Eric James Smith Sr.

Hello love Im writing this letter to tell you goodbye. Not because I don't love you anymore, but because it's time for me to stop being selfish. I keep holding on to you as if you are still apart of this world. There are so many things I will miss. I will miss everything about you. The way you look when you wake up in the morning, when you know im upset you do crazy things to make me smile, the way you made breakfast in bed for us, the time we spent watching tv on a rainey day, the nights we...

Hello my love, its your girl again.Just want to let you know you are on my mine. I spoke to Lil Eric the other day. He really miss you to. I love you baby.

Happy lover's day to you honey. I wish I could give you flower and candy, but instead I just have to settle with just giving you words of love. Happy valentines day Eric, love your bootyhead

Good morning Eric. Just wanted to say my hello to you this month. We will soon be in court. Hopefully I can gain closure out of it. I miss you so much baby. Words can't began to tell how much I miss you and how much you mean to me. I know you hear my cries, because I feel you wipe my tears away when I began to fall weak with emotions of missing you. I love you Bootyhead, your wife Camille

Hey baby, Im finding it hard to sleep tonight so I decided to get up and express somethings to you. Why does it seem as everyday go by it gets harder and harder for me to move on without you. My heart don't seem to want to let go of the pain of not having you physically in my life. Yes, I know you are around me everyday so they say but it gets really hard when I can't talk to you about how my day is going or went. I just love you so much and wonder alot about when my pain will be over. I love...

Hello honey,I miss you so much.I could not let this month go by without telling you how much you mean to me. I love you and you are forever in my heart. Love Always, wifey

Who would have ever thought after eight years of being with you, I would not know what to say to you on this morning. I know your laughing at me because I always had so much to say to you about every thing. My words can not even began to tell you how confused I am. I have the strangest feeling that you want to talk with me about something. It feels like your alive around me all the time but I just can't see you. I can feel you but the connection we share wan't let me be with you. Eric my...

Dear Eric,

It was on this day (12/5/05) last year that God called you home. And I want you to know that I miss you everyday. I plan on going to the grave site soon to bring flowers. Its just so hard for me to go there and not break down. I wish you, Carl, and Mama were still here, But I know that all of you are in a better place. I'm sure you rather be up in haven then in hell on earth. I love you EZ.

Keisha

It's almost a year. We are 1 month shy and it still feels like it happened yesterday. I just can't shake the feeling of you walking in the door saying " Bae you tried to call me". It's so many little things that make me cry and wish you were still here with me. But it's your big heart that keeps me going and the fact that I know you are happy is what will allow me to move on one day. It's so hard to do right now. I just ask that you give me a chance to really collect myself. I will be okay....