Jacob Ward

Hey jacob it's jayce it's my first time on the Web site and I miss you so much.I may have not met you but I can picture you voice and face in my head.I want you to know I love you so much.I just wish you could be down here with me you could be my big brother but you already are my angel.I could sit here for hours just talking to you I just wish I could see you and I could talk to you for 1 minute just once but that can't happen and I have to accept it.I love you so much bye.

It's been ten yrs today that you left us. I went with Kim's family to take pictures of Dylan and his date,it was a beautiful sight but I wanted to see you standing there with your date. Knowing you and how much you loved Dylan I knew you were with us smiling. Yesterday was so hard but I know you, Grandaddy and Uncle Mike were together as you will be today. Just go to mom and give her your Angel kisses, we all know you are near us. We love and miss you so much and hurt for your mom. I know...

Jacob it's been another hard yr. But I know you and Grandaddy are butting heads and having fun. Grandaddy got so sick and I did all I could do before I had to let him go. I will always remember the three bright lights that woke me up as I lay beside him so that I could be with him as he left me. I know one of them was you and believe one other was Uncle Mike but I'm not sure who the third Angel was. My heart is broken and will never be the same, I say I'm ok and no one sees the tears I shed...

Nine yrs today our hearts were broken, you left us for Heaven. We will always miss you and hold our memories close to our hearts. It's sad but there are so many more Angels who have joined you since you left, for those parents, grandparents and relatives and friends I hurt for them but know your arms were open to welcome them. Hug the babies and play ball with the others. I know you had a hand in Jayce choosing your #33. He is so cute and acts just like you at times but as he will tell anyone...

Happy 17th Birthday Angel Jacob,
Usually I write a poem for you on this special day, but today I am sending you a note to wish you Happy Birthday!

Your Nana and I were talking yesterday and we were wondering how you look now, didn't take us long to decide that we knew you look just like your mom, especially with those big brown eyes! We also know that you still have that smile that won the hearts of everyone and we know you are one very handsome 17 year old!

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You know Jacob I wonder so often what you look and act like but then I look at your mom and I know exactly that you are tall, so handsome with those beautiful dark brown eyes and with a loving personality just as you were the day you left us. I hope your birthday is awesome. I weep for what we all wish for, that you could be here so we all could celebrate with you. Mom is doing so well but I know her heartaches for you everyday. Jayce is so very precious, he tells me so often he wants to see...

Thinking and missing you so much, guess you saw where Dylan got his truck. Was so proud for him but wish I could have seen what you would have picked for your first ride. Your little brother talks of you so much. But as your mom does I tell him what a " Special Angel" he has to watch over him and how proud you are of him as I know you are. Watching Jayce on the ball field that you once played on is a joy because I know how happy and how proud you are of him. I have to blink my eyes at times...

April 29, 2011

Angel Jacob,
Eight years ago today, our hearts were broken, we all wept
For the angels came for our Jacob and memories were all we had left

Words cannot begin to explain the impact you had on so many of us here
You had that charm and personality that we all loved so dear

Never was ther a dull moment when you were around
Maybe even a little bit of mischievous could be found

We vist your grave, have our talks with...