Bill Szymanski

Three and a half months it's been.. I still feel like it's not real. I try so hard to move forward, but I can't. I still wait for him.. I could never express the pain I truly feel of not having my Father here with me today. It's just not fair. I will never have my Father walk me down the isle on my wedding day or have my dance with him to butterfly kisses. He will never get to hold my child one day .. he will never get to walk through the garage door and say "I love you baby girl." I will...

To "Bill" the love of my life,

My heart is so broken without you. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you constantly and cry. I'm still searching to find the answer as to why God took you from your family, friends and especially me. Everywhere I look there are so many wonderful memories of you. I struggle to make it through each day, only to wake each morning to face the agony that has taken over my soul. If not for my committment to our children who need me...

Dear God:

On March 10, 2008 you took my friend Bill Szymanki into your arms and brought him home to you. In doing so you took away from us a person who was very special and created a void that will never be filled. Bill was one of those special people who always gave more than he took. He cared about everyone he came into contact with and I was very proud to call him my friend. You blessed me with the opportunity to travel with him to the NA world convention in Texas in 2007 and...

So sorry for your loss, what a tragedy. Your family is constantly in my prayers.

What do you do when your heart is broke…?
You go to sleep every night with your pillow soaked!

What do you do when there is no one around?
How do you gain the strength to stand your ground?

You wait your whole life, hoping and dreaming…
Then all of a sudden you wake up screaming?

Is this a dream? This isn’t possibly my life!
What about your Children? What about your Wife?

The days are so long and it seems to never end…
I don’t know if this broken...

At the funeral I was very upset with myself. I couldn't for the life of me think of a memory of me and Mr. Bill, but then I remembered every memory Katie and I share was and is because of him. Mrs. Donna had s doing in that also. I love you guys and Im always here for you!

I'm so sorry for your loss. We will all miss him. He's looking down on us though, keep remembering that!

Dear Donna,
I am so sorry for your lose. I have know you and Bill for almost thirty years, and it really hurts to think about how you and the kids must feel right now. Bill, no doubt, is in a better place now, but I know that dosn't make it any easier for you and the kids. My prayers are with you and your family.