Gordon Lindy Swain Sr.

JULY 1,2009
I WISH I COULD SAY THAT ALL THINGS ARE FINE,BUT, I CAN'T.YOUR CHILDREN ARE STILL CRYING ABOUT YOUR "HOME GOING" I KNOW IT'S HARD FOR THEM.I WANT THEM TO LOOK TO JESUS FOR THEIR PEACE,BECAUSE JESUS SAID,"THERE IS A PEACE[REST] FOR THE CHILDREN OF GOD"THIS IS WHO BROUGHT ME THROUGH WHEN PATRICIA, MAMA , DADDY , CORA,TENNIE, POT AND ,WAYNE ,EVON,,NOCKER,. PASSED AWAY.I KNOW I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN IN HEAVEN.THE CIRCLE OF OUR FAMILY WILL BE COMPLETE ,NEVER TO BE BROKEN AGAIN.WHAT A...

PaPa, I was thinking today about the many years I had with you on earth. We hunted and fished together. We where Father and son as well as best friends. Your bithday and one year anniversary of your death has come and gone and i still hurt so bad. Every day is such a struggle. I go to your home often and set and feel your presence. I talk to you and ask you for advice. I miss you so much. I pray in time the pain and loss will ease.I look forward to seeing you in Heaven. Love , Paco

APRIL 12TH 2009
I KNOW YOU ARE ENJOYING YOUR TIME IN HEAVEN. YOUR CHILDREN ARE SOME BETTER, BUT IT TAKES TIME AND PLENTY OF IT ,WHEN WE HAVE TO GIVE UP OUR LOVED ONES----------TIME WILL HEAL ALL THINGS ,ESP. WHEN ONE KNOWS THAT THEIR LOVED ONE IS IN HEAVEN. WE ALL LOOK FORWARD TO THAT HOME GOING DAY.WHAT A DAY THAT WILL BE WHEN WE ALL GET TOGETHER AND SEE JESUS , WHO DIED FOR US.
NOW YOU ARE A GREAT -GREAT GRANDFATHER. OUR JOSHUA AND BAMBI HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL ,JUST LIKE...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY
i want to pick up the phone and call and wish you a happy birthday today and to ask you if you received my present and to hear you say yes coon i did but you shouldn't have done that someone else out there needs it more than i do. you never thought about yourself even on your special day. but i want you to know that you were special to me everyday of your life and how special you are to me now. i talk to you everyday and sometimes cry and sometimes i laugh...

PaPa, thinking of you for the New Year. The last 6 months without you here has been the hardest time of my life. I still look for you everywhere and miss seeing you every day. I look forward to seeing you in Heaven soon, and pray each day that God will continue to wrap hei loving arms around you an take care of you. I love you PaPa. Your Son, Paco

DADDY ITS BEEN A LONG 4 MONTHS SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE. SOMETIMES I LOOK UP AT THE HEAVENS AT NIGHT AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER JAWONNA, JR, AND MYSELF... I MISS YOU SO MUCH. BUT I KEEP GOING ON EACH DAY WHICH IS WHAT YOU WOULD WANT ME TO DO. YOU NEVER GAVE UP ON ANYTHING AND KEPT PUSHING FORWARD NO MATTER WHAT PAIN OR STATE OF MIND YOU WERE IN AT THAT TIME. THAT IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING AND PUSHING FORWARD NO MATTER WHAT. I LOVE YOU DADDY AND ONE DAY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN. UNTIL THEN...

Papa, our lifes are so empty without you here. I love and miss you so much. I visited your camper at the hunting camp the other day and sat and cried the whole time there. I see you everywhre at the hunting club.I sat and stared at the deer stand you and i was working on when you became so ill. I dont know that it will ever be finished now. God give me the strength to go on. I love you PaPa. Your son, Paco

PaPa, oh how I miss you. I see you everywhere. Please know that i love and miss you daily. I pray that Gods grace and peace will help me adjust to not seeing you each day. I look forward to seeing you again soon. Love Son

I PRAY YOU HAVE FINALLY FOUND YOUR PLACE OF HAPPY TIMES, IN THE GARDEN OF PARADISE. THIS IS GOD'S BEAUTIFUL PLACE ,HE WENT TO PREPARE FOR ALL OF US WHO ACCEPTED JESUS AS OUR OWN PERSONAL SAVIOUR. I KNOW THAT HEAVEN IS BETTER THAN DENHAM SPRINGS, LA. , AS I'VE BEEN THERE AND GOT TO SEE THE THRONE ROOM,AND HE THAT SITS ON THE THRONE. HOW FORTUNATE YOU ARE THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LIVE IN THE HELL DOWN HERE ANY MORE . HOW I LONE TO BE THERE WITH ALL MY CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN SOON. THIS WORLD...