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Cion Barnes-Smith Obituary

BARNES-SMITH-Cion, age 30, Omaha. Born 11/11/1977, passed away 8/12/08. Preceded in death by grandfathers, Robert Austin, Clarence Smith, Horace Shelton; and grandmother, Lucrecy Camerer. Survived by mother, Angela Austin; father Charles Smith; step-father, Gregory Barnes; grandmothers, Patricia Dorsey-Smith, Doris Shelton; daughters, Anastasia, Cion'dra, Imesha, Cionna, Tionna, Nya and Baby Cion; sons, Lorenzo and Traymar; sisters, Kaynesha (Dwayne), Shandirhia, Deidra, Lakisha, Brittney and Shokita; brothers, Laron, Morrell, Arius and Sidney; a host of family and friends.
FUNERAL SERVICE 11am Tuesday Salem Baptist Church, 3131 Lake St VISITATION 6-8pm Monday at Myers Funeral Chapel. Interment Mount Hope Cemetery.

This obituary was originally published in the Omaha World-Herald.

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Published by Omaha World-Herald on Aug. 18, 2008.

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Angela

November 11, 2025

Happy birthday Sonshine today is your day are so missing you so right now wish I could bring you back for one day just to see your smile im picturing you right now remember your big smile and your lovely way so many peoples love about you and your kindness for the love of your family's to Happy Birthday my child my first born my turley first love my son whom God had blessed me at a early age we grow up together you was so special and smart for your age everyone just love you I guess that came from your pop woman away say how cute you was growing up just your personality was so sweet and funny I love my Sonshine again Happy birthday 48th at that I'm sure you still would fine as wine at 48th and the women who still love you some big C love you alway and forever never forgotten my love your mom

Angela

November 11, 2025

Good morning Sonshine today is your birthday and i can't celebrate today because of day light saving time it get dark early so that to say the grave site and depends on what day it fall on i take off but today is Tuesday I like to make it a three day weekend to celebrate your day you're so miss not just to day but for every day just doesn't feel right there is a piece of the puzzle missing and it you so many peoples miss you and still to this day it been 17th years wow it doesn't feel like it feel like it happened yesterday it also veteran day for all military service whom service we live that life of military i enjoy it i wish he would have stay in longer so you guy could have had a military ID yourself it didn't happen but from the age of 2 to 9 years old not really knowing to young to remember well it your day I'm at work and it about that time I love you miss you forever always never forgotten so much has change and will never be the same but I thank God every day all day how blessed I'm and that God keep blessing me and I pray he keep on blessing me thank you Jesus i just wish I could change the hand of time and it a dream I wish it was that to say you would still be here with us happ birthday my son i love you very much your mom

Angela

November 2, 2025

Hello Sonshine it November 2, 2025 less then nine days left for your 48th birthday oh how I wish you was here the last birthday you celebrate was your 30th birthday by the time your 31st birthday came three months before you was in the ground we had loss you that August 12, 2008 it been 17th years and about three days ago your last baby daughter whom you never got to meet turn 17th on Halloween that you said that all you want to be is here for her and you didn't happen something happen that change everyone life and added pain to are heart and cut in half right down the middle causing pain that would be a life time of pains Thank God that he make a way to take it day by days to move on God is good keep blessing me every day sometimes my knees might hurt but nothing I can't handle or a little medicine can't help lol so I cook so easy I eat and I slept anytime I set in my rocker recliner chair I fall a slept i had to be sleep for a couple hours are more I wake up look up and then back out well this morning we had to set the clock back a hour so it feel late but it early it going to take time to get used to the time going back the weekend goes so fast so in the morning got work i can't wait tell I can retire just praying for that day and still be healthy to enjoy it everyone is good just wish you was here to enjoy all your grandbaby you have a lots to be blessed to have i love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mom

Angela

October 17, 2025

Well hello Sonshine sorry I'm late and this is my first post for this month really no reason because saying I coming to your page to write but didn't come but I'm here now and I will make up i have two more weeks before October over then guess what someone has a birthday coming 11/11 I was told after a person passed no more celebrate birthday well i do it a memory of you on what would be if you was still here the big 48th oh how I wish you was still here so I can see what 48 look like on you I'm sure it won't look different you would still have that baby face look we as African American we don't age still look fresh and got that swag well I'm at work today only working 4 hrs school is out and was ask if I want to work just 4 hours from 12:30 to 4:30 I work Thursday too now just chilling i might go out and i might not it all good with me what ever happen I'm clocking the $ dollar better then none because boths day is no pay but I will get pay for one and the other day will take some of my O.T. time so it all good well this morning I had a doctor appointment took blood got my flu shot and another shot too soon I'm good back in 3 months again and then on Thursday i had a dentist appointment got teeth cleaned but got to go back have a teeth to be work on that teeth need to be fix on and this morning we got some rain so the sun shining now not going to be hot get go home cook and the back to work at 6:30 to 10 I'm so glad it Friday cleaned and relax some but I do have some running around to do so I get up early and do it so by evening I'm home I'm getting sleepy just sitting here it about 8 peoples sitting here doing nothing I'm enjoy it well your cousin in the hospital out in California God is good he was very sick but coming back is health has change but he still here don't I wish you was here if someone had told me this is how my life was going to turn out to be i wouldn't what it but if I could bring you back I would no question ask son you was a good son i enjoy every moment we had wish it was more to young I wouldn't wish this no no one a lose of a love one change and has a different kind of hurt and pain I think I'm pretty strong and can take some what pain so I thank God for so many blessings that he has story on me that I'm grateful each day is a blessing that he let me live out so that to say Thank you Jesus for everything well I might be going out i love you miss you always forever love you your mom

Angela

September 28, 2025

I'm back Sonshine just with a short message before bed to say goodnight love you miss you forever always never forgotten

Angela

September 28, 2025

Well hello Sonshine it has been a minutes so much has happened and I keep saying I need to go on your page and write one weekend your pop when to Kansas to golf tournament so I was home along then on the 13th of September Bud Crawford had a fight and won that in las Vegas a big one it was free on Netflix if you had it and this Saturday there was a parade for him down town omaha I was going to go but it was showing it on TV and plus so many peoples I didn't want to go it was all good but your grandson was in the parade i watched some untell I life home to get my toe done I tryed to watch it on my phone but my phone was tripping was getting signal so I couldn't watch the rest of it so later that night I went to work got off came home and chill now I'm watching tv I fall asleep then awake by coughing in my sleep I'm not ready for work in the morning but Friday will be a short day because there no school for the kids but we have to go in I go to base the standby do and the rest with go to a school and set in the school it is performed day mean the stuff will go over thing that need to be dress or have a guess speaker so will start my weekend early but I have to work that night it after 8 soon be getting ready for work I miss and love you wish you was here i always say thing wouldn't been so different because your children's are so distant between each other not getting along as older they get hopefully it will change it really one that off the chain but she doing better to busy with all them boys I'm get up and started moving around so I can get ready for bed soon I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you your mom

Angela

September 2, 2025

Good morning Sonshine I'm a day late i was supposed to upload this picture last night but when I got home I try to hurry up to bed because I have to get up early for work i was off Monday and it feel good to be home and don't have to get up early i keep saying can't wait tell I retirement although it want be soon hopefully in about 5 years or no more then 10 years i want to pay off my house first because that is my biggest bills next to my car note my credit card are not that high but I want to be credited card free just the mained every month bills and who know i might just sale my house by that time and save the money or more move to Texas or ATL not sure only God know what the plans is and I'm praying that I'm still living and able ok well I'm at work chilling but about to eat a little then see what up if I have a route to go on I love you miss you always forever never forgotten everything is all good nice weather love you alway love your mum

Angela

August 31, 2025

Hello Sonshine well another weekend at home along again pop went to another golf tournament this time only in Des Moines Iowa he said he came in 4th place to me not bad can't win them all the time he said it always 2nd place there well something happen he was slipping somewhere so the party over me not home along well it was fun didn't do anything but relax watch a moving that has about 7 serious so I may be watching this untell Monday I'm off it is labor day so this was a three day weekend so not ready to go back to work can't wait to retirement in about five more years if the Lord say and I'm still able and my health is still good can't wait hope then my house be paid off then I'm washing my hair right now the conditioner is on it so I have to take that out then add the leave in conditioner then blow dry my hair I had braids in my hair for about three weeks took them out was pulling my hair because my hair was growing out so I didn't get to keep them as long as i want to 3 month is the long it well today it rained pretty much all day I went to your grandson football game up at your high school North high they won there game 16 can't remember the other team point you would just love it i know you would be right at his game and the best part is that he has your high school football number when you went to Carlsbad high in California no# 79 second years the more he play the better he will be well I'm getting sleepy but I have to wash out the conditioner and blow dry after that I'm try and relax I know the tv will be watching me sleep it play all night untell I turn it off well I love you and miss you very much I wish you was here your grandbaby are miss out as well as your children's and other families members by not having you here Thank you God for blessing me each and every day God is good Good Night Sonshine today is the end of August tomorrow is September the 1 I'm go now but be back soon i love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

August 23, 2025

Well hello Sonshine just chilling watching movie i have been watching it sent this noon some time over 11 hour or more it a serial with lot of part to the movie it petty good it blood & water you have to pay attention to it because you can get confused really quit i mix some part of it left and went to the store and then cooking but other then that i been watching it it about a young lady that was kidnapped at a baby and the sister of the girl found out and so now the girl know it crazy so much going on with this movie I made cooking bake them chocolate with nut and oatmeal with raisins and a cup of vanilla ice cream and milk like a milkshake it was good no more ice cream always good to thee last drop when it gone and there no more so I'm just write you and chill tell I get sleepy or tell the movie end with ever come frist I can feel sleepy coming on that because I'm full with cookie and ice-cream been killing fruit fly all day so your dad going to bomb the house with those bomb spray set one in each room that because we buy fruit and don't eat it up we bad when it come to bananas and sometimes orange and apple they go bad most of the time so the weather is changing thank God not in the 90 or 100 degrees weather little like 80 and the 70 my kind of weather but I'm not ready for no snow i got a feeling we're sooner or later we're going to have a winter really bad because God has bless us to have very good snow weather we have not had any bad weather so far well everyone is good and that good we say no new is good new well Sonshine you have been miss very much wish you was here one of your aunt said that today she wish you was still here ok it Crazy how people still say they miss you well I'm get ready for bed i love you alway forever and never forget love you your mum

Angela

August 12, 2025

Hello Sonshine just a memory of my love to you and how much I miss you always forever and never forgotten 8/12/2008 -8/12/2025 on Tuesday 17th years ago to this day love you miss you always your mom

Angela

August 12, 2025

Hello Sonshine today is 8/12/2025 17th years wear have the time gone it fill like yesterday it all happened so remembering in my head what happen from the time I received that phone call on a Tuesday night at 6:30 pm wow how today is the same day 8/12/2008 and today 8/12/2025 just not time the last day you work your job that you only had work threes day on you really like your job I saw you on that Monday 8/11/2008 after I got home from work I know it was late you had wash a part of your short that you got grease on them you said and you had ask me to borrow 20.00 for gas I give you a 100.00 bill got your gas a bought me my change back I try to see if you need extra for lunch or just to have in your pocket you said no if I own that was going to happen I would have call you when you got home from work and maybe I would have give you more time only God know it hit a different kind of way because you're my only birth son i truly miss you the pain the cut is so deep but I'm blessed because God has truly been so good to me only if I can bring you back for one day to tell you I love you and miss you I'm in my feelings today I'm trying to have a good attitude and not go left because it easy can if one person say the wrong thing I went to the grave site i cry and I play my song I miss you it a beautiful song with the right words to how I feel about you that I have loss you I love you miss you I'm home now today is my last day to relax work tonight but on Wednesday is my frist day back to work for school the children start on Wednesday and some on Thursday to say everybody well be in for sure I'm not ready but it is what it is ready to rock and row and get started I love you my Sonshine always and forever never forgotten love you your mom

