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Louie Fernandez
September 19, 2023
My G, I'll always remember you and wish you eternal peace. Arato vato. Your junior high homie.
Chase Lopez
April 27, 2023
Rose Maree, this is pony boy aka Chase Lopez. I´ve trying to ding you for years. I´m horrible at Social Media. I hope this message finds you doing well. If you ever need anything I´m right here you can reach me @ 801-989-8290.... Take good care of you till we meet again.
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 29, 2022
My dearest darling , I cannot believe that you just had another birthday ! I hope your party up in Heaven was beautiful and full of fun ! I miss you so much that words cannot ever state how i really feel . I love you more and more each day. It is still very painful without you. Your father and children say hello and hope you had a Happy birthday yesterday. You and I will celebrate sometime in the close future when we see each other again ! I can hardly wait to give you a big hug and kiss ! Love your one and only Mother , Rose Maree
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 16, 2020
My love , sending you lots of hugs, loves prayers and hopes. You will never be forgotten as i carry you in my heart ! your loving mother ....
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Rose Maree Sazesh
December 16, 2020
My dear sweet boy !
I cant believe it has been sixteen long sad years since you went away. I just want to tell you how much i love you and how much i miss you ! Your dad is heartbroken and thinks of you everyday . He asked me to send his love and for you to tell your grandma Pooran hello and to your aunt Nahid. Please send my love to grandma and grandpa Ray and Alicia and all our loved ones who are with you celebrating their new life. Your fathers and my journey here on earth will be over soon and we will be so happy to rejoice our new lives with you. I love you .....I love you.....I love you to infinity ....your one and only mother and father......Rose Maree and Soheil ...
Me and Binky when he was 18 months old
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 28, 2019
Happy Birthday to my One and only baby Boy ! i cannot believe how old you are getting to be, and you are making me old too! I love you so very much and miss you more than words can possibly say! You are always in my heart and soul and I carry you with me every minute of every day !
I wish you were here with me and your children to see how much they have grown and how proud you would be of them............i am sure you are watching from afar...
Your father and I love you and send you lots of positive thoughts and prayers. I hope you are doing well and are happy in your new realm....
Please tell everyone hello for us......all the family and now you have three new people to show around....Please help your cousin Austin and your friend Lucius and my friend Greg to get around and show them the ropes on how to have some good living !!!
I hope you like the white roses that Anthony and i bought for you and shared with grandma and grandpa......
Party bigly and enjoy yourself for all time..... I hope to see you soon !!!
Your dedicated Mother,
Rose Maree
Brandon and buddies
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 28, 2018
My sweet darling boy!
I love you , i adore you and i miss you more than any words could express!
Happy Birthday to my one and only true love ! i hope you are doing well and in no pain or unhappiness!
Please pray for your children as they need your love and guidance at this time.
We all send lots of love and kisses and warm wishes for your beautiful day of birth.
love forever and ever and ever ..
Until we meet again my darling,
your loving and devoted mother ,
Rose Maree
this is me and Brandon when he was 18 months old
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 23, 2016
Brennie,
This year marks your twelfth Heavenly birthday! It seems like only yesterday that you left us to live with your heavenly father......
I miss you each and every day and think about you all the time.......I wish you were here with me, your dad and children....we all have a big hole in our hearts since the day you departed this world....
I hope you are having a very nice and joyful Christmas up there with the big guy.....I will be thinking of you and sending you a toast on Christmas Day.
I send you a million kisses!
I hope you are happy with your new life....
Your greatest fan and loving mother,
Rose Maree
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 28, 2016
Happy 42nd Birthday to my darling baby boy!
I miss you more than the moon and more than this life can depict. I hope you are well and basking in your own personal Nirvana.
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Brandon. Happy birthday to yoooouu.
I love you more than words could ever describe. You will always be my one and only true love.
Your loving mother,
Rose Maree
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 17, 2015
Brandon,
It was your 11th Heavenly birthday yesterday, and it feels like the day that you left us. I miss you more than words can say, and I hope you are doing well! You will always be the love of my life,
your mother,
Rose Maree
July 13, 2015
Dearest Rose Maree, You and Brandon have been on my mind the last couple of weeks. I was in Salt Lake July first and you were on my mind because of your birthday. And then I remembered that Brandon and Courtney were only about a month apart in age. They were never able to get to know each other with their lives taking all the twists and turns but I think they would have been great friends. I pray that you are well and able to find peace. Brandon would have wanted nothing less for his wonderful Mother. Love to you and your family from Becky and Brent.
Rose Maree Sazedh
June 30, 2015
Happy belated birthday and happy birthday to me. You are the best present I have ever had. Love you more than infinity..........
Mom
Brandon's picture for the Susie Mc Carty modeling agency
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 24, 2015
It is going to be my baby's birthday this Sunday , June 28th! Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers..................
I love you Brandon! Me duele el Corazon mal de usted falta tanto.
I miss the special birthday present that was awarded to me on June 28, 1974.
