great memories. i think about you every day && how much i wish you were here. sometimes i forget your gone && ill be like ohh lemme call todd, then i'll realize and ill start crying. i miss you soooooo muccchhhh.




i love you.

Hi Sweetheart...As we enter into another year in this crazy world my heart finds your smiling handsome face looking down at all of us wondering why we all act the way we do. This family and thats all of us, miss you more and more everyday. The pain never stops and I wish we could all meet one another half way for peace in the new year. I know that you would want that too. You know..I was thinking back a while ago and I remembered when your Mom and Dad brought you to Great Grandma's house. You were so tiny and your little bellybutton wasnt healed yet..Mom was changing your diapers and I got her some alcohol to dab on your little cord to help it dry up and fall off. I inadvertently leaned over to give you a kliss and knocked the bottle of alcohol all over your tummy. You screamed from the cold of the alcohol and I felt so bad BUT the next day that little naval cord fell off. Guess all it needed was MORE alcohol..LOL I love you so much Todd and I feel you with me sometimes telling me not to cry. I feel your presence and I know that you're here and I can see you're handsome face smiling telling me that its really beautiful where you are. I know we will all be together again oneday. Until then..my heart remains with an emptiness that even time cant erase. I LOVE YOU HONEY.
Love, Grandma W

WELL ANOTHER YEAR HAS PASSED US BY ,MY BABY BOY .YOU MISSED SO MUCH THIS YEAR .AND YOU ARE MISSED MORE AND MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY .SO MUCH HAS CHANGED AND SOMETHINGS ARE STILL THE SAME ...LOL YOU STILL HAVE A DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY ..LIKE THAT WILL EVER CHANGE .BUT I AM SURE I AM NO DIFFERENT THAN ANYONE ELSE WHO KNEW AND LOVE YOU THAT YOU ARE A THOUGHT THAT NEVER GOES AWAY .I THINK ABOUT ALL THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES WE SHARED IN YOUR SHORT TIME HERE .I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND START TO CRY AND I HEAR YOU SAYING MOMMA STOP THAT !! THEN I THINK OF SOMETHING YOU DID OR WOULD SAY WHEN I WAS UPSET AND LAUGH .YOU COULD MAKE ANY DAY BRIGHTER WITH YOUR SMILE AND LAUGH .I CAN HEAR YOU SINGING "I'M TOO SEXY " AND SAYING DON'T YOU WISH YOU HAD A MAN THAT LOOKED LIKE ME AND I'D SAY EWWWW NO WAY .YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS ( ALL 3 OF THEM ) ARE HANDSOME MEN AND I AM PROUD TO HAVE ALL OF YOU .WE LOVE AND MISS YOU BABY BOY ...LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MOMMA

heyyy babbyyboyy.

yeah well thanksgiving was alright, lots of food as usal. but that night i hung out with someone i hadn't in awhile brandi, your little sister. we talked for so long about you, about how much we miss you && about memories with you. i talked to both your brothers, i emailed thorne to see how he was doing and mike i messaged him. i think brandi and mike talk occasionalllyyy, i have no idea. i havnt seen kristine nor kelsey in so long, i miss them two. but i miss you more and more everyday. i ahvent been to chruch since the last time we went right before you died. i cant bring myself to go, i think cindy still has your bandanna you tie-died lol.


for christmas me and brandi have decided were going to get t-shirts made with you on it. i'll have two rip tees, cause im getting one for my friend tina who just passed too, it sucks to loose two great people i've known for so long.



talk to you later,

Hey Todd,
My third daughter is going to be here soon. Kami my 1 1/2 yr. old already knows who her uncle todd is. She kisses your chain that I wear everyday around my neck before she goes to bed at night. Janessa isn't that old so she doesn't understand much of anything but when I hold her in my arms in my room I talk to her and tell her all about you. When Kalynn is born (hopefully) soon She will know everything about you. Amanda your sister in law *just got married* well on thanks giving it will be official. but we talk about you all the time about how you use to just call me 1 or 2 in the morning just to talk. I look up at the stars every night and talk to you. hope to see you to night when I go to bed and dream about the trouble and good times we had when we were younger. Love you todd.
Your Little Brother,
Thorne

babbyyboyy,
its been awhile since ive written on here to you. dont think for one second that i forgot about you, becasue i didnt. how could i, your irrepaceble. everytime i think about you i bust out laughing thinking about all the things you used to do and say. i miss you everyday.