Angela

August 10, 2025

Hello Sonshine it sunday midnight 8/10/25 well five days ago was your sister 46th birthday she don't celebrate no more holidays, birthday now that she belong to a church but they call it school she has change well I'm home along again this week gone on another golf tournament in Kansas about two weeks again he was in st Louis then about a month it was in Minnesota golfing it about to slow down he might have one more trip i think it in Iowa well Sonshine it about that time for us to start back to school this is my last week and I only have two more day and school starts on 8/13/2025 for some but on Thursday 8/14/2025 all the kids will be in school I'm not ready to go back can't wait tell the time for me to retire from working so I can enjoy not working and rest and live life doing what I want but before that happens I have to have all my credit card paid off and this house paid off that mean no bills but the main one I'm up watching The Family Business of New Orleans there are two this one is okay the one I like is the frist one I'm so blessed that God keep blessing me giving me strength every day God is good all the time I didn't get to go to kisha this summer my car had to be fix and that was over 1500 to fix i have to get my savings back right thank God got my raise we make good money at the school it do you need a degree to make the money I make thank God it going on my 19th years working at ops but only 17th years full time so I have about threes year left but it be 22 year with the company can't wait i had to work today because the lady that work weekend work only one day last week and did come in on Sunday so this week don't know what happens I'm not going to be work weekend every week peoples don't want to work weekend last week was Omaha day your Auntie came in and then we had a family reunion too on Saturday 8/2/2025 was the parade it was nice all old school car i said if you was here you could have drove your old school in the parade the weather was nice not hot but just right well I'm watch some movie untell I get sleepy my eye are burning I'm about to put some eye drops in love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mom

Angela

July 4, 2025

Hello Sonshine well well well another year has come and tomorrow is July 4th 2025 that to say just less then a month is your anniversary of beening 17th years to your death it doesn't feel that way time doesn't wait it feel like it just happens all so well when it happens month time date the day and the year it all happens I wish it would have happens so different and another way but only God know best so we just has to trust God words and ways of doing thing that a ever day life well I'm finished with summer school on Wednesday so I have about five days off then on Tuesday we start cleaning bus for about nine days we see never do stop early because we been finished cleaning before the time i had to do some running around because tomorrow I'm going over family house so I had to go and get my soda and cake to take and it was so hot and the air was blowing nothing but warm air by the time I got home my face was so red look like a red beet never seen my face the red it had me so tried I eat and took a nap before work and was still tried after got to my client and settled down i was OK watch a little television it midnight now i can feel the sleep come on I season my rib in the morning I do my side dish before I leave for sister in law house cooking my dinner and then take my mom a plate it a blessing day that how I look at it now because after you left it has not been the same I thank God he bless me to still to be here just a missing piece of the puzzle and with out that it not never be the same I love you miss you forever always never forgotten again Happy 4th of July my Sonshine and everyone is all good love you your mum

Angela

June 15, 2025

Hello Sonshine I'm back again to say Happy Father's Day and that I miss you very much alway forever never forgotten i think I'm going to visit your grave site today sent it been a minutes sent i came to see you and make sure your sport is clean your headstone and your picture clean to so I'm cooking and watching movie the same time my feet been swollen up lately it hard not setting or standing up and weight play a lot to i want to ride my bike but it to hot out side you really have to get up early but for the sun come out it hard when you up late and sleep in longer in the morning oh well it is what it is I love you Happy Father's Day 2025 and miss you love you alway

Angela

June 15, 2025

Hello Sonshine today is Father's Day I'm stopping by to say Happy Father's Day and i love you and miss you wish you was here to celebrate and i know your children's wish they could to it been over 16th years we have celebrate Father's day with out you just not fair how someone just took you away from us still had so much life to live if I could bring you back I would are if Heaven had a phone I would call you i just have beautiful remember about you from being born tell you left me the day is as it was yesterday remember what happen well my truck was running hot on me we change the cooling tank but it the hose and something else to it could be more the guy whom we have work on are car said in July he can fix it that a month from now your pop said nope he find someone else to fix it oh well now I'm chilling watching movie and eating popcorn untell I'm tried I stay up on Friday tell Saturday morning bed at 3 am and up at around 10 am Saturday morning I did a little running around but it was some hot that it tried me out so after gone for about 3 hours are more I came home and didn't go back out i fall to sleep for about a hour got up and fix my dinner i had nachos sunday is Father's Day I'm know he going to play golf and then later going over auntie house my uncle in town so they having something so I go for a couple of hours to visit every body well Happy Father's Day I'm love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mom

Angela

May 26, 2025

Hello Sonshine today is Memory Day Horner the people whom service and I'm off from the school but work this evening the couple of nite been going to bed at 4:30 in the morning and getting up early I'm getting sleepy I'm go bed to bed and she a couple more hours of sleep before I go to work went to a wedding on Friday it was nice but never on time we get to the reception and have to wait close to two hours before the groom and bride get there I eat and not long after that I left i was getting tried and it was raining and I had to pay for parking in the garage it was after 9 when I got home I didn't go to are after school party at the elf I was told ot was OK a lot of co worker show up so Saturday got out and went to bank and dollar store then home Sunday stayed in and slept pretty much the evening off and on what time I dosed off i can remember but I know when I fondly got up it was about 12:30 am used the bathroom wash hand and went to kitchen and put away the leftover food and eat some more watch tv untell again 4:30 in the morning up about 8 something bathroom and took my medicine and back in bed on my phone then your pop came in want me to season some steak and key to my truck and going to the store so I cook some breakfast and eat now watching tv it doesn't fill like Monday I have another day off then on Wednesday summer school starts but I have the morning off don't have to be there i work from 11 to 5pm then I have about one hour and 30 minutes before going to my evening job trey call me on Saturday but I didn't get to really talk say a few words didn't call back he in big house a safe place to be and I'm sure a no one want to be well Sonshine I love you miss you always and forever never forgotten it never will be the same right now your sister need you I'm sure if you was here it would be so different but God has the answer and he work mercy from prayer God is good all the time no matter how big the problem is God can handle it for sure well when I'm not sure the date time or the day but your other grandbaby was born and for sure I do know it a boy so congratulations that make about 30 grandbaby you have now wow that a blessing 37 grandbaby and it might be more but those are the one I know from the top of my head another blessing I kown it would have been different if you had choice a different path to follower because your children's need you and so do your grandbaby I wonder how it would been if we still had you here so happy and different for us all but only God know best and that why I thank God all day every day for the many blessings he gives me each morning day and night tha k you Father for those many blessings I love you miss you only God know I have my personal license plate now they say CION 4 EVE you can only get up seven space that number or letters on plate I have one thing I need to get put on my windows it a memory sticker of your name for my back window well I'm get up get dress I love you miss you forever always never forgotten my one and only Son love your mom

Angela

May 22, 2025

Hello Sonshine well as of today I'm done with school end of the road next is summer school then cleaning bus then after that I can take a little vacation to Dallas for a week's so im trying to get my paper right so I can go it over due for this year if I don't make it for sure next year I will a have to because that will be a graduation celebration for one of my grandbaby that have to finish high school have threes left in school then after that great grandbaby left I be old by the time they finish lol well the big worry is over my mom has found a new apartment to move to and I'm glad that over that was a big mess Thank you Jesus if not had found apartment she would have to come over my house untell she left no problem but she was going to Texas and stay with your Auntie so now it be just vacation when she go to Texas Houston part i know you been to the Dallas area of Texas not sure if you went to Houston part of the town to see it nice to your sister live there in Houston and then move to Dallas she want to move back to Houston so now different plain might be moving to Atlanta now we see with her friend well I'm just chilling now watching a little TV eat a couple of taco and cookie and nut so im full and getting sleepy went to work got off at 2:00 and to nail shop got toe done have a wedding on Friday to go to but early Friday morning hair done so need it done I'm sure that everyone is all good no new is good new but there is one thing that happens she so could need to have you here but now all is need just a lot of praying is needed to God and that he will bring her out of what ever wrong I have about fives day to relax but I will still have to go to my part time job it all good but I can sleep a little longer well Sonshine I'm turn it in because I have a hair appointment and I have to pick your uncle up and my appointment is at 8:30 am early morning so I want to sleep and not be tried i love you miss you forever always never forgotten alway one of my joyand heart nite nite untell I will be back love you your mom

Angela

April 20, 2025

Hello Sonshine Happy Easter 4/20/2025 today peoples celebrate Easter all over the world's that God has raised on this day I'm so grateful that God has bless me so many different ways and I pray that he keep on blessing me and many more way to come I'm not going to write a lot i did and some how it got deleted I'm done cooking dinner so I can relax clean a little ot was raining a little out side i know it cool out side no plans to go out side today I'm be lazy I'm tried and sleepy give me a minute I be sleep before I know it I'm in my rocker and reclining chair put the handle and feet up I be out and sleep for about couple hours went to sleep at 3:08 am this Sunday morning washing movie and i had wash my hair to now i need to press it out and flat iron to just going back in a ponytail with my cap back on I'm always working Monday to Friday every night home after 10 well my Sonshine i miss you always forever never forgotten love wish you was here to celebrate Easter and all the holidays together gone to soon love always your mom

Angela

April 6, 2025

Hello Sunshine well it sunday been in house all weekend really doing nothing but chilling washing television trying to get this cold gone doing good it almost over been to the doctor twices in one week I'm doing good now the doctor give me different medicine to take for my cough have a few more day of my medicine left very little of coughing time fly don't have much time then it be time for bed then work in the am I'm really get wear i can't wait to retirement and relax and do me I pray that God keep blessing me to be able to enjoy some life after retirement everyone is all good they say no new is good new and having had no problem Saturday I cleaned but today sunday really didn't do anything just put some bean on and then your pop got some ribs so it was easy not cooking cockpot do everything so I been watching family business all day Saturday and Sunday night I have watch most of it showing now just try to watch what I haven't watched but the look of it i have send it i love you miss you forever always never forgotten i wish you was here so much thing would be so so different for everyone well I'm finishing watching television because soon bed time I need to show then off to bed I love you alway your mom

Angela

March 19, 2025

Good morning it Wednesday and I'm on spring break and guess what we got snow first it rain and thunder and now it snowing i think it going to be about up to 6 inches of snow i was out in it this morning had a doctor appointment i made it there safe and back home safely it wet snow and very heavy to had to take my time and drive slow the wind is really blowing like 50 mph very strong some people's are without power thank God we have are the wind just did my tv but it back on and my computer to I'm getting sleepy got up early shower and then after dressing went out to clean my truck off and warm it up so I can leave ok the wind just turn my television off again here we go is it going to do this all day we take the snow but stop the wind and tomorrow Thursday 3/20/25 is supposed to be the frist day of spring and we have snow and im on spring break this is omaha never know what going to happen here but thank God he really blessed us because we haven't had a bad winter and really no snow well Sonshine I'm turn it in i keep falling asleep trying to type to you i love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

