May God bless you and your...
My prayers are with you. I learned of the accident on the surfrider's website, about the memorial ride. I lost a son too and have found much help from Compassionate Friends/Bereaved Parents of the US group. When you are ready, perhaps there is one of these groups meeting near you that can help ease your burden. It may not feel like it now but you will be able to get along with your life, bringing Ashley right along with you in your heart, because he will always still be a part of your family.
Laura
October 21, 2009 | MD