Your loving mother,
Rose Maree
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 16, 2014
Happy Heavenly Birthday!
My darling son, I cannot believe that it has been 10 long painful years since you left this earthly plane. Words cannot express how much you are missed....I think about you every minute of each day. I hope you have found some peace and joy.
your mother, family , children, and friends miss you very much!
Love ,
your mother
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 28, 2014
Happy Birthday to my one and only!
I can't believe that it was forty years ago that I gave birth to you.....You are in my prayers and thoughts every minute of every single day. Words cannot express how much I miss you and wish you were here to see me age and see how grown up your children are.. I love you so much~!!! Happy Happy Birthday my darling Brandon!!. I hope you have found peace and happiness in your new life and are celebrating today!
your loving mother,
Rose Maree
February 13, 2014
To Brandon's family & friends,
It's been a while since anyone has posted any messages in rememberance of Brandon. But tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I hope everyone keeps Brandon in their thoughts and prayers on this special day, but especially say a prayer for his mother and children. Happy Valentine's Day to my Brandon, miss & love you forever..
Aunt Nancy
Bonnie Edwards
June 28, 2011
Happy Birthday Brandon. You may be gone, but never forgotten.
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 28, 2010
Happy Birthday to a beautiful boy!
I cant believe it has been 36 years since I gave birth to a tiny little baby....I hope you are celebrating this lovely day with your loved ones in heaven. My heart aches to not have you with me today. I miss you so much, and want to give you a big kiss and warm hug to tell you how much I love you, and how proud I am to be your mother! It just doesnt seem fair that I cant be with you on this special day....I send you all my love, kisses and greetings from others who miss you! You will always be my number one champion and love of my life! You are a good and gentle man.....
Your loving mother,
Osie
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 16, 2009
My darling Brandon,
Today marks the five year anniversary of your passing. It seems like only yesterday when your lovely spirit left this earthly plane. My heart still hurts from losing you in such a sudden and sad manner. Your children, friends and family send lots of love and kisses. Your special piece is missing from my big puzzle and I hope to regain that someday, so that I can be with you and complete again....I miss you more each passing day....with all my love and devotion...Mommy...........
A Child loaned
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine." He said.
"For you to love the while he lives
and mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years
or twenty two or three
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you
and should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
as solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
since all from Earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want the child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over
in my search for teacher's true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you;
Now will you give him all your love,
Nor think the labour vain
Nor hate Me when I come to call
and take him back again?
I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,
for all the joy Thy child shall bring,
for the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand........"
Anonymous
I love you baby boy!
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 30, 2009
My dearest son,
I sent you a note on your birthday, but for some reason it was not published. I just want you to know that I miss you dearly as do your children, friends and other loved ones.I hope you had a joyous birthday and was able to experience the beauty of heaven. Words cant tell you how much you mean to me and how I wish you were here to have celebrated your 35th birthday. That would have been a big day for both of us. My only child turning 35. That means we are bothing getting along in our years. You will always be my baby and my one and only, regardless of how old you are. You are in a place now, where you will never age, but remain as beautiful as you were on earth. I love and adore you!
Happy Birthday on June 28th!
Your loving and adoring mother,
Rose Maree
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 24, 2008
Brandon, my darling,
Wish we could be together
Thinking of you
Makes the miles disappear,
Together we're looking at bright decorations,
Enjoying what we like to do,
Thinking of you makes the miles disappear~
For you're missed very much
All year through…
So just because you're
Far away, don't think
For a moment that you're forgotten.
I'm thinking about you because loving thoughts travel far,
And wishing you a very Merry Christmas and a New Year
Full of wonderful things.
Wish we could be together......
Christmas Without You~
It's going to be a sad Christmas this year
without your laughter & without your cheer.
I'll miss the sight of you with your Santa's hat,
and the smile you shared from where you sat.
I'll think about all the Christmas's in the past,
and hold to the memories that slipped so fast.
For they're all I have left to remember,
on this sad Christmas morning in December.
I'll think about you and cherish each though;
I'll think of your smile & the happiness it brought.
And as I listen to the church bells ring,
your voice will echo as the choirs sing.
I can never tell you, my love, how sad it will be
to spend Christmas without you here with me.
I just wish you'd touch my heart in such a way,
that I could live through the pain of Christmas Day.
And, help me to remember that your love
is still sent to me from the Heavens above.
And although you won't decorate my Christmas tree,
Your spirit will light the lights for me to see.
Oh, I'll hear your voice in each Christmas song.
I'll see your face in each child that comes along.
And although my heart will be broken and torn...
I'll know you're with Jesus on this Christmas morn.
No, Christmas won't be the same without your smiling face
but I'll know you're in a much better place.
I'll think of my precious child in everything I do...
Cause, it just won't be "Christmas Without You!"
Merry Christmas, baby boy. Tonight is the big birthday party celebration for the baby Jesus,
How lucky you are to have a first row seat!