March 16, 2025

Hello Sonshine it me it been a minutes so much happen well first it was my 32 anniversary we went out to eat it was nice at Red loster and then it made 16 years for your lil brother passing away just seven months after your passing but we try to make the best because it a sweet and sour kind of day next is I'm on spring break i want to go to Texas but those tickets was to high i had forgotten it was spring break and everyone body will be traveling back home those college kids so I'm have to go before I go back to school or maybe in April take some day off when the tickets are a little cheaper other then that not to much I'm home watching television relaxing i got a new chair for my bedroom a rocker and reclining chair really nice wish he didn't because now i can't get in my closet need to move my bed over some more and it crazy we having a early like spring but the weather goes up and down talking about rain and snow on this Wednesday I'm not looking forward for it have a doctor appointment that morning hopefully it want snow to much because rain and snow together is not good just as long as it not icy Pray to God it doesn't because spring break and snow doesn't mix although we know that anything can happen in omaha snow up to April and we have been blessed we really haven't had a winter not much snow like we have in the pass so thank you Jesus God is good and guess what day light saving time came early we just changed it in November back and in march back up so it kicking butt that the clock are up a hour but the good thing is it lighter in the evening but dark in the morning not to good for school kids it never will be right can't have it right all the time like we would like it to be just be blessed and thankful Amen well I miss you love you alway and forever never forgotten alway remember no matter what time or the place I miss you never will be the same no matter what but I thank God for each and every day and minutes and hour and month and years he has turley bless me with and I pray that he keep blessing me with many more thank you Jesus it getting dark out side now I'm sure your dad done playing Golf he called and said another nine holes playing speaking of him just called and said just finishing and it getting a little cold now so he coming on home I'm cooking some neck bone in the crock pot I can small the season next i cut up some whole potatoes and add with some green bean too and some cornbread that be Monday dinner but I know he going to eat some to night well Sonshine I'm end it for now but will be back I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

March 1, 2025

Good night Sonshine well it Saturday and I'm sitting here watching movie well it march the 1th and February don't open me nothing we celebrate last Sunday on the 2/23/25 a family member birthday we went to dinner ot was nice we all had on pink and everyone look real nice and your oldest daughter birthday was on Friday 2/28/25 her birthday is really evry 4 years she was born on the 29th and she turn 30 and still partying it what the young people do i been watching this movie with so many different part to it it about to get crazy a little I thought it was later then it feel and it only a little after 10 pm I haven't done anything today but following your dad to drop a car off to get fix then a couple of stop to get food and back home just chilling relaxing and eating junk thank God im able to still do those thing God is good he keep blessing me well I miss you very much I was talking about you today to your dad about how many people heart you have touch and keep you in mind or never forgotten bout you one of your little cousin you gave a dollar bill to I guess when she was one you wrote on the dollar and she still has it to this day so special to her your dad always running into someone who knew you and I do know a young lady that work with me sad her mom date you and she was a baby and you held her she was happy about that to share that story with me made my day well everyone is good don't have long I'm thinking on taking a trip to Dallas on my spring break in love you miss you forever always love you your mom

Angela

February 15, 2025

Hello Sonshine well you a grandpop again one grandson is 5 day Olds and the other grandson I'm say about 4 months could be wrong not sure but you still have one more on it way not sure when her baby is due I'm thinking soon now I have to do the math on how manys grandbaby you have you a total of 30 before only 26 now with 4 more add still 2 baby to be born 1 girl and 1 boy wow that a lot if you was here you would be enjoying them all but I wish you was here to see them all the boys would be stuff and the girls would have you rap around there finger lol but they all would be spoiled from grandpa they would be so crazy about you would have them all the time you would need a big house for all of you guys you would be married and a few more kids yourself I can see you smiling now I'm trying to clean up this room for about 7 hours that cause I been taking break here and there jumping from room to room I just want to stop by and share the good new about your new grandbaby I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mom

Angela

February 14, 2025

Hello Sonshine today is Valentine's Day and I'm sending you a happy Valentine's day message to you to let you know that I miss you and it a day of love all over the world today a blessing to see it again that to say that tomorrow the 15th your nephew will be 14th how time fly you didn't get to meet him i wish you would of have he is so small and have a lot more going for his self he love car he can tell you about car he really know his different car and then less then 4 day i will be a year old thank God for the many blessings he have giving me thorough my life time well I'm at work i love you miss you forever always never forgotten again Happy Valentine's Day my love my Sonshine love your mom

Angela

February 9, 2025

Ok sunshine I'm back the game was good the half time was good it was Kendrick Lamar whi show up and show out with they not like us the winner of the game was Philadelphia Eagles 40 to 22 the Kansas City Chief started getting points in the 3rd quarter of game by then the Eagles had to much point that they couldn't get there maybe if it was some what like close for over time but no all in all just wasn't for the Chief to win this time I was hoping that the Eagles win and they did now they all get Championship ring for the super bowl 2025 there pocket full champion ring you can't win them all but Chief you did good just didn't start off like you guy want it to well son that was about a four hours game now it time for me to get ready for bed because I got work in the am I'm coming down with a cold I went out side on Saturday to a funeral with on sock on and it was cold outside so my sinus his action up now the new is on talking about snow on Monday night we have been blessed we really haven't had much snow for this year and it February by now we would of had some snow I'm just hoping it want come when it spring break in March then I can't go to Dallas I got food to put up and then to bed i love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mom Angela

Angela

February 9, 2025

Hello Sonshine it is super bowl game 2025 on right now it Kansas City Chief and the Philadelphia Eagles playing i want the Eagles to win but best team win it all good the chief are good some other team need to win i think the Chief won last year 2024 so far it look like it going to be a good game because Chief won last time they played the Eagles so you know what time it is pay back so they're going to do everything in there power to win this time it cold out side your pop went to there club house to watch the game there as they do every year for.the super bowl game so I'm here watching it by myself it peace and quit I'm chill and if I fall to sleep it all good i really want to watch a movie finish from last night second part of the movie and i might just do that I wish you was here to celebrate and watch the game to i have about 10 days and I'm another year I'm praying that the Lord bless me on because God is good let me tell you how good he his your cousin was in a bad car accident round is car was wearing seat belt the great of God he came out a life because looking at it you would have said he didn't make God is good it told that heva 4 jobs i know 2 for sure you have to get some sleep how he do it not sure what his work schedule like well in watch this television i be back to let you know who won the game I love you miss you always and forever never forgotten love your mom Angela

Angela

February 2, 2025

Hello Sonshine well it the 2 of February that mean only have 17th day left for my birthday thank God another year just stop by for a short minute I'm in the bed as I write got work in the am I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you your mom

Angela

January 28, 2025

Hello Sonshine I'm back I'm home everything went well with my colonoscopy today i was late going in after I was still feeling the medicine they put in my IV but other then that I couldn't tell you what happen or when I went to by by sleep when I woke up I was in the recovery room it was scheduled for 2:30 pm but the doctor was running a little behind so it was about 3:00 pm how long it took couldn't say went in woke up it was 4 pm i lay there tell about 10 after 4 then got up used restroom and got dress i was still little lite head from the medicine the nurse wheel chair we down to the car pop pull up got in and left hadn't eat any food sent Sunday but jello and liquor diet on Monday for two day had to drink this liquor in a big jug to clean me out started at 5:00 had to drink 8 oz of the liquor in 4 cup but 8 different time every 20 minutes but on Tuesday morning i had to drink the rest between one to two hours and in the last 4 hours before I couldn't haven't before my procedure, thank God that over for the next 10 yrs then maybe my last one because then I be getting up there in age I will you was here because you would have came over to check on me although your pop here but it not the same i told the nurse that you had pass away i want to cry but I did I held it back i miss you so much I was told you had another grandbaby about 2 months old and you have another grandbaby on the way but not sure the sex of the baby I'm thinking another boy she has five boys already because if she was having a girl she would be so happy that she can't keep that to herself because she want a girl but God only give you want you can handle well it about that time bedtime and then work in the am been off for four days now with the weekend we lost another family member on my side and one on your pop side peoples are just passing thank God he keep blessing me and family member i love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mom

Angela

January 28, 2025

Hello Sonshine it me your mom I'm at the hospital having my colon done it only going to take about 15 minutes your pop here with me i can't drive because they put me to sleep but I know I'm going to be alright God get I'm in the best hands i got a Iv in my are so they can put the medicine in I'm just lay here and chill can't go to work tonight nurse order rest up and eat I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mom

Angela

January 1, 2025

Good morning Sonshine it Wednesday January 1 2025 another year new years everything the same just only different is the time and the date and year and pray that people make a change in life for the better and not still be in that same old spot doing the same old thing and not grow and want better for each and everyone we love and I'm talking about me to and stand on all my ten toes and make better choices and having better eating habit for a healthy life to live longer so that to say do better because you should know better need to walk the talk and not talk the walk and do nothing because life is short so it time to enjoy what we can each day by changing thing in are life by looking in the mirror and asking God for help to make those changing with the help it can be done i k ow it can and today is the day to make life changing I miss you alway forever never forgotten this is my last week and back to work I go so I'm going to try and enjoy what day or left I'm off the weekend i would love to go bowling we will see well Sonshine it is 1:28 am i don't hear any more fireworks i guess people done for the morning I cook my black eye pea into the New Year's so I'm good I'm watch a little more television then I'm call it a night or morning and lay it down got to put my food away then I'm chill I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you your mom ❤❤❤

Angela

January 1, 2025

Hello Sonshine Happy New Year's 2025 another year Thank God miss you love you very much alway forever never forgotten love you your mom

Angela

January 1, 2025

Good morning Sonshine it now 2025 a new years glory to God I made it thank you Jesus to God another year with out you I'm blessed take i will take it one day at a time i pray that this year will be better then last year old with the old and in with the new meaning changing your life for the better again Happy new years I miss you forever always love you your mom

Angela

December 31, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Tuesday morning the time is 12:16 am I'm up watching television and playing games on my phone i was thinking about you and thought I stop by and say Happy New Year's Eve the last day of 2024 thank God so far blessed for another morning well it been raining pretty much of the day and now it mix with snow i got home before it really started snowing ot mix i put my truck in the shop so I'm driving the car and I full so loss because I had forgot wear the lock is and the brakes fill so funny had to slow down because that car ride good and fast and low to the ground getting in the gear are in the floor and my gear are on the steering wheel so I find myself reaching up top I got a feeling it want be ready untell Thursday or Friday they said three days but Wednesday is New years and they will be closed got a bumper problem it crazy people now day trying to come up on a dollar if they can well I'm still on Christmas break this is my last week and back to work on Monday the 6 of January and I know I'm not going to be ready I can't wait to retirement so I can enjoy trying home I might work my part time nope lol I'm want to travel be gone in winter and back in spring to the summer or move for good and come to omaha twice a years on your anniversary of your passing and the next on your birthday I could move but one person keeping me from doing it your pop well everyone is all good haven't see anyone just text but it all good it is what it is I was threes of my grandson they came by the other grandkids has children's but once the weather get warm maybe we can plan a blowing outget that would be fun but some don't get along with each other i tell them if you was a live that wouldn't be happening at all just to much it just not the same wish I could change the hand of time and thing would be different and you would be here with us enjoying life and living your best life with familys all your grandbaby would love you because every last one would be so spoiled and all of them would be in your car all the time you would need a van for all 27 grandkids you need a bus lol for all of them guys well I'm go and lay it down i love you miss you always forever never forgotten my joy my heart beat just thinking about you trying to hold back my tear no one know the hurt but God and he been a blessing to me to give me strength when I need it he know my pain and my struggle thank you Father for so many blessings and your grace and mercy happy new years eve I love you very much love you my Sonshine your mother keep watching love you your mom ❤❤

Angela

December 25, 2024

Hello Sonshine it Christmas day stopping by to say merry Christmas i love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you Sonshine so so so much and miss you so so so much again merry Christmas my child ❤❤

