Caleb Coggeshall

i love you and miss you caleb! not a day goes by that i dont think about you!

My dearest Caleb,
I have been looking at pictures of you. That is all that is left of your shining face. I have no tears left. Nevermind... here they come. You were the most beautiful person I had ever seen. I will always remember your handsome smile and your warm hugs. You always gave the best hugs. I cry out for you in my dreams. My dreams don't know you are gone. I would give anything and everything to have one more moment with you. You were such a wonderful person, Caleb. Why didn't...

Cabe,
I miss you so much. Words cannot explain the torment I feel. I always dream that you are alive, and that makes it even worse. When I wake up I think you are in the other room. How could you leave us like that?! Don't you understand that the world needs you, we need you, I need you!! I get so frustrated because I don't know how to live without you. It's like learning how to live all over again. My heart aches. All I want to do is hold you. All I want to do is talk to you... one last...

Cabe,
Remember that time in the car when you hugged me so hard I almost ran off the road? You told me you couldn't live without me, and I told you the same. I meant it when I said that... I meant it. I am so sorry for anything I ever did to hurt you. I hope you are watching from above... I have to believe that you are, in order to keep putting one foot in front of the other. I never thought I would have to live without you. I thought we would always be able to laugh together, cry...

Cabe,
I think about you always. I write to you on this website because it makes me feel close to you. I am crying tears of sorrow. My heart is in pieces and I don't know how much longer I can hold it together. My world has been turned up side down, and my heart and mind ache. My love for you is unconditional. I need to see your face, hear your voice. I need to hug you and hold you and tell you everything is going to be ok. I need more time with you, Cabe. I hope you knew that I would...

PS.. I'll never forget that time we were in the car and you hugged me so hard I almost ran off the road. You told me you couldn't live without me, and I told you the same. I meant it when I said that... I meant it Cabe.

Caleb,
I cannot even begin to tell you how much I miss you. A piece of my soul has been torn from me, and I don't know how to deal with it. I am dying inside, Cabe, and I can't take it without you. I love you more than you will ever know. I don't think I ever told you this, but you are, and always will be, my favorite person. My heart aches every minute of every day. Your absence causes my whole body and mind to suffer uncontrolably. I don't know how much longer I can live without you. I...

we all love and miss you so much caleb!

i love you cabe baby and i miss you so much. you are my other half. without you i`m not complete. i can`t wait to see you again in my after life!