Feliz Navidad,
Osie
Rose Maree Sazesh
December 17, 2008
To My One True Love:
I hope you enjoy the Christmas trees and decorations that we set up for you and your grandparents. I am dearly missing you this holiday season. Things just seem so empty and lonely with out you. Your children, father, family and friends whish you a Happy Holiday Season and send their love. I think about you almost every moment of my life. You will always be a part of my being., my heart and my soul.... I hope you are happy and free! I felt that you were when I visited you yesterday. Here is a poem that describes the holidays for those of us who have lost someone, especially a parent who has lost a child. In my mind, there can never be a greater loss than a mother losing her child......that missing piece of the puzzle can never be replaced.
Holidays in Heaven
The Holiday Season is just not the same,
A smile is missing when saying one name.
For parents who’ve lost a daughter or son,
Nothing can bring back the delightful fun,
Of watching them talk, laugh, or just run.
The memories are all that we do have now,
We do go on…..only God knows how.
A New Year comes as midnight arrives,
Our Angels still a big part of our lives.
If only we could trade the presents we receive,
For one more day with those whom we grieve!
But nothing can bring back our beloved child,
The one that laughed, cried, and often smiled.
They are together in a much better place,
Watching us cry…..touching our face!
Although we miss them on Holidays to share,
Be assured their loving presence fills the air,
At home, in church, at New York’s Times Square!
So celebrating the Holidays are now hard to do,
But always remember they are thinking of you too,
Wishing you happiness and showing their love,
Not on this Earth, but from Heaven above!
I love you, adore you and miss you more than than words can describe.....
Your one and only mother,
Rose Maree
Nancy Jaramillo-Hahn
December 16, 2008
My beloved Brandon,
Today marks four long years since you left us to be with our heavenly
father. I miss you terribly and not a
day goes by that I don't think about
you. You are in my prayers daily.
Your children have grown considerably and each one of them has your sparkling eyes. I see so much of you in them. They are very
beautiful, just like their dad.
Today is a sad and difficult day for all of us who lost the Brandon we loved unconditionally.
Brandon you are my love for ever and ever...May you rest in peace!
I would like to take this time to wish
all of Brandon's family and friends joy, peace, happiness and good health this holiday season.
Merry Christmas to all!
SONIA
October 29, 2008
THINKING OF YOU!!!!
Rose Maree Sazesh
October 24, 2008
You Didn't Say Goodbye
Why did you have to leave?
You didn't say goodbye.
Why couldn't I protect you?
Why did you have to die?
As you slipped from this world,
Did you feel any pain?
Did you feel that you were fading?
Did you call my name?
When they left you
In the dark, alone
Did you cry out,
"Mama come and take me home?"
Did you wish for one more hug
Before you had to leave?
I'd give anything for one,
I can barely breathe.
I miss you more each passing day,
When will I awake
To find you laughing, standing there
This just a big mistake?
The grief comes pouring over me,
Each second of each day.
I do what I have to do,
but the tears stay in my way.
I want so much to see you,
To have you here to hold.
You didn't even say goodbye,
Why did you have to go?
My sweet angel,
I miss you more each day!
Your loving Mother,
Osie
rose Maree Sazesh
June 27, 2008
Try To Understand
Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around,
But he did not appear.
He said:"Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, mom
He only took my hand.
When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to His side.
He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain.
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.
My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.
I love you all and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must all go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
Written by Susan R. George Shipman
From her son Timothy
Used With Permission
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 27, 2008
My dearest Brandon:
Happy Heavenly Birthday on June 28th! I wont be near a computer that works on your birthday, so I am sending this on ahead.....I hope your day is full of love, joy, peace and happiness and of course fun!
You deserve the best, and I am certain that you are getting treated very well indeed....I hope your day will be full of blessings and spiritual love...You are constantly in my thoughts and in my heart! I do miss you so! I will be thinking of you much more tomorrow and remembering the day that you had your earthly birthday, and how I fell in love the instant that I set eyes on you! You were such a pretty little boy. For many years, everyone thought that you were a little girl, because of your beautiful face, eyes with long lashes, and long hair......It seems like only yesterday that I lay on that hospital bed, feeling like a stuffed turkey awaiting your arrival...thank goodness you finally made it!! Thank you for 30 beautiful years of knowing and loving you on this earthly plane. I look forward to someday celebrating your birthday with you face to face. I know that you will be with me on your birthday in spirit and we can rejoice together....I love you more than words can say...You are the one true love of my life, and I wish you were here in person. " We are each of us, angels with only one wing, and we can only fly embracing each other" ...Fly High my son, and spread those great big wings....I will be watching for you!!
Your adoring Mother,
Rose Maree
The kids are supposed to sing Happy Birthday to you, so keep an ear out for them!
Johnny sends you his love and wishes you a Happy Birthday!!
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 16, 2008
My baby boy's birthday is coming up!On June 28th, he will still be 30 years old! Please help him celebrate his big day with prayers and festivities. Make sure that you enjoy every moment of your life....He would tell you that life is too short, and to "treat yourself, don't cheat yourself" ! Please think of him on his special day and of all your loved ones!