Angela

December 25, 2024

Hello Sonshine it Christmas time didn't do much went to my mom told take her her birthday and Christmas gift stay over ate dinner it was nice sit and talk to nephew for little bit then left for home because I had to work tonight came home and cook some cornbread to go with the cabbage that was cook by your dad Christmas was good I got a couple of sweat hoodies and some cash all good thank God but it would have been better if you was here to celebrate it with us just not the same it a different kind of feeling that I wouldn't wish on anyone the loss of a love one is a hurting bad feeling but you learn to deal with it one day at a time for me it been 16 years but it feel like yesterday I still remember everything tell this day what happen I reach out to baby girl no answer and her mom to I give a another day then go to there house well I'm watching tv the story of my life ate some cabbage and then cake so I'm full I'm relax and watch some tube tell I get sleepy don't have work in the morning still on Christmas break thank God one more week after this week out for twos week I'm sure not won't to go back right now the weather is cold and nice some day thank God no snow in the for case I'm hoping when we go back to work on Monday my truck goes in the shop to fix my back bumper they said only three days we see I'm take it early in the morning so by that Wednesday it should be done so that to say I have to drive another car we have just longest it not snowing because we really don't drive are benz in the winter your dad has a truck he drive well I'm close it for now i love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you Sonshine so so much love you your mom ❤❤

Angela

December 25, 2024

Merry Christmas my Sonshine love you miss you always and forever never forgotten love your mom

Angela

December 13, 2024

Well hello my Sonshine i know it been a minutes and I haven't stop by well I'm on it now so much have happened and change it crazy they stop my o.t time at work only some people can still do it well on Thursday and Friday they got to come.in but I'm not at work I'm on leave we had a family member pass away so I took my four days off to rest up and do something I went to the hair dresser on Thursday Friday didn't do nothing but clean up i couldn't go to work tonight we had a rain icey Strom freezing rain so I did want to be sliding on ice and hit a car or hit my car and Saturday is the funeral it suppose to be nice and the freezing ice should be gone and the funeral is at 11:00 am last week i loss two family members on my dad side the guy i didn't know him but I knew some of them but other then that everything is good thank God it about time for my Christmas break only four day of school but when I go back it only be two for me Wednesday and Thursday Friday we have off it all good just going to have to tip into my savings and then build it back up again thank God for that it been getting cold i be glad when it over and it hasn't started yet one day we had light snow didn't last long I'm getting ready to watch a movie before bed one that i watch over and over and donthave long before Christmas about two weeks don't I wish you was here i could used your help getting this house together helping your pop get his items in order and put away i miss you forever always never forgotten you was here thing would be so different you loving on all your grandbaby going getting take to by candy ,pop,and potato chip just have them all spoil i don't if I'm watch all of this movie I'm getting sleepy because if I get in the bed it a wrap for sure nite nite the television will be watching me I'm in my computer room watching television in my chair thinking I can stay up better but not I can feel the sleeping coming on this movie is about over a hour and some I'm try and hang i love you I miss you if you only knew how much I love you Sonshine you're miss by so many love you your mom

Angela

November 28, 2024

Hello Sonshine Happy Thanksgiving to you in Heaven wishing you was here with us today sharing the blessing of God grace and mercy it Thanksgiving we have a lot to be thankful and blessed and I'm love you miss you forever always never forgotten again Happy Thanksgiving to you and the other family member that has left us and are with you Happy Thanksgiving love you your mum

Angela

November 28, 2024

Good morning Sonshine well I'm up early cooking my dinner and breakfast at the same time I got my Cornish hen in oven my yam don't want to over cook them so in about a hour in 30 minutes i got check my meat it on a timer the other side dish want take long it all come together and be done by 12:00 no later then 1:00 then I can rest some before going to work i couldn't finish my breakfast full already i think drinking my juice it ok I save it for later I'm getting sleepy I might lay down for a hour then get up and finish my dinner black eye pea and mash potatoes and corn and gravy green bean, and maybe macaroni cheese and done and a apple pie with ice cream im only cooking because your dad other then that i would be over my mom house cooking is not the same I'm getting tried of cooking although now it only twice a week the weekend the other day him for him self I work about 15.5 hour a day and about 75 hours a week or more that a lot but now i have Saturday and Sunday off it took me 8 years for that thank God i can enjoy some things well Happy Thanksgiving son I love you miss you always and forever never forgotten on my mind well the first mercedes benz we got after you pass 2 door coupe 1993 sec 500 well anyway we had to junk it because your dad didn't take good care of it it was in a friend of his back yard and roguess animals got all in it and destroyed it that the one I had personally license plate that said Cion4 evr so I think I'm put it on my truck now we see just transfer over well I'm go jump in shower get dress I'm getting in my feeling now I'm try not because today a day to be blessed because God woke me up and I might not have you here but I'm grateful that God has bless me Thank you Jesus for many blessings it Thanksgiving a day to be blessed well son it was off for a week for Thanksgiving break only one more day but 3 more day with the weekend then back to work don't want to but bills has to be paid would be nice if we all was rich one day may all changes i love you son miss you always and everyone is good no new is good new love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you mum

Angela

November 11, 2024

A message to me to you in heaven happy birthday Son I love you and miss you very much alway forever always forever never forgotten

Angela

November 11, 2024

Hello Sonshine Happy Birthday ❤❤❤11/11/1977

Angela

November 11, 2024

Happy birthday Cion I celebrate you love you alway and forever never forgotten love your mum

Angela

November 11, 2024

Hello Sonshine the year you was born today celebrate your birthday 11/11/77 one i want forget Happy birthday my Son you're miss very much alway forever 11/11/2024 today date and year 47th birthday ❤❤❤❤

Angela

November 11, 2024

Happy birthday Cion Cornell smith Barnes 11/11/77 today was a good day a blessing day missing you wish you was here to celebrate your 47th born day I'm spacing thinking how you would look i picture you smiling from ear to ear and going to your flavor spot club 2000 partying hanging with your boys chilling we all missing you very much it feel unreal you gone i thank God for the strength he give me every day to make it I'm going to make it because i still keep your memories in my heart forever and forever always God blessed me with a beautiful baby boy and we name you Cion Cornell that was the day my life changed for ever my first love never regret having you although you wasn't plan but God had other plans for us and blessed us with a healthy beautiful baby boy i love you my child along with two beautiful babies girls as well you all was my blessing wish could do all over again I would change something but not to much again Happy birthday in heaven you are miss on earth by so many peoples still to this day just one thing missing from the puzzle pieces is you how i keep smiling keep from crying my heart is broken i don't wish this feeling on no one I love you forever and forever always Happy Birthday my Sonshine your mum

Angela

November 11, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it your birthday Happy Birthday Son today is also Veterans day celebrate of those who served the military so today I'm going to celebrate you to myself and take off Friday and celebrate you if i go by my self i will so I'm at work this morning thinking about you and how much i miss you wishing you was here I'm going to try to keep my head up and keep a smile keep from crying and try and be myself but going to be hard i love you alway and forever never forgotten love you and again Happy Birthday love your mum

Angela

November 9, 2024

Good night Sonshine it Saturday 11/9/24 you have two more day and it your 47th Birthday Day wish you was here to celebrate i know I'm not taking your birthday off because it is veteran day and most of the restaurants celebrate breakfast, lunch and dinner that day celebration military peoples so I'm thinking Friday to take off I got some good news no more weekend working this Saturday and Sunday is my last time working now it Monday to Friday Thank God some time off so I can enjoy my weekend it been eight years working weekend unless my client was in the hospital then I had my weekend off and if I want extra I can do it well I did a fill in for Saturday and Sunday so I have to be there at 8:30 to 1:30 not bad then I'm off then no more weekend i want be making as much money but oh well can't have it both way and health is more important then the money although can used the extra God is good he make a way as long as my bill are paid I'm good and if I did weekend I don't want to work all day or at night maybe fives hours each day we see for right now I'm enjoy the time off well it get late I'm lay it down so I can get up and work it easy just sit there and keep the lady company talking and watching television and the same one Sunday love you miss you always forever never forgotten until I drop in love always your mum

Angela

November 3, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it the first Sunday of November with mean you only have eight more days then the big 47th year old how i wish you was here so I can see what 47 look like on you would you be alway ball head because you alway cut your hair really low it just would be nice to have celebrate your birthday 11/11/77 on 11/11/2024 it been 16th years and your baby girl turn 16th to on Halloween October 31 2008 she in high school the 10th grade so much you have miss out on as well as they have miss out too but we thank God for the blessings and the years he have give us with you God know best and one day we all will have are day this morning clock was set back a hour and it raining it started on Saturday on Friday my truck wouldn't start so I was trying to see whom I can call to come get me because your dad was out of town in Vegas golfing so I call a friend she didn't answer so I call my cousin whom alway got my back and I got her thank God for the extra car so I had to work so I go to work early to try and get it started put my hood up on the truck I have a jumping cable need no other car for a jump well didn't change it for the time need so I call your sister and tell her the problem so she call my grandson with is her oldest son to come and help me I had forgotten about him and thank God for the old jumping cable car to car so he got me back up running thank God your dad back i had to pick him up at the airport around 11 pm i work came home change clothes and chill before hiding to go get him well it Sundays he in Lincoln golfing it raining in omaha but called me and said it not raining there ok so I'm up washing my clothes still sleepy a little got cook and work tonight i love you miss you always forever never forgotten wish you was here because on Friday I was so missing you because I know i could have call you and you would have came and got me going i wouldn't have to worry about nothing because you watch over me when he gone are here so with out you my son I'm sure I could have call my other son from another mother I have to get is number well I'm watching television a movie and I'm sure my clothes are done now to the dryer I love you miss you always forever your mum❤❤

Angela

October 31, 2024

Good morning Sonshine Happy Halloween just want to stop by and say I Love You miss you today your last baby turn 16th wish you was here to see her I'm on a route now love you be back soon always and forever never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

October 21, 2024

Good night Sonshine it have some good news your nieces went today and got fours tattoo they're really nice one is your year you was born and the year you was taking from us at the time she was only 4 year old when it happen she last no remembering of you I would thought she would because that Monday night was the last time i saw you and she was here for the summer when you would come over she would ask to go out side with you and if the ice-cream truck would come by you would get her some bomb pop and if any other children's out side to you had a good giving heart you really touch a lost of peoples as well as your lil cousin whom look up to you today and there a couple of your cousin whom also have tattoos of a skeleton head on there arm and I have one to but I'm cove it up with another tattoos the ink is running the man didn't do a good job it your zodiac sign of a scorpion I want a nice big rose of something nice and I will maybe for your birthday when I'm on Thanksgiving break make a appointment with one a friend of a family member give me one well I'm getting sleepy and I do have to get up at 4:45 am I'm action like I off not tell Friday and that in about threes more days I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

October 18, 2024

Hello Sonshine it Friday thank God it here i really don't get any rest because I work the weekend to but next Sunday I'm taking off i be home along for six nights and on the seven day coming back home from his golfing trip with the guys I think they're going to Vegas some part not really sure but I will find out i might have to take him to the airport leave on Sunday and back on a Saturday so I just work and home nothing crazy I look forward for Saturday because I don't have to be to work tell 11:30 to 5 then back at 7 to 9;30 and on Sunday at 7 to 9:30 I'm getting a little tried need a break my next break from work is Thanksgiving we get a week then in December for Christmas break we get twos week off not sure because those are the time that snow can come never know when and how this weather will be so if I go it may be in march that spring break we have a week off and i know we can still get snow but it getting where the weather should be trying to get a little warm I just have to play it by ear and see what happen only God know boy don't I miss you wish it was a dream or you live out of town because it so hit different and I know you not coming back just don't feel real so young and to early had so much to live for i know there time you wish thing had of been different and maybe you wouldn't though about how you would have chosen your life to be different so that your children's would still have there father because they're still trying to deal with still to this day yes they all was young when it happen but you was a big impact in there life but now that they all are grown but one it still hurt them all I wish your wish you had to live to have seen your last baby you keep saying that as if you knew something are feel something that it wasn't going to happen because in a thousand words we all was not expecting that to happen less then two months to go for your baby girl to be born you was taking from us like that as to say here today gone today you so want to change your life you had a job you just started only to had work only threes day you really like your job I can remember when you call me and told me about the job I thought you was on a new pass of trying to get your life in order it sad when a person take a life in there hands as if it right to take someone life in there hands it wrong but it is what it is not knowing all the people's life they was changing for life loosing a love one a cut that was so deep that it still trying to heal from the pain well Sonshine I'm getting sleepy a little been working 15 hours and thirty minutes today try and watch a move but I have a feeling the movie will be watching me sleep I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you Sonshine your mum

