Alexander (Xander) John Brooks Jr.

Brooo. Miss you kid.

Had a dream last night, me you and Brandon were driving a truck for some reason, well, Brandon was driving. There was this weird turn that was on an edge of a road that dropped. You kept yelling at brandon to cut the wheel cause the tire was half off the edge. We were unaware, but you knew.. Cause you always knew.. We called you MR. Know it all as a kid, cause you always acted like you knew it all.. turns out you actually ended up knowin it all bro.. damn i miss you.

I miss you bro, I miss you.

Alex, I know we hadn't talked for a while because life took us different places/states and journeys. I will always cherish the memories we all had growing up, riding up and down Summit Ave on our bikes, riding down to the beach and Adams, "camping" in my back yard with a TV and PlayStation in the tent . I know it's been forever but it feels like just yesterday. It's hard to accept this as real no matter how much time has passed. I miss you bro and wish I could have seen you at least one more...

You will be missed by all Mr know it all. My deepest sympathy to the whole family. You were very loved by all that knew you including me. Love and hugs to you all. Lori

I wish I could have said goodbye and I love you one last time. And I know you and I never had that super strong father and daughter connection but believe it or not I do love you and I always will have a place in my heart for you. I just wish I could say this to your face. And that you could see me now, your baby girl all grown up. I miss you like crazy Daddy. But I always have you with me in the ash necklace I never take off and in my heart. And I also know that if I look up into the sky and...

Though you weren´t in my life very much. I know you still loved me and you showed that the times I did see you. And I love you to more than you think. When I found out I cried, and to be honest I still do when I think about it. And I wish I could´ve said goodbye and I love you one more time. I also wish you could see me now...your baby girl all grown up...I miss you Daddy..I wear your ashes and never take them off so I always have up you with me and so I know I can look up into the sky and...

Though we did not live close these past few years, you still taught me so damn much. Its not real to me, still, not real. I see your pictures and naturally I'm just like "I should see what he's up to" I see life in every photo, as most of those photos are memories. No words in the world can make me okay with this, ever. I love you Bro, I miss you.

I love you and miss you so much. Words cannot describe the emptiness in my heart. Rock the heavens son, they are so lucky to have you, always my angel.