Edward J. Jackowski Jr.

my dearest ed,
tomorrow will be one year thats 365 days,8760 hours,525.600 mins.that you have been in the arms of the angles,and your mom. so why dose it feel like a life time?but yet that day feels like yesterday,the day my heart was broken, ripped out,stepped on and crushed.everyone says that the first year is the worst,but knowing that i will not have you with me for the rest of my life is worse. i know you are with me all the time. when i am in the car,that song plays you know the...

Hey Eddie its Aunt Fran just letting you know how proud you can be of Pat and Teana. Pat keeps you alive in everones heart with her many letters to you and keep your boys on the right path to be come the man you were. We all miss you and wish you were here with us but like Pat said in one of her letters to you God had a bigger plan for you.
Teana is a good Mom just like Pat and you know them Girls are well taken care of. I know Alexis miss her PopPop alot but she is so much like you...

dear ed .
to think 25 years ago today we had a beautiful baby girl.she has grown into a wonderful young woman,wife and mother.i thank god every day ,that we did such a good job raising her.and she is the woman she is today.continue to stay by her side.i know you will wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY in your own special way.i love you

dearest ed ,
just wanted to drop you a few lines to say hello.as you know things have been a little crazy around here. everything is working out OK.the kids are doing good,and your dad is good.i am really busy with the girls,during the day.and ready for bed by 8.you know i need my sleep.although it is hard sleeping because all i do is think about you.i love you and miss you so much.i was going to come to the cemetery today but it was rainy out so it is going to be really muddy.i will be...

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S
ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART YOUR LOVING WIFE,
PAT

MY DEAREST ED,
MERRY CHRISTMAS.TODAY I WENT TO TEANA'S TO WATCH THE GIRLS OPEN THEIR PRESENTS.THEN WENT TO MICHAEL'S.THE LITTLES ONES ARE SO CUTE.LAST NIGHT EVERYONE WAS HERE,WELL NOT EVERYONE.KEVIN SAID IT BEST, AS LOUD AS IT WAS HERE THEIR WAS STILL A SILENTS IN THE ROOM. TODAY I WAS FEELING REALLY BAD {SICK}AND COULD NOT MAKE IT TO SEE YOU.BUT I WILL BE THERE IN THE MORNING.ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART

December 18, 2009
my poppop,
i love and miss you very much.we all came to mommom's house for thanksgiving.then it was audrina's birthday. we had it at my house.we had pizza,ice cream and cake.now its almost time for santa to come to mommom's house.me audrina and baby michael have been really good this year.can you make sure santa knows that and brings us lots of toys.baby michael has a new house.audrina and i slept over his new house we had fun.mommom wants me to let her say hi so...

my dearesat ed.
happy thanksgiving!!wow never thought i be doing this.i know i say that all the time, but its true.having to drive to the cematery to see you on the holidays really stinks.i cry all the way to and from. i really missed you today.all the years i woke up to the smell of turkey. this year was hard.i had to do it myself . all the kids were here and the grandchildren.boy are thay getting big walking ,talking,getting into everything.you would be having a blast with them. i know...

my dearest ed ,
how are you doing today? as for me i am fine .missing you today ,yesterday wasn't good at all ,was very sad really needed you,someone to talk to someone to hold someone to listen.and that someone is you,but your not here,things have been alittle tough ,i talk to you when i am alone.i am sure you are listening,you probaly here me yelling at you ,about how mad i get that you are no longer here ,and how you left me here to deal with all the crazy things that go on in my...