Angela

October 14, 2024

Hello my Sonshine just stopping by to say I Love You and miss you just a little something to say I haven't forgotten about you love you alway and forever never forgotten my love my Sonshine it late about to go to sleep I'm late getting in bed it 11:31 that to say only 5 hours of sleep i be back love you your mum to give any up date

Angela

September 30, 2024

Hello Sonshine it the last day of September and last then two months November tou know what that mean another year birthday 47th boy don't I wish you was here it not the same with out you everything has changed from people to living everything has with up food, gas, everything after covid came rhe world changed something trying to get back down but it will never change back I still spend money buying shoe and clothes I don't need not going anywhere but work and home work to much like 15.30 hours a day about 88 hours a week or more but this time next year the Lord will I will take a break and work one job I will get more money and hopefully my credit card are paid down are off so I can enjoy some life it to short not to be able to enjoy and just work work all money not good money if you can't enjoy it well Sonshine I'm at work I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mum

Angela

September 21, 2024

Hello Sonshine well today is Saturday just don't to long getting home off work at 9:30 pm it take about just a little of 10 minutes drive not far from home I want to stop tonight at walgreen but so much going on to many shooting it best to try and do it in the but that doesn't really matter because they doing it all time don't matter and young as young as 11 years old shooting that crazy I wish you was here your oldest daughter need you her son father was shoot on Tuesday night 9/17/24 and baby boy was with him at the time he is so sad with out his dad and he only 8 years old he going have to have some Counseling to cope with it I'm praying with help and Counseling he will be alright well last grandson that you have never meet is 13th year old send me a text showing me that he got a charm necklace with your picture in the charm I thought that was so beautiful he do have your middle name just wish you would have left and move elsewhere maybe thing would have been different for you only God know what best so now I'm relaxing watching a movie and eating popcorn and drinking some soda and then some m&m candy after I'm going to have to check on your baby girl she had a accident on a 4 wheels like motorcycles and hit her head had some stitches she said she had a Concussion not good in about a month she will be 16th your last baby only if thing was so different just wish if you could have meet her like you want to but people just don't let that happen life is so short and they're to dumb or stupid to realize it just messing up there own life before having a life to live there life kid don't know what it means when the street light come on where you suppose to be in the house not out in the street all time of night or morning Thank God You was raised so different to many followers the Leader and not being a leader for other to follow in the morning I'm going to go to church I was invited so I'm going to go well Sonshine I miss you very much alway forever never forgotten I thank God for so many blessing he give me and my family's and friends God is good Awsome amazing I love you your mum always and forever ❤❤

Angela

September 8, 2024

Hello my Sonshine well it been a minute never forgotten about you just so much with your Auntie service coming up we had a memorial service it was nice 9/4/2024 at 1:00 pm at the Good Shepherd and after we had the repass and that was nice I had to make mash potatoes and gravy of course I did do it the better cook whip it up and made it happen he help me out I got the drink soda and water I saw a classmate I haven't saw in about 45 years and a neighbor as well that I haven't seen sent you was a baby how time fly and he didn't know who I was that was funny because after talking to him I juess who he was but it was nice and sad at the same time your girls all came and some of your grandbaby came to repass well I was home again this weekend this time Kansas city last week was Des moines, Iowa so it done for now tell around February when him and the guys take there big trip wear not sure leave like sunday to Saturday it usually around my birthday this February they left a week later but home for my birthday I so miss you wish you was here gone to soon and to early I thank God for the years I had I was off for threes day and went back to work on Friday I'm not looking forward for Monday because I will work a hole week the weekend is to short I can't wait to retirement I pray the Lord will keep blessing me to get there and enjoy some of it as we say if I knew what I know now it would have been different with early buying my house and saving money and spending less and maybe in my sixth I couldn't been and early retirement but my gold and prayer is to retirement in about six more years if the Lord will well Sonshine it about to be 10:30 pm bed time because 4:45am come quit and gone about fifteen in a half hour gone from home a day I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you my Sonshine your mum

Angela

August 27, 2024

Good morning Sonshine well it Tuesday and have some bad new today your Auntie left us got her wing so your pop trying to say he okay but I know it hurting him I'm glad he has been going to the hospital to check on her I'm so glad he was up there last night with is Monday night he said her eye was opening and she was trying to talk as I think about it maybe she was trying to say she love him and she slowly on her way out only God know best and she fights a good fight to hold on death is never easy we never want to see are love one stuffer are go now your Auntie can rest and the family's as well it going to be sad because Jim and kita are gone that leave threes now I Thank God ever morning for my blessing and another day because we're nothing with out God we just had a memorial service for a family member on Saturday a first cousin I went to it now one more I reached out to my SNL let her know I'm here for her she just loss her only sister but she still have snl here for her and the rest I love you miss you forever always never forgotten everyone is good I'm at work and be time for me to do my route love you your mum

Angela

August 11, 2024

Good morning Sonshine well one day from it being 16th years of the day you was taking just a different year so that to say that this evening at 7:00 pm on this Sunday 8/11/24 we're going to celebrate your candle light viral with love one and hopefully some friends to come out and share some good remembering of you that might be funny are just something about you so I'm hoping it a good turn out because we miss a year of not having your candle light 2023 and it been over some years sent we had are cook out to I enjoyed those day to we have so much food and music and lots of family's and friends coming out to enjoy them self now that your sister moved away and no longer celebrate a lots of things it up to me to take over I was told once people pass away that we should let them rest and don't celebrate them but it kind of hard not to because you miss your love one that this is how you Grieve from a lot by keeping what remember you have of that person so you celebrate them with other who has feel the pain you feel from that person beening absence from are life anyway we will be having it tonight we're supposed to get some rain after 2:00 pm we see hope not a Strom like last week so many peoples was with out power for days and a week thank God mind was out from 6pm to 1:30 pm the next day out Wednesday and back on Thursday end of the month and a day of new month now they saying rain in the afternoon well Sonshine I be back to work on Tuesday 8/13/24 but school don't start tell the next day that Wednesday we going back a day early to do dry run to the children house give the parents paper work saying what time the pick up for there childs we'll Sonshine I'm lay it down for about another hour of twos no work tonight I took off so I can have the candle light I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum ❤❤

Angela

August 9, 2024

Hello my Sonshine it Friday and I'm home a long your pop is on another weekend golf tournament this time in Wichita Kansas be home on Sunday he drove his self so I'm chilling watching my flavor shows that I recorded and been watching it over and over my show all american it on a break now Filming more show but the mean two that make the show is leaving but my come back for some show so I'm watch it to see how it going to be with out the main people spender and Liv they got married on the last show well your 16th year mark is coming less then threes day Monday will make 16 year and then the next day I start back at school 8/13 /24 your day is 8/12/ 08 wow it don't feel like that long but it is not the same want be the same if I could change the hand of time you would be here it feel as if someone had just ripped my heart and pull it out thank to God he keep blessing me each day have to take it one day at a time well your Auntie Keke in the hospital and she not doing to well so her only Son came to check on her so on Sunday hopefully we do a candle light viral 8/11/24 last year 2023 we didn't have one for you didn't feel right because I wish I did do one didn't feel right skipping it so much I'm not sure if it will be the grave site or where it happens at on 37th crown point st we always do on where it happens at to say that every sent you been gone it been war between your daughter not getting along no respect I don't want to point finger or say no name it just crazy fighting each other because you wouldn't go for it you would handle it so all I can do is pray and let God work out for me this way no problem I love you miss you forever always never forgotten other then that it all good can't worry about what we don't have c Control over because live is short and I'm not going to stress myself out well it all good I'm needed a vacation now and school about to start back up in about fours day not ready never ready to go back that why I can't wait to retirement I pray I'm still able to get around and do thing that God keep blessing me to do thank you Jesus glory to God well Sonshine it almost 12:00 am got work in the morning but not to early I can sleep in utell 9 am but I took Sunday off rest on Sunday your pop will be back home but later that night I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

July 31, 2024

Hello Sonshine tonight about 6:00 pm 15 minutes before I was supposed to be leaving for work we had a big weather Strom that was raining hard and lightning and thunder tree blowing side to side tree limbs falling I started to go to work tree limbs are down everywhere and powers line are to my power went out so I'm sitting in the dark with a flash light now writing you I'm about to go out side and see what up it still light outside for now I came back home to many trees down still no electricity it going on two hours it not fun sitting in the dark I could play game on my phone maybe later if the power don't come back on soon last time this happens it was out all night tell the next morning just before I went to work it came on I'm get hungry a little I got some cookies I might eat that I could watch a movie untell the power come on thank God it could have been really bad in some places I'm sure out west is really bad from the rain storm I miss you very much alway forever never forgotten love you Sonshine everyone is all good love you your mum

Angela

July 31, 2024

Hello Sonshine sending you a good morning message of love to you from me love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mum

Angela

July 31, 2024

Well hello my Sonshine it been a minute but didn't forget about you I thought about you all the time so I made time for sure this time to stop by just working and not doing to much like I want to like get my living room and dinning room together one day hope sooner then later I'm tried of it looking the way it look need room to put thing away at and that basement is a mess I just hope I want be to old to enjoy this house it is what it is well this is the last week to enjoy my time because next Monday is orientation for transportation on August 5 2024 there be days I have to go in to work but school will start on August 14 2024 and I'm not ready but I'm so ready to get this raise so I can see what my pay went up to more money more money but it not going to make a difference because everything is going up and up it got to get better sent the covid-19 came it turn the world's upside down like crazy it happen in March of 2020 we had went to spring break and we was due back march 16th to work we got a call that we will not be coming back got paid tell the end of May it was crazy like I said we started wear mask for up to over a year went back to work in August of 2021 couldn't sit in the building sit in are car only to clock in and out the person could stay in building was peoples who didn't have car to sit in me myself watch some TV and took nape or in a co worker car with mash on and in 2022 I came down with covid just threes day before Christmas break so I got threes extra days added to my break all good was well taken care of got rested up watching television and sleeping and food was bought to me well everyone is good no new I have to pull a morning and a evening shift not bad 11 to 3 pm and I get a break back at 6:30 to 10 pm I'm trying to change why work schedule and only work from Monday to Friday and have the weekend off but no body want to work weekend if not I might have to go back to work weekend only we see I would love to have weekend off because everything is going on the weekend there a music thing this weekend in miller park it like a concert but free a few groups of people that putting on a musical with go singing and maybe some rapping I would love to go just work my morning shift and take the evening off I only work for 2hrs and 30 minutes I think about it that if my ride or die want to go to my girls well Sonshine I love you miss you forever always never forgotten I do really really miss you I keep smiling keep from crying I have so much beautiful remember of you picturing with a big smile and a big heart of gold God is good all the time he keep blessing me and my love one I truly thank him for blessing my whole family's Jesus thank you for everything untell I stop by again I love you always and forever your mum

Angela

July 19, 2024

Hello Sonshine well it Friday night home along pop gone to Kansas at a weekend golf tournament for Friday and Saturday he will be home on Sunday well cleaning the bus end today off for two weeks and then back to school not ready because work most of the summer break not traveling anywhere this summer your Auntie is here from Houston visiting dee came on Tuesday and leaving Sunday and me last Saturday the 13th of July 2024 I went to a wedding it was beautiful a co worker of mind I took the whole day off from work it was nice I'm watching television one of my flavor shows All American I have rewatch this movie over more then five times the young man leaving the shows he make the show along with his girlfriend who became is wife it really good if I can watch it over and over it has to be good well your Auntie is not doing good all we can do is pray to God to wrap is lovely arm around her we never ready for a love one to goim praying she get better this summer cleaning bus has kick my butt have me so tried and sleep but the last twos day I been over my mom house but it coming now I got work in the am but don't have to be there really early so I can sleep in a little later and I will untell 9 and work at 11:30 no new all good everyone is good and well living there best life we're all trying qi miss you forever always and love you always and forever never forgotten I love you will be back God is good all the time ever day all day love you your mum ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Angela

