Cody James Marshall

Goodnight my sweet prince. Untill we meet again....all my love, always and forever.
Mom

i miss you so much it hurts..

I love you.. I'll never stop feeling that. <3

I miss you so very much, my heart just aches...what I wouldn't do to see that smile, hear you call my name, or sneak up behind me and just say "boo". You used to get me every time! It just isn't to be. I love you, buddy.

I love you, and I miss you dearly.

I didn't post on your birthday, and I'm sorry for that. Doesn't mean I didn't think of you, every second of the day, I do that everyday though.
We had an amazing turn out at Kickers that night, couldn't even count the amount of people who showed up. Just shows how much people love you and miss you.
Now that your birthday is passed, we all know what day is coming up... next Tuesday to be exact. I cannot believe it's been two years already. The longest two years of my life, but then...

Do you ever recover from the loss of someone like you? The tears seem to dry up eventually, the constant feeling of complete emptiness seems to fill up and life gets back into a somewhat normal routine.. but I don't think it's possible to ever fully recover. How do you come to terms with death? Everyday I still think that when I get out of work I can call you and hear you talk to me in your mushy gushy voice... haha, I miss the baby talk we spoke to one another, if anyone ever heard it, they...

It's been some time now since I've typed anything up in this for you. I spent the 4th of July around your massive family. Being around them and seeing how amazing each and everyone of them are makes me sad that I'll never offically be part of it all. They all have qualities that make me think of you. Whether it's their goofy nature or their huge personalities, I look at them all n think of you.

You're my first thought every morning when I wake up and my last thought before I go to...

I think back to that day often. I remember how much love there was in the air when I came home to you exhausted from working all night. I remember rushing in the bathroom to wash my face and put my pjs on so I could hop into bed with you. You looked so peaceful as you slept, that was nothing new. I remember the feeling I had as I laid in bed and you rolled over to wrap your arms tightly around me. I could feel your slow breathing on the back of my head. I remember rolling over and giving you...