Rose Maree Sazesh
February 29, 2008
My Sweet Sleeping Prince,
"People are like stained glass windows: they sparkle and shine when the sun's out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is light within."
Elizabeth Kubler-Ross said these fine words, and said it very well....
I say that you are my sparkle of light, or should I say the bright spot in my world of darkness.......
Martin Luther King stated, "Darkness cannot drive out darkness;only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.............
I love you....
Mommy
Rose Maree Sazesh
February 15, 2008
My own sweet valentine,
Sorry I am a day late, but my thoughts were with you all day yesterday. I miss you more than ever!! I hope you receive my thoughts and messages, and know how much I adore you, and how my life will never be the same until I see you again.
Your kids send you lots of love and Kisses. Please give my love to all of our special people and animal friends up there with you, especially your grandparents and other close family members.
Miss you like no other,
Mom
Rose Maree sazesh
December 18, 2007
My Numero Uno,
The third year anniversary of your heavenly birthday was Sunday,
December 16th. I can't believe that you have been away for that period of time. It seems like just yesterday that we saw your beautiful face. I guess you are having a blast up their with the big guy helping him plan his upcoming birthday!! How fortunate you are to be able to party with the best! I hope you like the wreath that your dad sent you. It is quite beautiful, just like you. He thinks of you every minute of the day. Please help him to be at peace with your sudden departure. He is suffering so much in his grief and sorrow. He needs to know that you are doing well and happy with your new existence. Please let him know that he doesn't need to suffer so much.
I miss you, love you, and think of you always. Your kids really miss you too! They are growing up to be such wonderful kids. I am sure that you are really proud of the kind of individuals they are turning out to be....
Merry Christmas, my darling...
I send you lots of love and kisses from everyone that loves you...
Mommy
December 17, 2007
Thinking and praying for you always...
Vanessa and Manjanique
Rose Maree Sazesh
November 28, 2007
My precious baby,
The beginning of the Holidays have arrived and you are constantly on my mind.....It just isnt the same without your beautiful mischievious smile and mesmerizing eyes...allowing us to focus on your earthly beauty...now, we must imagine how much more beautiful you are since you have achieved the ultimate goal of spiritual immortality.....
So many of your friends, family and loved ones miss you more than we could ever verbally express...You are in my heart and thoughts every minute of the day...I love you so much, you will always be my numero uno... I promise you that someday we will find the justice that you deserve......
October 4, 2007
-B-
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you.....
s. pacheco
June 29, 2007
I just wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday Brandon!!
Nancy Jaramillo-Hahn
June 28, 2007
Brandon,
Happy Birthday Sweetheart,
Your family loves and misses you each and every day...I sent you
a bouquet of flowers for your special day...I hope that you are
enjoying them...33 years ago I fell
in love with the most special boy in the world and now you are in heaven smiling down on all of us...
I hope Grandma and Grandpa are celebrating your birthday with you today.
I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart and soul
and am thinking of you with loving
memories of you on your special day. Happy Birthday my love...
I will love you always and forever...
Aunt Nancy
June 28, 2007
Brandon,
Happy Birthday, I know it's a day late but never the less I am wishing you a happy birthday. Remember when we used to go play basketball together at the gym? You told me you always wanted to date a girl that played sports, you helped me practice my fade away jump shot. Then I did it in a game you went to and you were so surprised. I know you remember that. I remember how much fun we had together. This small memory is one of the reasons you stay in my memory. Happy Birthday -B- and I hope you visit me in my dreams soon, I miss seeing you.
Rose Maree Sazesh
May 29, 2007
My dearest son:
Yesterday was Memorial Day, and I had to talk with you.....I think of you every minute of the day. This poem reflects some of my current thoughts....in missing you.....
He is not gone I look at his photo`s
And have to smile
Can I tell you about him
For a little while?
First thought of the morning
Last of the day
I’d wonder about
What pranks he’d play!
A Rogue, whose humor
Forgave the sin
A joyful clown
With an impish grin
A grownup boy
A real people lover
Sought by his friends
Adored by his mother
Brandon stays within
He breathes in and out
With us, as one
Let’s speak of him
And laugh a while
Brandon’s here with us
Can you see him smile?
We all miss that beautiful charismatic smile....
Your loving Mother,
LORI TRUJILLO
May 21, 2007
Brandon,
Anthony and I miss u so much. You will never leave our lives. You will always be my best friend. We miss you and love you always. Your son misses you and is very proud to have you as his father. Love Always Sincerely, Antone
Rose Maree Sazesh
March 9, 2007
To my sweet sweet child of God:
I dreamed last night of Heaven
as I followed you there
I felt your presence, heard your heart,
I almost touched your hair.
I remember crying,
just because I missed you so
though I was right behind you
I didn't want you to go.
I begged for a reminder
to help me see your face
a thing to hold and touch
but it left an empty place.
I looked for you in everything
I asked for you by name
I know that you were with me there
I'll never be the same.
