Helen E. Proctor

My condolences to the whole Proctor family ,not just for your mother who was a wonderful sweet woman but also the lost of your Dad ,Rick,Rose and Dino.I will be praying for the family especially for you Dora. Bam Bam

Hey Mom, its October and we just had a family cookout celebrating our love ones we lost. It was a nice gathering and your siblings came out too. I love and miss you. I think about all the things you would share with me about marriage, men and life. I think about you alot. I miss you and I dont cry so much but my heart feels empty without you here. I love you MOM. Smile down on us cause we still need to feel your love.

Good Morning Mom, We are into the first week of August 2016 and I am doing much better. I still think of you often and my heart is still heavy but I am not hurting as much. I miss you so much.The family is doing okay for now. We lost Dino so I pray he is up there with you and the others. There is no other news to share with you at this time. I know in my heart you are in a better place and I know you are happy and blessed. Please keep us in your prayers Mom. Until we see you again, I love...

Hi Mom today is a better day. I just got back from seeing my new grand kids and Tia. We had a nice trip. I miss you and I am constantly thinking about you. I feel the peace God is giving me it doesnt hurt as bad today as before. I do feel empty without you. I pray that you are with all your love ones who passed before you. I love you MOM. I will write again soon.

Hey Mom, Its me Dora, I miss you and I wanted to share the news that Tia had another baby girl. I wish you were here. Today is a bad day for me. I dont know why I cant stop hurting so badly with your passing. I think about all the things we did together and the talks. I miss those things with you. I feel cheated and then I feel selfish. I wish you had chosen to stay with us. I wish God had healed your sight then you would have stayed. I am crying now as I write this. Oh God why did...

Hi Mom, Guess what? Danny got married. Yep he did it Mom. Its was so nice and your brother Tojo married them. Aunt Mary and Ronnie were there too. It felt good to see them there. I miss you and I wish you were here with us. It was a good day with all my sisters there too. We are getting along pretty well and trying to just live life. Tia is having another girl. Yep Mom my daughter decided to try for one more. LOL Rhonda pregnant too. Another granddaughter from both of them. I...

Hi Mom, Its me again. I miss you. Its hurts still and I think its going to stay that way. I still work and take care of home but my thoughts are constantly of you. I admit I took for granted you would always be here but its doesn't matter when you left the loss is still the same. Songs, pictures, rainy days all bring me to tears when I am reminded of you. I love you and pray that GOD lets you see us time to time to just check on us. LOL

Hi Momma, I am doing better not great but better. I still think of you alot and not with so many tears but I still feel the loss. I have not been back to your gravesite yet but I do plan on it. Still hard for me to accept you are really gone. My heart remember the funny times we shared with you. The laughter we had when we all got together at your house. God I miss her so much. I love you with all my heart Mom. I hope you are able to put in a good word with God for us down here. ...

Hello again Momma,
We are heading into our first holiday without you and its hard. I miss you so much and I am not coping well without you. God the tears I still shed when I think about you being taken from us. I did not think it would be this hard Momma but it is. I want more than anything to have more time with you and to hear your wisdom on the situations I find myself in. I love you and I pray you are having a great time in heaven. I know it beats being here on this hellish...