David Proffitt

Poppy, I miss you. The nights are the hardest. I don´t count sheep- I count all the regrets in my life. I wish I was more mature when you left us. So I could have understood the gravity of what I´d lost. I try to remember the sound of your voice and the wrinkles in your smile. Sometimes it´s hard to remember but the other day the smell of your wintergreen Skoal passed by me, I whipped my head back for some reason expecting it to be you, but it wasn´t. Though, I swear it was you pulling me...

Always in my heart.

Dave you have been missed the last 21 years and you will continue being missed. It´s hard to believe it´s been 21 years already. We are trying to go on like you would want us to but somedays it´s hard. We know you are at peace and up there with a lot of friends and family so I know you are ok. Will see you one day again love always until then

My grief is every day, some worse than others but my days are filled with grief. I´ve been lost for so long that I dont know how to find myself. I´ve realized that I became lost Nov 2002. I need guidance, light, a map, faith, you, something to guide me to me. To start living again, not walking through life not knowing where I am or where o want to be & pretending all is ok! I need to hear from you like I have in the past! I miss those moment like I miss you! I truly wish you were here! It...

My love, we are still missing you so much they say time heals all not sure that is true. Your granddaughter had her 29th birthday August 17th and Kyle had his in January he´s 27 I think Keagan August 6th he´s 20 Rylan will be 19 September 24 Landen is 14 and Jax is going to be 13 in November I´m getting old. That´s all of your grandkids we finally got Chuck and Linda to move out here so we could help them. I talk to your friend Shelley Hayse in Indiana some she misses Russuel a lot but you...

Give it time, time heals everything. Maybe but how much time? It´s been 19 years, 19 years since my life changed forever. 19 years of an emptiness & broken heart. Maybe time doesn´t heal everything. Maybe time just has me putting one foot in front of the other! I´m going through so much these days mentally and physically, as you probably know. I need you more right now than I think I ever have. We talk often lately, I dont know what that means. Are they signs, signs I don´t understand? I´m...

always in my heart

It´s been 18 years since you left us and still you are missed every single day. You were our strength. Some days are harder then others but we try and think of all the good times and not the sad times but it is still hard I´m trying to celebrate your life like you would want us to do but damn it is hard sometimes to put one foot in front of the other love you always until we meet again