I dreamed last night of Heaven
I ache for one more glimpse
of the love I felt while near you
and the beautiful heart I miss....
Mommy loves and adores you.. I pray for you every day that you are safe and in God's gentle hands.........
Your children miss and love you immensely..........
Not to mention all the friends that love and adore you, even from afar.......
I can hardly wait to see my one and only true love...as I miss you so!!!
Your loving Mother.......
December 22, 2006
Brandon,
The time you came to me in my dream and thanked me for always keeping you in my thoughts was so special to me but, in the dream I didn't get to respond. So I want you to know that I will never forget you and I will never stop thinking about you. Sometimes I think about what we meant to each other and I am not sure because we were having so much fun together we never expressed those feelings. I just want you to know that I have love for you and you will always be that person in my life that made me the happiest when I was so down. The tragedy of your death has stuck with me becuase I remember telling you how worried I was about you and as always you would just brush it off. Words can't express how I felt and feel about you to this day, but I think you know because you are in my mind. Hopefully one day I will see you in person rather than in my dreams but, for now you are the man of my dreams......
Rose Maree & Anthony Sazesh
December 22, 2006
My dearest darling, I had written you a letter but someone accidentally deleted it......I think that you have read it, and know what is in my heart.....Merry Christmas to you and all of our loved ones, please wish a Happy birthday to Jesus for us.....You are so lucky to have front row seats at the most famous and largest celebration ever.......We wish you were here with us, but the Lord had bigger plans for you....He decided to keep you with him at his side...what a deal!!!! Please wish Grandma, Grandpa, Aunt Lee, Aunt Sally, Grandma Eva, Cliff, Larry, Larry H, and all of our loved ones a Merry Christmas for me and the kids!!! Also, please give Kitty a big kiss for me, as I miss him so...
there's someone special who wants to say hello........
Hi Dad!!
I hope you have a Merry Christmas..I really wish you were here with me...Everyone says I look just like, and act just like you, so they call me mini me...arent i the lucky one!! I am doing well in school and am on the honor roll...I hope you have a Merry Christmas...miss you lots!!
Anthony
Your dad and kids wish you a Merry Christmas and we hope you visit us soon!! I really need to talk to you, so please get in touch with me soon.......
Your one and only Mother,
Rose Maree
Nancy Jaramillo-Hahn
December 15, 2006
Brandon, my love,
The tears are flowing freely for the loss of a beautiful soul...tomorrow marks the 2nd anniversary of your passing. You
are always in my thoughts and prayers...I miss you so much, as does everyone else who loves you.
Christmas time is supposed to be a
time filled with love, laughter, caring and sharing with those you
love...but without you here it's not the same and never will be...
Your children all have your beautiful brown eyes and everytime
I look at them I see you in them.
They are so beautiful and look so
much like their father...I just want to say "I love you, forever
and ever..."
May all your family and friends remember you with love on this very
sad day...I hope that you are smiling down on us, with your Grandma Alice and Grandpa Ray at your side...May you rest in peace
my love...
I love you with all my heart and soul.
Aunt Nancy
S. Pacheco
December 15, 2006
You will never be forgotton!!! Angelito, Que cansas en paz!!!
Rose Maree sazesh
December 14, 2006
My sweet little boy:
I will be corresponding with you the next couple of days to commemorate the two year anniversary of your passage to a higher plain. I hope our spirits will meet and share the special love and bond between a mother and child.....I wish you eternal happiness and peace....Please help me to find mine...My life has been so empty and alone without you, I feel like someone took all of my insides out and just left an empty shell....
I ask your friends, family and loved ones to pray for your soul and to honor your spirit by being a better person and treating others as they would want to be treated....
P.S. I accidentally saw a picture of the individual who received your liver..and I heard that she is a real nice person...that comforts me to know someone worthy has a part of you inside them.....
I love you..........and miss you more than words could ever say...
It has been a painful two years without you.............
I am sending you a thousand, trillion, zillion hugs and kisses..and loves....
Your loving and dedicated Mother
Your children send you their love.....they miss you so very much!!
rose Maree Sazesh
December 12, 2006
My dearest,
The two year anniversary of your passing is coming up on the 16th of December...The whole situation still seems so fresh in my mind, heart and soul.....I feel like it was just yesterday that you were taken from your loved ones......
I miss you so very much and hope and pray that you are doing well and are happy with your new life...Although my heart is broken, I vow to continue on with your legacy of organ donations. I know that you would want me to do that in your honor.....
I love you more and more each day....
Bolo sends his love...He may be joining you and Kitty soon...........
Your adoring mother,
Rose Maree
November 17, 2006
Brandon,
I only met you a couple of times but man you left a good and long lasting impression :) god bless
June 28, 2006
Happy Birthday Brandon! I miss you. Seeing your smile and hearing your laugh.
Sonia P.
June 28, 2006
I wanted to wish u a very Happy Birthday!! not one day goes by where I don't think about you! I want to Thank You for giving me the chance to meet you're beautiful family and giving me a beautiful gift as well.
