GUFF DELP

Auntie I can't sleep. I wish I could call u . I know u are listening but I can't hear your voice!!! I am trying so hard to do right, but I'm scared it will not be enough...all I want to to keep this little girl safe, healthy and happy!! I have been so lucky to have so much love and support from our family, my amazing husband and amazing kids!! You would be so proud and amazed by Alyssa, emaleigh and Jr...i see alot of you in both my girls..so strong and independent!! And Jr, his since of...

The following is the letter I wrote to you and stood on stage in front of all that loved you and presented at your celebration of life (only because you gave me strength to share in front of all):
My dear friend and sister:
Who loved me for me,
Who laughed and cried with me,
Who held my hand
We met when we were young and stayed close to each other's side
And we gave each other the strength to go through life
We shared every piece of our lives together and we had lots of...

Lately I've added "Stefano" to the list of nicknames for your Stevie. Such a classic soap opera villain name, which of course makes me think of how we bonded over the fact that we watched all the same soaps. Memories like that are still so strong that it's crazy to think you're been gone for nearly three years! Not a day goes by that I do not pray for your loved ones, and this will continue as a difficult time of the year approaches.

I'm so thankful for you, and for the amazing...

Happy Birthday Guff.

Not a single day goes by that I do not think about you. I miss my Auntie Babe!!

Went all through your facebook today, no particular reason even, but seeing your face and reading your words again sure made me smile. Miss you special lady!

Jamie Brown

Remembering you today and missing your beautiful smile.

So, Babe I wrote a lengthy post before, while Tim was on his vacation somehow it never posted, was never meant to be I guess...now I just NEED you near and with me...I am in this alone right now, AND REALLY need your help...you and Dena were supposed to do this stuff, but now I guess it is up to me...just be by my side when I do what I have to do, know I don't have all the answers, and NEED your helping hand to help me do what I HAVE TO DO....I LOVE U AND MISS U SO MUCH; but I also know you...

I love you mommy. I would give the world to have you back. I miss you more than ever.