Barbara Rose-Cloutier

Well, I can honestly say that time has moved on but I do not know how this year is the 20th anniversary with you here. I never thought I would see 20 years of you gone physically. I can only say the pain of you gone is NOT easier. My memories are many and the love I feel from them has carried me through these years. . Love and miss you so very much! Love you Mom~ you were my first love and I am still holding you close to my heart forever. LOVE-Melanie ~~',~{@

Two years ago I mentioned a song that connected me with Barb. The video is of Godsmack on stage performing "Under Your Scars". Wish I was on stage performing that song with the band! This year the video that once again gave me that connection is " Wrecked" by Imagine Dragons. In the video the singer is at a party and keeps seeing his late wife and he tries to find her. I used to have similar dreams years ago. There is a sweet memorial at the end of the Video. To those of you who get to see...

Fifteen years since you left us. New littles born, weddings, divorces, deaths - but you know all that. I'd like to say the pain of not having you with us for all of these life events gets easier but it doesn't - we all get through it but it's not easier. You just put one foot in front of the other and carry on. I hope we are all making you proud! Miss you bunches. Love, Tracey Lynn

To all of us who love and miss Barbara, please remember that we are not alone and we are all in this together. We are so blessed to have had this wonderful spirit and soul in our lives. It is quite amazing to me how quickly fifteen years can go by and at the same time how long it may seem to be. This wonderful woman left an indelible positive mark on our lives and we get to keep that forever in our hearts. I wish to thank the Rose family for letting me be a part of something so wonderful and...

To all of us who love and miss Barbara, remember that we are all in this together. She left an indelible wonderful mark on our lives and our souls. In our grief and loneliness we must remind ourselves just how lucky we were to have this beautiful spirit in our lives. Yes my dear friends, this is something special we get to keep in our hearts forever. Amazing how it just doesn't seem that long ago but yet fifteen years can be a long time. I wish to thank the Rose family for letting me be a...

Barbara, Happy birthday! I wish you were here so we could celebrate with a Long Island Iced Tea the way used to in the day :-) Wow, great memories. I miss you everyday. Love you. Sandy

Barbara Jean, It has been 13 years and it seems like yesterday you were here. I miss you every day. I love you. Sandra

Gosh Barbara, I am now 65 years old and moving into a new phase of my life. I still have the love of music in my blood and so many times when I do play on stage, you are out there still watching, still moving to the music with that beautiful smile that stole my heart. Actually, it was that first kiss! I remember it so well.
Please continue to be here for all of us, as you touched the lives of so many.
Thank you Barbara, for so many reasons.
I love you and .....connect!
Lance

Missing you....this year more then last...maybe because I passed our "same age" point on October 19....a day I'd been thinking about for a long time... I am happy that I am still here to celebrate my new grandbaby, my Dustin's wedding, my parents health...but sad that you were taken from us when you had so much more life to experience and so many more memories to make with us! I love you.... Tracey Lynn