Edna "Edie" Thatcher

Missed very much,never forgotten. Love you Willy

...3308 days...
...472 weeks...
...108 months...
...9 years...
since you've been gone.

When my world is crashing down around me, the only thing keeping me sane is this little website and the ability to type until my fingers hurt. In the past year I've had two miscarriages. Getting pregnant was the most exciting thing that ever happened to me. However, after my miscarriages, I was told by a doctor that having children would just not be in the cards for me. That news hurt...

...3193 days...
...456 weeks...
...106 months...
...8.7 years...
since you left this earth

Well I can finally say I did it. I walked across a big stage in a crowd of way too many for my liking and was handed a piece of paper that says I'm amazing (in short lol). It may not have been the degree you hoped for me but it's something I love and something I know I'm good at. I'm now a proud carrier of a college degree and never did I think I'd be in this position. Years upon...

...2846 days...
...407 weeks...
...95 months...
...7 years...
since you've been gone.

I don't even know where to start this message. I don't even know if people read this thing anymore but it doesn't matter to me as long as I know in my heart that you see it. Your granddaughter is smarter than a whip and very beautiful. She lights up any room she enters just like you did. I find myself looking at her and seeing you more and more. Part of me wonders how different...

...2678 days...
...381 weeks...
...88 months...
...7 years...
since you've been gone

It's been over a year since I laid my heart out in this book for you. Since my last post I got married. He's everything you could ever want for your little girl but sometimes I think he deserves so much better. I love him with all of my being and I'm so glad to be his wife. The ceremony was beautiful. I cried knowing that you weren't there sitting in the audience watching the...

...2191 days since you've been gone...

As I was doing the math on how many days it's been I came to the conclusion that I feel like I'm not just calculating how many days you've been gone from this earth, but how many days since I was truly Amber. I think my lack of grief has finally caught up to me lately. I'm trying harder than ever to hide things and I think it's gotten to the point that I can't hide it. I haven't been myself since January 10, 2004 at 10:55am. Anxiety and...

...2000 days since you've been gone...

It amazes me, how much I still miss you everyday. I mean I sit back and know that Sasha is about to give birth to beautiful baby girl and I'm closer to graduating college but then I face the grim fact that you won't be here for that. I know you'll be looking down on us both as we go through these milestones in our lives but it's not the same. I miss your hugs, your kisses, your remote throwing, and just about everything else about you. ...

Mom,

Hey mommy its your youngest daughter. I'm sitting here at my house thinking about you and how long its been since everything has happened and man it feels like forever. I am so ready to see you again you have no idea. Your the reason why I continue to live and to breath every morning. You give me hope and faith to have the life you wanted me to have. I wish you could be here for my wedding. I don't know when its going to be yet but I wish you were here for it. You have a grand...