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 27, 2006
To my most precious and beautiful baby boy:
Tomorrow is your birthday!! Happy Birthday my precious angel!! I hope you are soaring through the beautiful skies..full of fun, laughter and lots of joy....I miss you so much, and remember the day that you were born....what a sweet, yet sorrow filled memory...
I took you home on my birthday, and your father and I always joked that you were the best birthday present that anyone could have!! You were, and always will be the only present that I could ever want......
I love you so very much and wish that we could celebrate our birthdays together by eating at one of our favorite gastronomy restaurants and eating my special rum cake.....then we could joke about being carried out in a wheelbarrow......from eating such good food.
Your children, friends and family send their love to you on a special day....Your father, thinks of you every minute of the day and sends you a million kisses......Your father's family sends you a multitude of prayers and heart felt thoughts.........WE MISS YOU, BRANDON, MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS........
Love, your Mother
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 21, 2006
To my dearest baby boy;
With God's help to strengthen me,
I will take each day and try to be
A light in the life of others
As you were a shining light to me.
You will live on inside my heart
And with God's grace I'll do my part
To carry on faithfully.........
I'll be a feflection of heavenly love
For others , in your memory.....
I love you forever and always,
Mommy
Rose Maree Sazesh
March 16, 2006
DEATH~
WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT!!!!!
A sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said,
"Doctor, I am afraid to die.
Tell me what lies on the other side."
Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know."
"You don't know? You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?"
The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.
Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside.
He knew nothing except that his master was here,
and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough." .......
This is a great story that I would love to share with everyone who reads Brandon's guest book on a consistent basis.....
Rose Maree Sazesh
Rose Maree Sazesh
March 9, 2006
Brandon sent me this poem, and I feel like he is talking to me about the decision that his father and I made to donate his internal organs. He was able to save the lives of four individuals. They have all written to his father and I ,and we are grateful that they are now healthy and carrying a part of our baby with him. I love you Brandon, you will always be my hero!! Love, Mommy.....
The Decision
Thanks, Mom, for your decision,
I'm really proud of you.
For you did something wonderful,
You knew I'd want you to.
We come to this earth to show love,
And to give as much as we can.
You made the decision to give part of me,
Knowing I'd help my fellow man.
I know that sometimes there's still sadness,
And you really miss seeing me.
Know that I'm always with you,
Just not physically.
You wear the green ribbon pin proudly,
And love for someone to ask.
To tell them your son was a donor
Is part of your work and task.
Mom, where I am now is wonderful,
It's beautiful, I don't have a care.
Remember, don't take your organs and tissue to heaven,
Cause we don't need them there.
sm
March 8, 2006
Be still like the grass on a melancholy summer day
Be still like desert shrub.
Be calm and you will hear your loved one speak, in the stillness, in the calm, their love resounds.
If you are still this promise I make, you will hear the voice of your loved one helping you along your way.
Rose Maree Sazesh
February 22, 2006
IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
Brandon, my good friend, Claire sent this to me. I sent it to you on Valentine's Day, but it never came out on the web. I love you, you are my own personal valentine, heart and soul. Love, Mommy
Nancy Jaramillo-Hahn
February 14, 2006
Brandon,
Love and kisses to you on Valentine's Day! I so miss
your call on Valentine's Day
to wish me a Happy Birthday.
It would make my day complete
to hear your voice again...
but I have you in my heart and
in my memories forever..
Love,
Nance
Sierra Sazesh
February 14, 2006
Hi Daddy,
Happy Valentine's Day! I miss you
so much, I just wish I could see you again. I pray for you at church and that you are at peace.
Love your baby girl,
Sierra
Rose Maree Sazesh
February 9, 2006
PB,
I would really like to thank you for the lovely poem that you sent to our family from Brandon. Please feel free to contact me at [email protected]. I would like to be able to speak with you on behalf of myself and the family for your kind words and the wonderful message that you sent us. It was very inspiring.
P B
February 1, 2006
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."
It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.
Ruth Ann Mahaffey (author)
©Copyright 1998-2005
Rose Maree Sazesh
January 3, 2006
Baby boy,
I just want to wish you a Happy New Year and tell you how much I love and miss you!! It has been a year since you went away, but it seems like an eternity to me......I hope you had fun helping Jesus celebrate his birthday!! I guess it must have been absolutely phenomenal!!I wish I had been there to celebrate with you!! I hope you are doing well and are happy up there!!! I made some new Year resolutions to try to be a better person, inside and out so you can be proud of me. I think about you every day, and some of the special memories that we had together. Thank you for helping me to relive some of them. It means so much to me to have the honor of being your mother. There will never ever be another Brandon in this lifetime....except maybe for lil Anthony, who we call "mini me"...It is like looking at a smaller, younger version of you...He resembles you so much, it is almost like being around the real you....