love you

The Broken Chain
We little knew that evening that God was going to call your name .In life we loved you dearly ,in death the same .It broke our hearts to lose you ,you did not go alone ,For part of us went with you ,the day God called you home .You left us peaceful memories .Your love is still our guide ;and though we can not see you ,you are always by our side ,Our family chain is broken ,and nothing seems the same but as God calls us one by one the chain will link again......
you are missed everyday my baby boy ,unfortunately life did not stop when you left but when i read this poem i keep in my journal to you and read everyday to remind me that one day we will be together again....love your momma

My Handsome Grandson..Ohhh how you are missed by so many. Hours turn into days..days into weeks..weeks into months and still the pain of losing you grows. WE ARE FAMILY..just as your sister said in the letter before this one..we love you and you will forever be here..till each of us can come there..I LOVE YOU TODD. Love, Grandma XOXOXO

Hey, I have been thinking about you. I miss you soo much. Some days are harder than others,but I know that you are watching down on me. I was thinking about how us kids use to always pick on one another and daddy would get so mad.He used to tell us "your family is all you got" and then we would continue fighting. : ) Now I wish that I hadnt fought so much with you.But I know that you were my best friend even when we fought.Now I know why daddy used to say that, because you were a big part of me. And now that you are gone a piece of me is gone.You will never be forgotten though, and Aydehn will remember his Uncle Todd..he still asks about. He say "where is Uncle Todd?", he loves you so much. I wish that I could just have one more day with you so that I could say all the things I should have said when you were here.Im wearing your thumbprint now, that way I can always have part of you here with me.I miss you bunches..Love you!

I spend my days thinking of you,
All the good times we had, including the good times along with the bad
There is no one who can take your place,
Whenever my son would see you there would always be so much happiness in his face,
I couldn’t have asked for a brother with more love and character,
Even though you were taken away I will always be your big sister,
I will always think of you, because my memories can never be taken away.
I love you, always your big sister…Faren

I am adding this message as a dedication to a beautiful,glorious and loving spirit..my Grandson Todd..I ask all who read this to go to Sarah McLachlan webpage and listen to the words as she sings "In The Arms of the Angel"..for this is where my beautiful Grandson rests now and forever. I Miss and Love You Sweety. Love, Grandma XOXO

Todd Jr,

Hey there. I miss you so much and i will always remember you. Its so weird, because i just talked to you the other day. We were laughing and joking on the phone. And i know your in a better place, and your safe. But there are times i wish you were back here with us. todd jr i miss growing up with you. It was so fun when we were little. And one thought always makes me laugh, when we were in the pool, and you gave lil gerard a wedgie and you ripped his underwear. And you had half of it in your hands. haha.... I think about that all the time. Well just know i love you, and guess what i made it to college!! Its really fun, so far. Richmond is alot different from Amelia, but i'm gettin the hang of it. Well I love you and you will always be in my thoughts and prayers!

hey there baby boy .i write u everyday in my journal to u.I miss you more in every passing day .You are loved and missed by many .You are very great gift from God .I know he has u in his arms ...Love and miss u....momma

My baby brother-What can I really say?I just want you here with me again, but thats not possible.I lay thinking of all the times we fought and the mean things we would say together. But then I think of all the times that we made a bond together that nobody could break. I love you and miss you so much.Im sorry that this happend and I wish I could have been there to protect you.Its ashame that the older we get the less we take advantage of our time here on earth. We all just get caught up in our own lives and forget to take time.I have never forgotten you and never will, I couldnt have asked for a better brother we always understood one another. I hope that you know I tried my best to always be there for you and the rest of our brothers and sisters. I love you and may you rest in peace.

Sweetheart..I pray that you can see the words and the love that are written in this guestbook. I pray that you know that even though there are days when people don't write what their feeling that doesnt mean that we arent feeling the great pain of losing you. You are always in my thoughts..my heart and every part of my being and I miss you MORE EVERYDAY. We shared more than just a grandson and a grandmother..we shared your thoughts..your hopes and your dreams. We shared feelings and we shared a bond that lives beyond the ticking of the clock or the passing of time. What we have lasts for eternity and I Love You Todd and I go on missing you more and more as the days pass. Wait for me Sweety because it may not be today or tomorrow but oneday I'll be there and you can show me all the beauty and wonders of Heaven that you're discovering each day. You don't walk alone..you have many many family there with you. Tell then hello for me and I'll see you "tomorrow".
I Love You. Love, Grandma xo

Todd I just turned 18 two weeks ago.