July 5, 2024

Hello Sonshine I'm a little late it is pass midnight but I'm writing anyway to say Happy 4th of July Day it was a good day although I had to work it wasn't bad it went pretty fast my shift did but I had to hurry up get off the street because it seem like every block was popping fireworks and I didn't know how my street was going to be like not bad not as many popping on my block so I was able to park by the house and get in but I still hear fireworks outside don't know how long after midnight they can't keep popping fireworks hope not to much longer it is what it is I didn't go outside and watch the neighbor pop there I was surprised my next door neighbors wasn't popping any fireworks they always do just a few neighbors on the block was I'm turn in early to bed not one or two o'clock in the morning I don't have to work until 6:30 that evening so it Friday I'm try and start trying to get my living room together and need to hang up my pictures on the walls and the dining room too I know if you was here you would help me get it right but I have no help it good I'm watching the awards again I fall to sleep the other night so I'm watching what I didn't not see the other night I don't know how much longer I look less then 10 minutes to go it say tell 12:30 I see right now it all those Commercial coming on now I love you miss you always forever never forgotten ❤ I will always love you I smile keep from crying I have to thank God for the blessing and all the things that he keep doing for me and my love one everyone is good no new is good new it July now the 5th now your pop all good your mum all good untell I love you miss you forever always your mum

Angela

July 4, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Thursday morning it is 1:23 am and im.up watching tv the BET awards 2024 I recorded it on Sunday I had to work and it about 3 hrs I'm getting sleepy although I don't have work in the morning so I can sleep longer but that evening I do have to work I'm going to miss the fireworks from the neighbors it suppose to rain pretty much all day and stop at about 3 pm and started about midnight it late sometime the weather people don't know what they be talking about we will see if and when it rain it going to be a boring 4th of July because you're not here to enjoy popping fireworks now people popping those m 90 fire cracker that is no joke it some powerful dynamite if handle wrong you can lose some body part a 16 year old blow off some of his finger want be the same I haven't pop any for about 4 years be so long I can't remember the last time and to there no one to buy or pop them with I'm good I just sit on the porch and watch the neighborhood pop them so I'm off at 10 maybe I get to see some now they saying rain in about 1 hour hope to be in bed when it starts I'm so tried I might not hear it unless it lighting and Thunder then I might hear it well hopefully the awards is almost over so I can lay it down it almost 2 am in the morning Thank you Jesus for everything you do for covering me with your blood and my family member and friends I miss you very much alway forever never forgotten ❤ it not going to be the same I'm falling to sleep sitting in my chair I love you Sonshine always love your mum ❤

Angela

July 3, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Wednesday morning it is 1:34 am and I'm still up watching television about to turn it in but was thinking about you earlier and it a new month it is July the 3rd and the last day of summer school so that to say I will have about 5 day off with the weekend and back to work cleaning bus on Tuesday for about nine days then about two weeks off then school will be getting ready to start I'm not ready for school although I work most of the summer thing has changed no more getting paid in summer from school and me work at Solomon that program I did for 11 years 2017 was the last year doing Solomon I miss it I wish it would start all over again enjoy the young girls that came through the program having fun and doing things and going place learning and teaching them skills and learning from them as well so now I have a 2nd job as a care taker I have one client that I go everydays seven days a week it easy okay but sometimes I get tried going after work and then come home for 45 minutes then off to work don't know how much longer I want to do it for untell I pay most of are all my bills off everything keep going up and up sent that covid came it really did a job on the whole world changing a whole lost of things priceless going up on everything but it is what it is I wish you was here to see what I'm talking about it crazy but one stay the same and that God love for his children's thank you Jesus for everything you do from putting your arm around my family's and friends God a good God all the time well it 2 am I'm lay it down I got work but not tell 11:00 is what time I have to be at work if I go now I get about seven hours of sleep and I need it I be back because Thursday is 4 of July Day and it supposed to rain all day we see if so no fireworks it don't matter to me I don't buy them anymore save my money lol and good new everyone is all good no new I love you miss you always forever never forgotten ❤ my Sonshine always and forever love you your mum ❤

Angela

July 1, 2024

Hello Sonshine today is the last day of June as we start off Monday the first day of July and less then threes day later it the fourth of July and not to much happen but work and in threes day summer school will be over then next cleaning bus hope I'm called if not I do extra doing my care given job I'm up watching the BET red carpet 2024 awards show so far pretty good they have different singer a lot of peoples I don't know haven't heard they music I work tonight and a little tired got up early this morning cooking and went to Walmart before I go to bed I'm go and take a shower then relax then I be ready for bed because it after midnight now another day Monday morning everyone is good no new is good new I'm good God is good all the time well my Sonshine I'm rap it up I love you miss you always forever never forgotten ❤ ❤ ❤ you're mum

Angela

June 18, 2024

Hello Sonshine well today is Tuesday and on Wednesday is a holiday June tenth so I'm off well needed I'm just doing summer school and it coming to a end soon just over two weeks left then on to cleaning the bus so thank God I can work some and still pay bills I need a good job paying big bucks my job pay good but when you have so much coming out I wish I could win the lottery are something that God would bless me so I can bless other family member too I know wish for thinking I would pay off my house then bills always say give some to a church are two it would depend on how much I win well I work today now watching tv I might watch a movie because I don't have to work in the morning but in the evening I will well Sonshine I miss you love you alway forever never forgotten ❤ ❤ you're so much miss by so many peoples only if thing would have been so different life would have been different but only God know and I want to thank you God for all you do for me ever day and for my love ones love you always forever love your mum ❤

Angela

June 16, 2024

Hello Sonshine Happy Father's Day well the concert was Saturday night and it rain for about 3 hours then it stop Thank God but it was nice Case was good and so was joe but lost power twice because of the rain there was other people before the mean people came on I really enjoyed myself dancing and it was a pretty good little turn out it was a outside concert maybe next time it want be raining I was your dad would have went but it is what it is we thought the show starts at 7:00 but we wait out side the gate and it was after 7:00 it was about 10:30 when joe came on they had to try and dry up the stage from water from the rain and that joe had on red bottom shoe and didn't want to fall on the stage I didn't get home it was about 12:00 am and now it 1:27 am about to lay it down I'm a little sleepy got up early so I could get my hair done at the hair dresser at 8:00 but first had to go get your uncle you're well very much alway never forgotten I love you miss you forever always love your mum ❤

Angela

May 25, 2024

Well good morning Sonshine it Saturday 5/25/24 I'm sitting on the edge of the bed just finished washing the conditioner out my hair then blow dryer my hair next I'm press it with my electric pressing comb then flat iron I took off work this morning so I can attend a graduation celebration party she went to central high school and she a baller and a good one I meet only once she has a beautiful mother the whole family is beautiful so it today at girl Inc not far from her 10 minutes from me so I'm glad about that I have been one busy person sent we finished school on Wednesday 5/22/24 so I'm try and rest on Monday and Tuesday but Monday I'm go and visit the grave site it Memorial day and on Tuesday I have doctor appointment and work in the evening I will work it out then on Wednesday summer school starts well Sonshine one of my grandson stop by so I go and Hella at him we miss you so much tell wayne he have some handsome young mens wish he was here too it crazy so young and still so much life to live and so short of life to go but God know best if only I can change the hand of time and bring you back and oh yell aruis there too gone to soon only 7 months after you wasn't ready for that one are to happen you boths gone and now we have remembered and broking heart but I keep smiling keep from crying wow almost 16th years less threes months to go I'm so glad you had a lots of my way but the difference you smile more then I do i thought maybe got it from your pop well they say apple do fall far from the tree they say you like your people's well Sonshine I better get up and get the moving before you know it it 2:00 be hair still have to do hair and find something to wear not sure yet I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love your mum ❤

Angela

May 19, 2024

Well Hello Sonshine and good evening it sunday and we only have threes more days and school is out can't wait then a week summer school starts I'm sure I will be going to work around 11 and if not I would be surprised if not because I want early morning hours so I can be done early not at 5 I could sleep in longer what ever my time I'm do it need the extra to keep paying my bills there a guy who is a rapper and add you in his video picture and all along with some more peoples some is gone and some still around and your sister in it too saying you wasn't no joke and handle your business didn't need no playing with good people those after 15th years you're still talk about lol where is the time going but feel like yesterday everything was taking away from us not only did I feel the pain but a lot other feel it to when it happens news has traveled so fast that less then 30 minutes the hospital was full with people that I had ever seen be for we was so deep in the hospital with people we had to leave out as to say putting us out because they didn't want no fight to break out it was all good I had went back to see you looking peaceful as if you was sleeping but seeing you laying there made me feel some kind of way seeing you but not really believing it as if it a dream I couldn't sleep and eat for about threes day I had to make myself eat I little some had so much company from the night it happened to the day of the wake my heart feel as if it was ripped out but I try to stay strong because I had your sister and my grandbaby to try and fill the broking heart and pain I was feeling and as of this day I'm still heart breaking that you're gone but God turn my sad day in to happy day good remembering that I have of you Thanks you Jesus God is good I'm sitting here less then one hour and thirty three minutes then off to work I good I have a toothache I'm wondering if I'm going to apply some Orajel on the tooth it about a 2 in pain so not really hurting bad keep it close it good I'm getting sleepy always before work my time is 7 to 9:30 so that not long hope it fly by quit tonight come home shower then bed took my medicine early so that out the way well all is well with everyone if not let God handle it because he do a better job then I can handle anything I miss you very much alway forever never forgotten my love father day is not long we still have about two weeks and may over I hope the summer don't fly by to fast but slow down so we can enjoy the day and rest and enjoy I don't think I'm going anywhere this summer like Taxes no where got to save up some with not working a lot of hours it going to be a little Tight and the money I have save hopefully I don't have to spend much I like to save and pay my bills on time no worry God has my front and side and backs I'm cover Thank you Jesus well it look as if we're going to get rain some part are under a Severe T - Storm Warning until 6:15 don't look like Douglas County is not one of them in the Storm good but it saying hail and damage wind 40 mph now it saying 6:30 from 6:15 added 15 more minutes to it I have less then 45 minutes then I leave for it not far less then 15 minutes to get there I'm not out my work in no time then my client talk me the hold time she may be in the living room watching tv if not in her room it all good easy night well Sonshine I'm get up and get ready use the restroom put shoe on and jacket I'm sure it a little cool out side I love you miss you forever always never forgotten I said on Saturday saying to God how I miss you and only if I could bring you back for one day but knowing forever I keep smiling keep from crying I see your smile as I picture looking up towards the sky how big your smile I'm in my feelings oh so that no one never know but if I could hold you in my arm just one more time and tell in in your ear how much I love you and what a blessing you're and have been I thank God for the blessings time he give us to share together ❤ love you forever love forever your mum

Angela

May 11, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Saturday on Friday 5/10/24 you had a daughter graduated from college and I took off to attend it was nice wasn't a lost of peoples they cut up in two group some at 2 pm and the other at 7 pm it last about a hour well don't have long then school out about 8 days then summer school starts I have about two day off I have a full week to work then three day the next week so I'm so ready for some what break maybe I get a little rest I need to lose weight I thought about riding my bike to work in the morning for summer school because I might have to be there from 11 to 5 pm we see but I have to be at my other job 6:30 to 10pm it dark and late might get run over that time of night well I'm getting ready for work this morning have to be there at 11:30 am to 5 pm then back at 7 to 9:30 well tomorrow is Mother's Day 5/11/24 I know it not going to be the same but a blessing from God to wake me up and one foot in front of the other so I'm blessed and your dad try and make it special I better close out and get ready for work it getting close to time I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you Sonshine
❤❤ love your mum