Promise me that you are happy and at peace with your new way of living....You are always in my thoughts and my heart...Lots of Love and Kisses.......Mommy
marie villagrana/ corona
December 24, 2005
ROSE MAREE SAZESH,
I AM NOT SO SURE IF YOU REMEMBER ME I WAS LIL' JOE'S WIFE. I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT MY CHILDREN AND MYSELF HAVE ALOT OF LOVE AND RESPECT FOR BRANDON. WHEN JOE AND
I WHERE TOGETHER BRANDON SPENT ALOT OF GOOD FAMILY TIMES WITH US, AND ONE OF THOSE TIMES IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER. CHRISTMAS DAY IS A DAY THAT WILL ALWAYS REMIND ME OF BRANDON. BUYING GIFTS FOR EACHOTHER WAS A CHALLENGE. BUT IN THE END WHEN IT WAS TIME TO OPEN THOSE GIFTS, THERE WASN'T ONE YEAR THAT WENT BUY WITHOUT EITHER BRANDON OR JOE OR VS VERSA CAPPING ON EACHOTHER GIFTS. THEM 2 WOULD MAKE ME LAUGH THAT WAS THE SPECIAL GIFT B' HAD IN HIM. THEM 2 WOULD BRING THE WORST OUT OF ME, LOOKING FOR THEM, CHASING THEM DOWN. BUT THE NEXT TIME I SEEN B' KNOW MATTER HOW ANGRY I WAS EVEN WHEN HE SEEN ME SAD, OR CRYING AND EVEN IN PAIN. BRANDON WOULD ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE AND LAUGH EVEN IF IT TOOK HIM TO MAKE A FOOL OUT OF HIMSELF HE WOULD'NT LEAVE TELL HE SAW HAPPINESS IN ME. BRANDON IS AND WAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE OUR HEARTS.
GOD BLESS YOU ROSE AND YOUR FAMILY. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Rose Maree Sazesh
October 26, 2005
Hi baby boy!! Mom just wants to say hello and see how things are going for you. It has been a while since you have given me any messages to deliver. I miss you so much.....I am keeping busy with promoting the organ donations on your behalf, and am keeping an eye on your kids for you. I cant believe that it has been 10 months since you left us...I keep thinking that you will be calling me up or walking through the front door any minute...More than anything, I wish that were true.....please give my love to all of my loved ones up there with you..especially the big guy....I will be talking to you real soon...love Always, Mommy
Playboy and wife
October 24, 2005
you finally went home and now your truly happy. may god bless your family and friends. till the wheels fall off
Rose Maree Sazesh
September 21, 2005
Brandon,
The 16th of September marked the nine month anniversary of your passing....I found this poem that reminds me of you....
I BELIEVE IN ANGELS
I believe in angels, but do you,
"Do you think that all the stories are true?"
Are there really angels up above,
who watch over us with all their love?
They watch over us and guide our path,
so we don't stumble, they are our staff.
The are aware of our every deed,
including the kind of stuff we read.
They are there in times of our every need,
They always follow our spiritual lead.
Whether you're an adult or a child,
their compassion after Christ was styled.
To attend to you both night and day,
that is why they were sent our way.
They keep us safe and bring us cheer,
and help us get through every year.
God sends us angels every day,
to protect us during our earthly stay.
Yes, I believe in angels, that it's true,
I've seen the one who is watching you...................
My darling, B, you will always be our angel, watching, and protecting over us. I love you baby boy....I am sending you a million kisses......
your Mother, Rose Maree
This is my favorite picture of Brandon. It is from his modeling portfolio.
rose Maree sazesh
August 23, 2005
Brandon,
I am entering my favorite picture of you so that others can see how handsome you are!! This way we can share with the world what a beautiful person you are inside and out...I love you, Mommy
Rose Maree Sazesh
August 17, 2005
Brandon,
Just thinking of you. I hope you are happy in your new life and surroundings. There isn't a moment that goes by without thoughts of you....I miss you so much!!! I know that you are watching all of your loved ones from above and that does give me some comfort. I just want to let you know that you are in my heart and soul. I feel so many emotions since you have left this plane, and am trying to comprehend why your precious life was taken from us. I do forgive those who hurt you. My heart tells me that you are in a far better place than living in this sorrowful earthly human existence full of violence and hatred. I hope you feel the warmth, love and joy of Christ. You deserve to feel the perfection of his love. I envy you for that. You left for a reason, and I believe that God wanted to save you from the pain of human existence. You now found your purpose in the beauty and blessings surrounding you. I love you. Your devoted mother. Rose Maree
Nancy Jaramillo-Hahn
August 16, 2005
Brandon,
Today marks 8 months since you have been gone.
I am sitting here thinking
about you and missing
you terribly. I just want you
to know that you are my angel.
I love you with all my heart...
Nance
Rose Maree Sazesh
July 27, 2005
THANK YOU!!
