Jacqueline M. McAllister

HI JACKIE, IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I LAST SPOKE TO YOU. MY LOVE FOR YOU IS STRONGER THEN EVER. I HAVE BECOME A GRANDMOTHER FROM BOTH OF MY KIDS, I HAVE A GRANDDAUGHTER, AND A GRANDSON. JACKIE I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE THERE IN YOUR WAY SEEING,ENJOYING AND PROTECTING THEM AS YOU DO YOUR OWN. JACKIE EACH DAY THAT GOES ON DOES NOT GET EASIER, IT GETS HARDER. I GUESS I WILL GO TO THE CEMETARY THIS SATURDAY, IT WILL BE FOUR YEARS, GOD I WISH YOU COULD BE...

Hey Mom, Sorry i have not wrote to you in a long time, it is just so hard. It has been a little over 2 years since you left us, and trust me when i tell you that this is never going to get any easier. They say time heals the pain, but mom there is no way that time will ever heal this pain. I guess it is just something that you learn to deal with and live your life. This is just so hard that i cant even explain it. I have been going through alot lately and i just want you to help me get...

Hey Mom,
Sorry I have not wrote to you in a long time. I have been really busy i'm sure you know this already. I wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas, this was the 2nd Christmas without you. Trust me when i say it's really tough. I will write soon in the mean time i will just talk 2 you like i always do. Thanks 4 the other day Mom, u Helped me through it! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I love & miss you more everyday.

HI MOM,
I'M REALLY SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN,MY COMPUTER WAS SO OLD AND NOW WE HAVE A NEW ONE.
CHRISTMAS IS SO CLOSE AND I'M MISSING YOU MORE THEN EVER. MADI IS ALMOST 3NOW. SAM IS SOOOO CUTE AND THEY ARE KEEPING ME VERY BUSY.
I'M SO LONEY WITHOUT YOU. SOME DAYS ARE SO HARD. I KNOW YOU ARE AROUND TOO, MY PICTURES OF THE KIDS ARE ALWAYS TURNED, IT MAKES ME SMILE AND LAUGH THANKS.
MISSING YOU MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.
LOVE STACY

HI, JACKIE IS ME AGAIN, ITS GETTING CLOSE TO CHRISTMAS AND I CAN'T HELP BUT
TO THINK OF YOU, YOU GAVE ME SO MANY OF MY DECORATIONS, ITS LIKE I CAN SEE YOU IN THEN. ONCE AGAIN I AM ALL DECORATED
AND AS READY AS IM GOING TO GET FOR THE HOLIDAY'S, I'LL BE OUT TO SEE YOU SOON AS I HAVE A CARD FOR YOU.
SEE YOU SOON.

Hi Jackie I know it has been a long time, but you know I talk to you all the time, I could just hear you laughing the day I got lost in the cematary, with that man following me.
You would be so proud of your girls,
they are all doing great, Sherry being a nurse now, and B working for the Red Cross, and Stacy with her second little girl, you were right once again when you said she would have a girl, I know you would just love her so much, she looks so much like madison. Little...

Hey Mom
Sorry i have not wrote to you in awhile, it is just so hard. I miss u so much. It's not getting any easier, but all of us are hanging in there. Well today is Mother's Day I hope you had a good day. I'm sure Aunt Vickie, Grams, Nan & you were all together relaxing & enjoying your day. Make sure you let them know i was asking about them. I know all of you & a few others are together. Mom please help us get through this, it is just so hard. Well i'm gonna go Mom, talk to you...

I just wanted to say "thank you"for the beautiful day you gave us all on Sunday for Madisons birthday party..It was a cool/cloudy morning and when I got off the phone with Stacy I was thinking of you and the sun came out. I know many people don't believe in signs, but I am one of the ones who do. It turned out to be a beautiful day(just a little windy). My little Michael thinks Madison is the best thing in the world. They are inseperable somedays and other days fight like brother and sister....

Mom-Mom,
I miss you. I went with Aunt Stacy to see you and great-great grandma and great-great grandpa and Aunt Vickie. We got you Halloween stuff. We got a scarecrow and a pumpkin (but not from the pumpkin patch). I wanted to know if you liked it better up there or down here. I love you. Me and Jimmy were crying at night because we wanted you. I want you to come back. Melina always asks where you are and then Aunt Stacy says your sleeping with the angels. At me and Madi's birthdays,...