Angela

May 2, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Thursday 5/2/24 and another raining day we have had rain for the pass week it will let up on Friday but right back at it on Saturday then stop sunday again rain on Monday we need the rain I love it when I'm at home because it make you tried and sleep you just want to lay down and relax like now I'm sitting here ready to lay it down it that Type of day it cloudly out side and congratulations you have another grandbaby that was born on 5-1-24 a boy Tea has all boys baby are a blessing threes kids was all I need I only want one but bless with three beautiful healthy babies wouldn't change it God is good he make no mistakes well Sonshine I'm at work it about that time to go out on my route I love you miss you always and forever never forgotten ❤ my Sonshine it will never be the same with out you in the picture but God is good he keep blessing me every day all day no matter of the days or night I love you miss you your mum ❤

Angela

April 30, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Tuesday 4/30/24 the last day of April hello here come May around the corner because April shower has came and still coming on this pass Friday we had a tornado and it blow down some house out west sorry for the people's who loss there home thank God I still have mind and a tornado is supposed to happen today after 3 pm today well I already have my route this morning but don't know what time leaving just know that it has a lots of kids and we're going to be out there a long time I miss you very much wish you was here and how much help you was to your dad always here when he need you always a call away the only one he could count on for anything that why he didn't mind giving and letting you drive his car well Sonshine it that time I got to go love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum ❤

Angela

April 29, 2024

Good night my Sonshine it almost the end of April one more day and then May begins that to say that not long before school is out only less then 15th days I have to look on the calendar to make sure then summer school and after that cleaning the bus summer school is not going to be long before the 4th of July we're done I will be able to enjoy some time off before school starts back I work tonight I'm sitting watching a little TV before I turn it in to bed because 4:45 am come fast I love you miss you forever always never forgotten everyone is good God is good so bless evry days and night turley bless nite nite I'm turn it in love you your mum ❤

Angela

April 15, 2024

Good morning Sonshine well we're about to get up and out the ATLANTA city it was great the short time we was here not bad just to many people's and big and far places it nothing like home we came to do what we did and it was OK lost more then she made a Listen learn on next if it a next it was to much work and have to travel as long as 12 hours but next to get away now we're on are way back to Alabama to drop off your nephew your sister son then from there back to Forthworth, Tx so that to say about time I get back want have no time because in the morning I will be heading back home myself and then on Wednesday morning work back to my life of nothing but work but I enjoy my self also sunday was the only day we did anything went to a park across form the hotel and the boy ride the scooter around the park then I went to the gift shop and bought friends gift shot glass don't I wish you was here with us so we all can take family trip us all meet up in Dallas and have fun with family a nice get away well Sonshine I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you very much your mum

Angela

April 12, 2024

Hello Sonshine it Friday morning and we're on are way to Atlanta Georgia for a event for Saturday by baby sister we'll be back Monday and I leave Tuesday going back home I got to Texas on Wednesday night flight land at 7:30 pm so on Thursday I was atbthe house with the dog niece was at school and will be Graduate today 4/12/24 from doing hair so she couldn't make the trip with us it a beautiful morning all you see as we driving nothing but land and corn fields and pound of water we left at 3:00 am getting on the road we have stop a couple of time frist for snack and coffee and a red bull drink the second time for gas I thing ita 11 hours and 30 minutes drive I might drive some so she can rest up I love you miss you always forever never forgotten and everyone is good no new is good new I will be back love your mum ❤

Angela

April 10, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Wednesday and you know what means last day of work for me this week only working 4 hours this morning and some running around as they say last minute thing wrapping up before my trip heading to Texas and Atlanta for those six days I'm gone it always go fast but I hope I get to enjoy some and let don't go so fast a break I need my flight leave at 6 pm but start boarding at 5:30 so I hope no delay and everything be alright because we know God is good all the time with so many blessings every day and I Thank you Jesus oh I forgot to say your baby sister was in Jamaica with a couple of her college friends but she back a Friday to Monday trip but she back and on her way to Houston for work so K has to pick me up from the airport it going to feel good to be away from omaha a minute but along as God keep blessing me I'm going to travel somewhere I got a route and out at 6:45 this morning well I will holla back at you my Sonshine Love You miss you always forever never forgotten love your mum ❤

Angela

March 22, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Friday 3/22/24 this month is almost over just a week left then it April so only one more month after that school out then summer school and then cleaning the bus maybe I will be able to enjoy some time off well I got my tickets to go to Texas I be leaving on the 10th and coming back on the 16th we're going to Atlanta for the weekend your sister has a big Event going on so I'm going to help and be Supported at the same time and that will give me some time off to enjoy my love ones too so I can't road trip we're driving to Atlanta on Friday to Sunday or Monday then I leave on Tuesday I fly in on a Wednesday then out that next Tuesday I will be there about 6 days but leaving on that 6th day coming back is the hardest thing because both of my daughters are in Texas along with four grandchildrens so we always have fun spending money and shopping maybe we will do a little in Atlanta shopping wish you was here to do some fun things as a family taking family trip with everybody like a trip to Disneyland or sea world something fun and a trip to California so your children can see wear you live part of your child life from 1980 to 1992 and the school you attend I wish we still lived in California thing might have been different only God know God is so amazing I'm so blessed another day well it raining it was this weather is so crazy talking about snow on Monday hope not but this is oma ha and so far we have been blessed with not much snow I'm sitting at base didn't go out this morning but this after noon I'm for sure I will and if I don't I'm good with that I love you miss you always and forever miss love you your mum ❤❤❤Angela

Angela

March 8, 2024

Well Sunshine he did it again I got 30 Red Roses and one white Rose a total of 31 ot make 31 years together ❤ they was delivered to my job so now I have to take them home after work I'm at my 2nd job about to do my client treatment I just wantto share that with you I love you miss you always and forever never forgotten love you your mum ❤

Angela

March 8, 2024

Well Sonshine Good Morning it snowing this morning and hopefully this is the last of it it more like snow and rain mix together so it will be gone quickly and today is Friday and the last day of work and the weekend and also that time again spring break and the time goes forward that to say that we will have more sun light untell November then we set it back again then it dark in the morning and when we go home oh well it is what it is so I have a lot to be thankful Jesus woke me up and being my morning it going to be a good day and guess what today is my 31 years anniversary Good and bad looking back over the years it could be better it always room for improvement and now that we're older and we boths in are 60th should be enjoying life he has retired but I'm still working thank you Jesus I have some health issues but it could be more well my morning has started and I'm about to ride out on a route and pick up those children for school I love you miss you always forever never forgotten ❤ my only baby boy life will never be the same but with God help and grace I will over come it well no new that to say everyone is good and blessed ❤ Thank you Jesus God is awesome and amazing so spring break I'm not going anywhere just trying to relax and work some I have some appointment to go to so that I don't have to take off work need all my coin I just got a text from your dad saying 27 year and last year he give me 30 Rose's for are anniversary and he forgot lol I love you miss you forever always love your mum ❤

Angela

February 27, 2024

Good night Sonshine it Tuesday and it day two home along just got from about 20 minutes watching a little TV before I turn it in it so cold out side we're supposed to get some snow thank God it didn't last it snow just to snow what came down is gone just cold thank God my truck started be I would have to call a tow because your dad is in Florida tell Saturday if you was here I wouldn't have to worry because I can call you and you have my back well loss another family member on Saturday it is a mother of one of your close family members you hang out with it crazy never know when and how you going to leave this world I know we all have time to go thank God grandbaby and mom is doing good so far no new is good new everyone is good I love you miss you forever always never forgotten it almost 11:00 and I need to lay it down because 4:45am come so quit I'm thinking about taking a day off and do girls thing like toe done rest a little sleep late I mess up my overtime but that ok I see but in about two weeks it spring break time so that a week have no plans to go anywhere but work and sleep late and cleaning up the house I love you miss you always love your mum

Angela

February 20, 2024

Good night my Sonshine I'm sitting here watching television about to go to bed got home from work wash my dishes eat me some rib tips took my medicine eat a little nut I'm so glad this is a short work week only fours day and tomorrow is Wednesday this the week your dad leaves for Florida on a golf trip he go somewhere every year so I be here along tell he come back wish you was here because you would come by and check up on old lady lol I wish I had two son it so different with girls it is what it is everything is good the mother and grandbaby is at home doing good well Sonshine got to cut it short bed time go work in the am and 4:45 am coming to soon love you alway and forever never forgotten love you your mum ❤ ❤ ❤

Angela

February 20, 2024

Good morning Sonshine well as of Monday was my birthday and I'm getting up in age when you are kids you really don't think about age just wanting to grow up and move out only because you be thinking your parents are being mean but little do we know they're try to Protect us and teach us what right because life doesn't come with a book on how to raise your children we learn by how we was raised with is a good thing so it not a right or wrong way but we have to do right by your children you bring to world and me all I want was the best for my children by beening a good mother and loving mother that you guy could depend on me to be there right or wrong because we all make mistakes but the key words is learning from your mistakes it call growth some get and some take longer so Monday was a blessed good day but it would have been a better one if you was here to share it with me so I got balloons, money, and perfume and my jordan tennis shoe I'm good with the blessing of God he woke me up started me on my way with many blessings and I'm very blessed thank you Jesus Amen so it Tuesday morning at work about to start this day with good weather up in the 60 degrees nice all week I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

February 17, 2024

Hello Sonshine I'm delivered you some good news on 2/15/2024 there was another grandbaby added to your belt that make a totals of 25 grandbaby wow that a lots so that how may I have too I say it a blessing I wish it could have been a blessing to you to see and meet them all unfortunately it didn't happen I could picture you smiling and at the hospital holding her and I can't say the name don't know where they're coming up with all those different name and be spelling it and saying it totally different then the way they spell it just crazy oh well young kids of the world so confused have no clues because your name I only heard two other people with your name and they both knew you that crazy oh I forgot to say that your grandbaby is a girl that daughter has one son and now two daughters well son it is 1:23 am I best to turn it in I got work in the am but don't have to be there until 11:30 to 5 then I'm back at 7 to 9 this week is a threes day weekend so hope to get some rest I'm watching tv and on the computer and writing you but I'm getting sleepy and a little tried I love you and miss you very much alway and forever never forgotten and everyone all good love your mum ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Angela

February 14, 2024

Hello Sonshine it about that time I'm about to turn it in because on Tuesday morning I over slept so I got to go to sleep just two more days then a three day weekend off on Monday a holiday a President day so I can try and rest some but not I'm thinking now about what I have to do maybe I can sleep in a little so when your dad leaves I'm take a day off and rest to well I'm get ready I'm in bed have less then 2 minutes then it 11:30 I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum ❤❤

Angela

February 14, 2024

Hello my Sonshine as it get in the evening and it wiring down and it getting that time for me to leave and go to my other job doing roll check now looking inside busses for left kids on the bus no kids left that a good thing mean people still have there job well as you know today is Valentine's and my gifts was a pair of Jordan and a sweatsuit to match light blue and another pair of Jordan for my birthday spoil good big are go home and March is are anniversary 31 years more gifts last year 2023 it was 30th roses and money we see what up because on the 25th of February golfing trip to Florida from Sunday to Saturday they will be back a little break we really don't see to much of each other because I work 7 days a week well Sonshine I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love your mum again Happy Valentine's Day sweetheart ❤ me love you ❤❤

