John E. DeHoop

Miss John curt and janet gustafson

I can't believe it's been 10 yrs. I miss you just as much today. I love you!

Hey Dad. Well you already know but you are about to be a GREAT papa. I am so very proud of her. She is doing well in school and will graduate this year and started a different job. Since I haven't wrote here in a very long time. I started a job that you would be proud of me. This Christmas is the hardest so far and not sure why. I know what I need to do. Hope you hear me everyday. I wish I could hear you. Merry Christmas love you lots......

Hey dad.... I really need you. So many things going on.. I know you know already. I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to give up! I know that I can't, but I don't know how much longer I can do this. Please help her... and me. Please. I love you dad. Miss you so much.
XOXOXO

Hey dad... I know I've been writing to you instead of doing this but I haven't unpacked that box yet, unpacking sucks! Especially when you're not happy where you live. I don't know why this year has been the worst it's been literally a month I don't know if you're trying to tell me something but everyday multiple times a day I just know you're with me. I miss you and love you so much.

i miss you so much i cant stop crying ilysm i want you back i cant stand this :( my birthday is coming up i want to see you agian i cant wait to see you like i always do on my birthday! Ill meet you where i always see you !!! we usally talk for an hour or so!!! IM SO SAD!!!! I want to keep u in my heart forever i heard you talk to me yesterday at grammys you said "I miss you guys thanks for keeping my garden good your birthday is coming up ill get you something be ready!!" I almost cried but...

I miss you so much papa!!!!! Cant wait till my birthday!!

Happy Valentine's day dad! Love you!