Alan Blaine Helmuth

Dear Daddy,
The trial started this week. I haven't attended any of it. It's not because I don't love you, it's because I love you SO much. I cannot emotionally handle that your death is real, it actually happened and you're no longer here. Words cannot describe how heavy my heart feels. I cry for you, my heart aches for you. Even though I pray for you and justice to be served, nothing will bring you back to me and that's a hard pill to swallow. Just please know how much I love you,...

Dear Daddy,
Today is my birthday and I would love nothing more than to spend it with you! After all, I'm half of you. Without you, I wouldn't exist! I think of you everyday and miss you so much! Never forget how much I love you Daddy!!
Sending you Butterfly Kisses!
Love, Amy

Dear Daddy,
In two days it will be Thanksgiving. Our first holiday without you. It's going to be a hard day, but I'm thankful for the 38 years that I had you for a Father! You were the first man I ever loved and I'll always be Daddy's girl! I miss you so much and cry for you everyday! I love you Daddy, just praying that you know that! Until we meet again...
Sending you Butterfly Kisses!
Love Always,
Your Little Girl!!!

It's been 9 months since we lost you...God, I miss you so much! I talk to you everyday... hope you can hear what I'm telling you. I love you so much Daddy! I think of you everyday and every hour!!! I miss you so much!! Always sending you Butterfly Kisses!

Daddy,
There still isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you! I miss you terribly...
I hope that you've been listening when I talk to you, I know you're here :-)
Until we meet again...I love you and sending Butterfly Kisses!!

I miss you so much Daddy! I love you with all my being. Wishing I could have just one more day with you!! I love you Daddy....sending Butterfly Kisses!

I love you Daddy! I hope you REALLY knew how much you meant to me and how much I love you! I miss you terribly...
Sending you Butterfly Kisses!

Dear Daddy,
I can't even begin to tell you how much I love you. You were such a great man! Jackie, me, the entire family and your friends miss you so much! There's never a day that goes by that I don't think of you and pray that justice will be served. You may be gone, but you're definitely not forgotten. We all love you to the stars and beyond!
Sending you butterfly kisses....

Happy Father's Day Daddy! I would give anything to have one more day with you! I love you so very much!!