Angela

February 14, 2024

Good morning Sonshine stop by to say Happy Valentine's Day and I miss you very much alway and forever ❤ it just not the same but with manys blessing God woke me up he has manys blessing to bless me with love you your mum

Angela

February 12, 2024

Good morning Sonshine well the Kansas city chief won the game went into over time just lucky I didn't have a team I was going for I said best team win but into the game I said 49ers San Francisco only because they touch down frist so game is over now and the Kansas city won super bowl game well I'm at work now less then 13th minutes left before I started my day on this wheel chair bus it cold out this morning 27 degrees and talking about a little snow this week on Thursday about a inch oh well this is omaha anything can happen it have snow in April before so it is what it is life goes on have to take it one day at a time and Thank God for many blessings and another day we'll Sonshine I love you miss you forever and always to the end forever always never forgotten love ❤ you your mum

Angela ❤

February 11, 2024

Hello Sonshine well today is the big day the super bowl LVlll the Kansas city chiefs is the 49ers San Francisco so I say best team win so pretty much everybody having a super bowl party me I'm at home because in about a hour and a half I have work so I will miss about maybe 2hours and some I really want to see the half time because usher going to be Performing the super bowl half time so I know he going to smoke mean turn it out go big are go home and he going to show out your dad golf guys having a play off super bowl game party it all good if I didn't have to work I would have went to my co worker house who having one I could have went for a hour then off to work your sister are going to JD house to watch the game with familys and friends in Dallas okay the game started and the kick off will be the team to start the game let see who kc chief or the 49er San Francisco will flip a coin and see they got to show all those Commercial ok here we go the ball goes to Kansas city chief kick off the game has started and they're playing in Las Vegas, NV and those tickets was off the chain around 8000.00 and more to rich for my pocket it for those that can pay that prices not mad at them only live once well Sonshine it almost 6 I'm eat something it be time for me to go to work love you miss you wish you was here to enjoy the game as well love ❤ you always forever never forgotten love you your mum

Angela ❤ ❤

February 4, 2024

Hello Sonshine it sunday I'm sitting here watching television just took my cornbread out the oven my bean are in the Crockpot my chicken is in my air fryer cook so I'm almost done with sunday dinner then I'm finished showing and washing the conditioner out then comb it out and let it air dry I put it in a ponytail it dry all day keep me from putting heat on my hair then I will relax some because 7 come quit I have to work tonight then in the morning work in the am I haven't been out side yet so I don't know how warm or cold it is I'm hoping not to cold but I take it as long as it not snow I take it lol I wish you was here for some sunday dinner or just stopping by checking on me because I know you would be waiting to make sure I'm safe and there has been time you call me to see wear I'm if it a little late for me getting home I still have that time to time checking on me from your dad as you know my birthday is coming up on the 19th and already I got one of my gift that because he can't wait to give me my gift I got some jordan and just last night on Saturday he said you want your other gift he can't hold water and just like a kids I said if I get all my gift when my birthday come I want have anything or I want be surprised he forgetting Valentine's Day is fives day before my birthday so that candy and money or maybe a stuff animal so in March are Anniversary it make 31 years together ❤ so that more gift a card with money and a card with money to him we really don't need anything have to much this house is so full with so much we're blessed from foods, clothes, shoes,cars you name it we have it I wish you was here to take some of it your sister gone she would come and go Grocery shopping over here for something now that she in Texas but if she drive and have room she going home with something one time it was two bag of food out the freezer or washing powder or household items to body items we don't have any dog anymore after ladies and Nissy pass we haven't had any for one we have no one to feed them if we go out of town and next I work to much and dog need to be taking care like kids and your dad is not the one he like to golf to much and they need more then just feeding them I want a inside house dog a small puppy after I retired I'm away from home about 15 hours and 30 minutes a day the only time I'm home and that on Sunday morning sunday evening at work just 2hrs and 30 minutes I know you would have you some because you're a dog lover you like dog and lizard pets oh how I wish you was here I miss you very much if it wasn't for working and other thing and grandchildrens checking on me and God blessing me everyday I'm good it give me the strength to keep moving Thank you Jesus well Sunshine I'm go and take my shower and I have a couple of my cousins that are more like sisters that call me and I I call them to we do things together like movie I love you miss you always forever never forgotten ❤ love you your mum

Angela ❤

February 2, 2024

Hello Sonshine today is February 2 2024 and I'm home early had work those thsi am 6:00 today was no school for the kid but it was a professional development day for use we always get of early I work from 6:00 to 11:45 this morning and get paid for 8 hours got 2hrs and 5 minutes early I want to lay down and sleep but I went and took a package to kholi to send back to Amazon to credit my money back to my account and then to dollars tree to pick up a few thing and then back home watching tvand just finished eating some chicken and rice chicken flavor that your pop got us so I'm get off my butt and folded my clothes he wash for me and then if I have time vacuum my room because I got work at 6:30 tonight I was thinking about you and I said it February now I try and start writing you at the beginning of each month and the end for sure and then in between the month because I do miss you I don't drop a tear I hold it in I try to be a little strong but to drop a tear every now and then don't hurt be my life is not the same but God keep blessing me to deal with it more and more because I will always love you and miss you because I carry you so it so much deeper for all of you and to have lost your brother that a hurt but a different hurt and love ❤ I would never want to wish a death of anyone losing a child but I'm grateful that God has bless me 30 years of course I wish I had more because you have more but unfortunately it ended to short for you and us so Sonshine we have been having beautiful weather in the 50 degrees weather it nice today but I'm in the house so I read the ground hog didn't see his shadow I knew he wouldn't so that to say early nice weather hopefully no more snow but this omaha and God really has the last say so because we really didn't have a bad winter and not really the snow so thank God for that but it still early an ything is possible it only February it has snow in March and April so I'm crossing my fingers and hope no more I can deal with cold weather well son it 3:12 not to much time about 3 hours and then to work I'm close it out holla later I love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum
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Angela ❤

January 29, 2024

Hello Sonshine it Monday 1/29/24 it almost the end of January two more days the it February just what today it is in the 50 degrees can you believe that no more snow so far after the last snow we got so we see on Friday if the ground hog see it Shadow if so another six weeks of snow if now a early warm weather I like that that way I can get working on losing some of this weight got wedding to go to and I have to be looking cute and turning head like the holding day when your mum had it going lol I'm at work got to go love you miss you forever always never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

January 28, 2024

Hello Sonshine it that time I'm just chilling watching tv work tonight came home took my shower eat and how doing me so I thought I would drop you a few lines to say hey I love you miss you forever always wishing you was here doing you living your best life but unfortunately it was cut short for us all and to this day we're all dealing with the loss of you people not knowing how much pain behind losing a love one but with God all things is possible to take it one day at a time thank you Jesus God is awesome and amazing God I'm glad I don't have to get up early Sunday morning for work but I do have to go at 7:00 then Monday I have to get up for work early 4:45am but Friday is going to be a easy day no school for the kids but it a duty day for us so I get off maybe 12 or 12:30 we have to work 6 hours and get paid for 8 hours they only paying us for 2 hours we didn't work so I may go out are I might just sit around watching a video so easy money well everyone is good I love you im getting sleepy now and it only 11:47 pm not long before it 12:00 am I'm trying to hang and stay up nothing on really good I'm watching a movie of Tyler perry's l can do bab all by myself I have saw this movie so many time it a good movie I wish they would play different things it sad you pay cable all this money and they play the same one over and over you get tried of watching in I went back to cox cable from direct tv I'm thinking about going back it crazy I have fives tv with cable I'm thinking about fire stick I would save money every month I want some ice cream with peanut I think I will go get a cup and finish watching this movie and chill I love you miss you forever always never forgotten and say good night love you very much your mum

Angela

January 7, 2024

Hello Sonshine I'm back at again watching movie the same one I watched on Saturday are back on again this is the last on it on tell 7:00 then I beat work I miss about 50 minutes of it although I have watch this movie so much I have all of the movies they have made I enjoy watching it every time it do come on that because it a good movie fast car every time it get close for me to go to work I get sleepy I'm trying to chill because after today on Monday back to work and snow coming it be a 24 hours of snow falling how many inches to feet not sure but I hope it a lost to call off school although I have a doctor appointment that way if they cancel school I want have to used a benefit day to take off we see well I'm lay it down for one hour before going to work I love you miss you always forever never forgotten love you mum

Angela

January 6, 2024

Hello Sonshine well tonight I went to a family member birthday party dinner at a nice place call Timber wood fire on 87th and pacific it was really nice it was Ricky it was just a fews hand of peoples about 14 of us I enjoyed my self I took off work my evening shift I work my morning so now I'm just chilling watching movie my flavor The Fast of the Furious now another one coming on call Fast & Furious Presents: Hobbs & Shaw I have the last one I want to watch it the other one I have watch so much but the new one is call XFast I saw it one went it came out in May 2023 me and grandson went to see it we boths enjoyed it together going to be watching two movies I'm bad I watch 3 movies last week well today is Saturday that to say have one more day and back to work I'm not so ready we got a little snow with rain this morning but Sunday night up in tell Tuesday morning so that to say Sunday night Monday morning and night tell Tuesday morning the snow stop I'm hoping it not a lot of snow if so that might have to cancel school if it get bad hope so I was one of your brother today he give me a hug and so did his wife yes you have a sister in law the frist one he is so happy he was in Las Vegas for new years so they just getting back pop didn't go to the dinner but if it was golf say no more he gone it about that time for him that golf trip with the guys he place golf with leaving on a Sunday and back on the Saturdays so it be 6 nights and coming back on the 7th day so I be here by myself that when I need you to check on me and you would calling and stopping by don't I miss that seeing you and talking it been 15th long years not being able to see you talk to you none of that I wouldn't put that feeling on my enemies are anyone wish it was a dream and wake up well we're six days in to the new year's 2024 Thank God what a blessing for us all my families but not the same because there is a piece of the puzzle that is missing so that puzzle will never get put together again and if you get another puzzle it still want be the same although you have all the pieces for that puzzle still different because you not here no matter what we try it not going to work so we just have to make the best and pray to God for strength for a better day I miss you very much alway forever I love you always and forever never forgotten it almost 11:30 I'm go get my cake and come ice cream and finish watching my movie love you my Sonshine my son mum love you ❤❤❤❤

Angela

January 2, 2024

Hello Sonshine it Tuesday and I'm about to gobto work this evening I knot out this morning now about to in less then 55 minutes 6:30 I was trying to get a nap in but I was a wake by someone talking about car with less miles and it a 2004 one of our mercedes the two seat blue you would of love that car talking about fast they all are 500 we have one that is a 250 it got a little something get up and go well I'm watching the he world news wow has a immigration crisis from New York city so much is going on and united state always in the middle trying to safe everybody but are state and this crazy man that want to be president again got to be put under the bus a joke lol well I only have five more days and back to work not ready I like staying at home and go out when I want to ok son it get about that time I love you miss you always and forever never forgotten love you your mum

Angela

January 1, 2024

Good morning Sonshine it Monday morning the frist day of the New Year's 2024 God is good all the time another message to you I miss you very much alway forever never forgotten I'm sitting at the table eating my breakfast and cooking to I can smell it smelling good about 2 hours left before done so about 30 minute before it done I add my side dish so it can be hot when the hen done I'm sit around and watch some television I have to work tonight it not fun being adult hard work I didn't know how easy it was no worry just enjoying no one ever told us what we had to look for but Thank God he show you the way good or bad your life was cut short some what it will never be the same I don't care what people say because everyone pain is different and so is healing some take long some take what ever it take for them me it been 15th years and it still hurt me I just move different and that ok I love you so much you was my frist born and only Son I wish I had another son he couldn't take your place but to have one of mid I know I have three more son whom I'm sure I could reach out to well Sonshine I'm finished cooking I love you and miss you very much mum

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