Crystal P. Hatfield

Mom, God delivered again. Just when everyone thought all was lost he reached down his great big hand of Love and went into that operating room with Chrissy. Some people will never give the credit for this miracle to God. Some will try and give Dr's and hospitals the credit. Me and you know who touched her. I love her so much and I am trying to keep my promise to you and take care of her. Sometimes it feels like no matter what it isn't enought. Boy I sure do miss you. I will see you again soon...

Somedays I think I am going to scream. I want to see you again. I want to talk to you. I wouldn't even care if you yelled at me. We miss you so very very much. Dad is doing ok. He pretends to be fine in front of me and Christine but I am with him every day and feel and see his sorrow. Oh mom, I know you are with Jesus. I can feel that you are in a good place but that doesn't make it any easier. I am praying that is all I know to do. I love you so much

They say that God and time will heal this pain and emptiness. I have a lot of faith in God. I miss you so very much. I would give anything to have one more day with you. I know if I trust God and do what his word tells me I will see you again one day.

Mom, Yesterday was so hard. It was your birthday. Dad, Chrissy and I went to the cemetary to see you. We all miss you so much. I know you were in pain and it may be selfish of me but I sure wish you were stil here with us. I have an emptiness inside that only God can help. Everyday seems to get harder for me. I love you. I am so glad that out of all the mothers in the world YOU were mine.

Mom, Today me dad and Chrissy went to the cemetary. We put pretty flowers on your grave. We also put three solar lights across the top so you won't be in the dark. We miss you so much but Dad misses you the most. We are trying to take care of him the best we can. We love and miss you.