James A. Maloney

There is still a hole in my heart weir your love used to be, I have tried many ways to fill it and in doing so realized there is nothing that repairs a hole like that. So until we meet again I continue to carry you with me.

"There is no one else besides me, sayith the Lord".
One Love, One Life, One Death!. I'll keep you safe in my heart next to our Lord. Your BBS Pattye

Hello sweetheart,
A year ago today you moved on to a place where there is no pain and sorrow. You are beyond all the ills of this plane of existence and when ever I start to cry and mourn, I remind myself "He is safe ,now." and it becomes clear that I have no reason to mourn or grieve. You will never know the loss of parents, children, wife you are beyond all of that sadness.
Both Michael and I miss your presence very deeply but neither of us begrudge you your rest, darling...

Did you see them, did ya. Remember when we were kids sitting in front of the P.D.wich ment we were also right underneth them. Red, White, Blue, and kinda shiney if I remember it right.
Man, Did you see that new bright Orange color.Remember Austins first year seeing them. we were at Peiora and the wind kept changing direction, so they were delaid by an hour so. We were right under them that time to. remember ,he dident even cry.Mabye its genes, ya know what Im saying.
Speeking...

Dear Jimmy,
Thanks for showing up last night and for the hug,you are right, everything will be ok.
A spical thanks from both Courtney and me. We both relize that there were more than just her hands on that stering wheel the other day.
The other 2 girls thank you to.
I am kinda jellous that you can watch over all of us at cirtain times,you can see stuff and step in, but I have to wait for the phone call.
From My Heart To Your Heart,
I Love You, Your...

We haven't talked to your family today, Sheila, Gene, Christopher Michael and Sara were here for the day.
We try not to call Rita on Sundays, knowing how the treatments wear her out. We know too that this must have been a hard Father's Day for them without you.Each of them misses you so much each in their own way.
Your bio-Dad is going into the hospital tomorrow for heavy duty surgery. Suppose you know that already where you are, though. We are praying for him and we hope you...

good morning, Sweetheart,
It is 8:30 in AZ and I hope the place your body rests has a flag and some flowers by it this morning, Memorial Day 2005.
You would like that, I think, although you would claim you were no fallen hero. There is no one in all the family who would agree with you. You crammed so much of life into 49 years almost as if you knew you would have less time than most.
You did things most people never accomplish; fulfilled your dream of military service,...

Hello Jim,
Well Mother's day has come and gone. Sheila, Gene and the babies came down, Rita called, so did Scott and Pattye.And even though we never intended to, when the last call was over, we cried with our arms around each other missing the one person from whom logically we never expected a call.Holidays are difficult dear boy, but so are the very ordinary days. Your absence is always there like an elephant in the room not mentioned but always acknowleged and felt.
Do you...

Dear Jimmy:
Thought of you today! Think of you everyday if the truth be known. Miss you greatly. Had another loss in our extended family. Please be kind enough to show Robin the ropes. Help her to feel at ease up there as you made so many people feel at ease down here.
Love, your sister.