Thanks to everyone who has been writing to Brandon and the family. It is appreciated more than you could possibly know. I have opted to keep his memorium and guest book on line permanently. You are welcome to write to Brandon, myself, the family and his children any time. You are also welcome to submit photos in the photo gallery. There is a slight charge for that. I appreciate the kindness that has been displayed to the family and to my beloved son. I love and miss him so much, as I know that you do too.....I hope keeping this memorium will help with the healing process for myself and others, especially his children. I am always available to talk about your grief or if you just want to visit and share some memories of Brandon, please feel comfortable in contacting me. I am happy to know that others loved him almost as much as I do....
Sonia P.
July 12, 2005
You were always there for me, I thank you for that and for being in my life, I think about you every day happy birthday "B" I love you and I'll never forget you
Ana Archuleta
July 11, 2005
You left your mother with 3 beautiful grandchildren who are a wonderful memory of you.
Your were the life of your mother, who loved you endlessly and will miss you forever.
We miss you.
Bonnie Edwards
July 10, 2005
I cannot even attempt to put into words the sorrow that I feel with the loss of Brandon. He and my son (Josh) were as close as two human beings could possibly be and my son is not the same without him. The loss of the only person who was his "brother" has been very difficult for him. For me as well, as Brandon was like my own child and I could not have loved him more. He never came to town without stopping to say Hi and to eat, sometimes calling Josh to say "Guess where I am? I am at your mom's eating dinner".
He risked his own life years ago to save my son's life and I am forever grateful to him for that.
Brandon, we all miss you but we know that you are in a far better place and that we will see you again in the future. Until then, please watch over all of your loved ones, as they do miss you so.
Brent Hill
June 29, 2005
I am sure that wherever you are, you are making RoseMaree proud. Watch after her and take care of her.
Claire & Rip Pett
June 29, 2005
As the days and weeks pass, and as you return to life’s routine, may you continue to feel comforted by the love and support of family and friends.
Rose Maree Sazesh
June 29, 2005
My darling baby boy, words cannot express how much I miss and love you..I think about you every moment of the day and hope that you are happy in your new life. I keep thinking that you are on one of your trips and that I will see you soon and then I realize that it will be a long time before we actually see each other again. I have vowed to continue your legacy in helping recruit organ donations in order to save other lives. You will always be my hero and I thank you for what you did to save others. Please tell Mom and dad, kitty, and all our other loved ones hello for me. I am sure that you are all basking in that white light and just shining on. I love you always and forever. Please let your dad know how much you love him and help him to cope with his loss. Every night I will look for you with all the other stars, and know that you will be the brightest one looking down on me.. Remember that you are still my one and only.....I look forward to the day we can be together again...Love Always, Mommy
tina miller-tellez
June 29, 2005
Rose Maree,
Brandon was a great friend to many people. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. There are so many people's lives that he touched, and we feel thankful and honored to have had the opportunity to call him our friend. To Brandon, Happy Birthday "B". We miss you and our memories of you will be forever cherished.
With love,
Tina and Mario Tellez & Steve L
love
Craig Scharp
June 28, 2005
Rose,
May the Lord keep you in His care and bring healing to your family.
Love Craiger
Veronica Rivera
June 28, 2005
I'll cherish every moment we spent together.You're in the best hands ever; those same hands that hold my hurt. Now you have all of heaven to rejoice with on your b-day today lucky dog! Happy b-day baby. Much love to you Rose Maree and family. God bless
Angie Lindquist
June 28, 2005
Rose Maree,
My thoughts are with you today. Take care...
Love, Angie
Nancy Jaramillo-Hahn
June 28, 2005
Brandon,
My love, my life, I miss you dearly, morning, noon and night.
You are always on my mind, being
my first love. The day you came
home from the hospital after your
birth was the first time I laid
eyes upon you. What a beautiful
baby you were! It was love at first sight! Today would have
been your 31st birthday. I should
be calling you and wishing you a
Happy Birthday instead of sheding
tears for you, the loss of a beautiful and wonderful soul. You
were taken too soon, away from all
who love you dearly, your children,
your parents, sister and brothers,
aunts, uncles, cousins and friends.
We know you are in a better place and find comfort knowing that you
are in the loving care of your grandparents Ray and Alice who were
like parents to you. Those sparkling brown eyes and your loving smile will forever be the reason to make me smile when I am
feeling sad for you. I just wanted
to say "Happy Birtday Brandon, I love you and miss you. May your
spirit live on...
Love,
Aunt Nancy
(or Nance as you used to call me)
Susann Tate
June 28, 2005
Rose Maree -
I know that nothing can remove the pain and loss of losing such a special son. But as time moves on, the sharpness of your pain will dull allowing you to focus more upon the wonder that was his life.
Always remember the happy times.
Wendy Warlaumont
June 28, 2005
Rose Marie,
That was a lovely poem for a very nice looking son. I never knew him but I'm sure he was the joy of your life. How lucky you were to have him in your life. Cherish your memories forever. Love, Wendy Warlaumont
June 28, 2005
Rose Maree,
Thinking of you today. Always remember.. Brandon will live on in your heart forever.
Love, Mars and Ryan
Debby Bonacci
June 28, 2005
Happy Birthday Brandon
Your family & friends love you.
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