[I wished for my brother back, God told me that I would have you back again someday. He told me that you're spending time with great grandma right now. He told me that I would have my turn. ]

When my second daughter is born this December I will raise her to know who her uncle Todd is. As well as my first. I think about you everyday and the memories that the two of us have shared together. You were my big brother the only one I have, you will never be replaced or forgotten. Until next time. Love you big brother,
-Thorne

baby.
life is so hard without you, i miss you SO0 much. i know we werent together right before this happened, but this hurts worse than ever. im heartbroken, & i wish you would have just broken my heart by not wanting to work things out with me. that prolly wouldnt hurt as bad as this does. god must have needed you some sort of bad bc he made you leave so many people in pain. everyone tells me the pain will ease or not hurt as bad as time goes on, but it hasnt yet. you could always brighten someones day, make someone laugh, or even make someone look at somethin in a better way with the things you said. my heart is torn for everyone who knew and loved you, this pain is torture. everything you said, did, made happen, or changed is a blessing in my life. i will cherish it forever, you have a special place in my heart. no one will EVER replace it. i LOVE you todd!

RIP babyboy<3

Not a moment passes that I dont think of you.Not a moment passes that my heart doesn't cry. Not a moment passes that I don't remember holding you for the first time in my arms and kissing your tiny face and falling in love with your beautiful face. Not a moment passes that I don't think back at how quickly you grew into a handsome young man with a gentle giving heart. Not a moment passes that I don't smile and say "I Love You SOOO Much Sweety and I Miss YOU more than you'll ever know".. Not a moment passes that I know that we'll all be together again oneday. Not a moment passes without a tear.I Love You Honey..See You Soon. Love..Grandma XOXO

A son, a big brother, a grandson, a nephew, a cousin, an uncle, a friend...A special gift from God that has touched so many in such a short life. May you forever have the eternal peace and love that God has waiting for you in Heaven. My heart goes out the the entire Avery family.

You will be sorely missed Todd by all who knew you. When I saw you last on the 3rd you said I'll take good care of Sarah, mama... I never expected to get that phone call from her saying you were gone... you were too young. May God bless your family and give them and all your friends peace in knowing you are not suffering. You will be well taken care of for eternity now. Please watch over all of us.

Todd,
you are the most amazing person i ever got to know even tho it was for a little amount of time you had the most gorgeous smile and eyes anybody could see and even when i was down you were always able to keep a smile on my face and i wish you were still here sooo i dont just dont have a memory but god needed you and you left but i love you babyboi and i miss you like crazy and you will always be in my heart til death and ill meet you up there when my time comes til then ill continue to talk to you through my prayers everyday i love you todd R.I.P
love always your babygurl!

todd,
baby boy, you are missed dearly. not a day goes by that i dont think of you or talk to someone bout you. you were so much fun to be around && it sucks you were taken so soon. but you will alwasy be remembered and missed.

love ya,

Todd,
From the first moment I held you in my arms at the hospital in Indianapolis 20 years ago, I knew how special you were. As you grew older, you had a warmth, a wonderful humor, and big heart. I couldnt have asked God for more in a son. I miss you more than words can say. Though I may have to say goodbye for now, it is only for awhile; for we will be together again someday. I love you with all my heart, and always will. And you will always have a piece of my heart with you.

Todd
I will miss you. God took a special child home. My prayers are with your sisters and brothers and you dad. My you rest now and forever. I love you.

Todd,
I'll miss you!!! Even though it had been a few years since I had seen you, I had thought of you often!!!

Todd,
I love you and miss you. I know your with God now, and your watching over us all. Your spirit will live on forever in our hearts as well as in Heaven. You may be gone but you will never be forgotten by your family.
Love Aunt Thee & Family

A star shines brighter in Heaven when a special angel returns home..YOU are that angel and you are sadly missed by your dad Todd..your Mom Lisa..Your sisters Faren..Brianna..Megan and Heather ..your two brothers Thorne and Troy as well as your Grandmother Sandy. God holds your hand now..welcoming his child back HOME..We love you Todd.

Todd...I am left with a huge hole in my heart because you are my oldest grandson and I miss you more than any words can say. The world has become a sadder place without your laughter and your handsome face. I Love You Sweetheart and I will go on in this world with part of my heart missing forever. Love, Grandma

My baby boy ,your my oldest ,yet still just baby ,taken so quickly from us .I miss you soo much and love you dearly.
Momma

Todd you will be missed by your family and friends. Anyone who knew you was a better person for it. You touched our hearts we will never forget you and we will always love you.
Love,
Aunt Ann & Uncle Johnny

todd you will be sadly misssed by your grandfather and grandmother we will always love you

Todd, you will missed by all whom were blessed to have known you. May you rest in peace. My prayers are with all of my cousins in their loss.

Love
Shannon