Anthony Ranson

Goodbye Tony
Love Liz x x x

My dearest Anthony,
Another birthday of Nichola's you have missed, can hardly believe it.

We went out for lunch instead of dinner, much better idea, this is where our girl wanted to go, based in Cambridge, god how we loved going there on Saturday's.
Make you laugh I was looking at the odds and sods for sale when the manager came over to talk to me, asked if I had been to any of Jamie oliver's restaurants before, it would not surprise you I know that I told him we had, we...

Oh Sweetie,
I do not want to say anything really, but because in the past, twice, I had forgotten our wedding anniversary, I did not want you to think I had forgotten that today would of been our 13th!

I was looking at my cards you had given me, and felt so sad when I read the one in particular, 'Seven years today, who would have believed it, but I really mean it', is exactly what you wrote.

I should be grateful that we had nearly 12 years, but I am not, not at...

My dearest Anthony,
Odd really as I have been thinking about writing to you but somehow I was not sure how I feel about it any more!!

Had our Mimi all day today, did not want to go to play school, finally asleep now, she has made me laugh so much today, I could hardly believe it myself, but tonight, I told her to leave your radio alone as you would be cross if she broke it, her reply, 'Yiayia Dandan is not real anymore, he does not talk to me'!! Says it all really, I was so...

My darling husband,
Well, here I am, to now begin my second year without you!! All I am left with is your pain, now mine too and our memories, not a lot to show for 12years, but I suppose I should be grateful for them as I do sure have lots of memories.

As you said I will be alright, I have the children, but thank god you left me with some of your wonderful friends also, it would of been impossible for me without them.

I love and think of you everyday, every...

Boxing Day my Sweetie,
Your Nichola with all her home made desserts, you should have seen the starters and mains, curry theme, you would have loved it!!

What else can I say, other than I cannot wait for New Years Eve to be over and done with, I am definately stopping in on my own, always hated that time of year, it was only when I was with you I ever ventured out, last year I spent it with Jude, Dave took us out to lunch then we spent the evening having a showdown with the...