Cameron Bestwick

Cam! I miss you. Saturday will be 11 years already. Time sure flies and people sure change. I think about you often and have fond memories of our friendship that always make me smile
Love you
Denise

Hi Hon, it has been awhile since I last visited this site, but I have not lacked the intent, just the words. I put Moose to rest on Friday, March 2, 2018 and could not help but grieve yet another tendril of my link with you. I have still the note that Shannon had sent to you with the request to give Mom a horse. She has been somewhat of a pet for a number of years now, but still had that special place in my heart that you and Shannon had thought about and put in my world.
Shannon and...

We are approaching 10 years since you left our side and though enduring those years was hard, I can't believe that they have passed. When I woke from my pergatory, I found that the world is still here and that I am still a part of it. Seems to be irrelevant now, but I guess that we have to carry on, on this plane as best as we can. I look at the small stuff differently now, Cam. We spend most of our lives trying to gather "stuff"most of the time taking for granted what is most important,...

Cam you showed the way for Barb and noW I can't believe it but Steve is coming in such an unbelievable way, he was diagnosed with brain cancer last year and was so optimistic that he would over come this terrible disease. Cam, Please help him through this time. He is afraid, and really felt that he would beat this disease. Son, please help me understand. I am at a loss and cannot believe this is happening. I cannot register the loss of you and now my sister is losing her son. Oh I wish...

It is now September 28, 2013, how could 6 years of passed so long and yet so quickly. I have sought out as many places that I could to help me move on, but I still feel that if I had made an extra step, asked for your help with Chance and made you feel that you were actually truly needed and fulfilled a need for others, that you would still be with me (US) today. I am strugleling, as only those that have lost a child will understand.

Memories
blur into dreams
Morning brings truth
Truth becomes a nightmare

Truth, things left unsaid, never given a chance
Future for him, ending
There is no way back, time has stopped
The places we visited
The places we called home
The places you played
The people you touched

Hopes and dreams lost
Life become hollow and loneliness consumes
The Son, I loved
Is gone, reduced to a memory of another life
There is no way back
A life I've never...

Dear Son, another year has passed and we still call your name. Your friends still keep in touch and the Golf Tournament runs every September. We have left your facebook open as it seems to bring comfort to some as they send their thoughts about you on your birthday. I hope you know that you helped and made a lot of difference to people the short time that you were here. A lot of them have chosen to pursue their careers outside of the club world.
Shannon has reunited with Joe Chase...