Jason M. Martino

Jay, I've been sitting here thinking what was happening 21 years ago at this very time. I was sitting next to you holding your hand knowing you were about to leave me forever, my heart was breaking into a million pieces. I was so scared, I didn't want to let you go, but I knew I had to, you were in so much pain. I put you in God's hands and off you went 21 years ago at this very time. My life, your children's life forever changed. I tried my best, but nothing has ever been the same. I think...

20 years Jay, time flew by but not the pain! Only a few weeks after you were gone the paster from church told me time heels all wounds. He made me so angry with that statement I never spoke to him again! So 20 years later my heart is still shattered, the pain in my chest is unbearable, the tears I cry keep flowing. Years, time will never make my heartache heal. You were my first born, my first love! The person I was the day you were born died when you died, I just exist in this world the...

This is always so hard! Every year that goes by when the 8th of April comes I’m thrown right back to 2004. All the memories of that day come flooding back and knocked me right back down! It’s like losing you all over again and again. My heart shattered then and it’s still shattered! I love you and miss you with all my heart!
Mom

Jay, I pray you were there when Mike earned his wings. He needs guidance to see his way; he was not the same Mike these last few years. I think of you often, even more now that you have a buddy with you.
-- Aud

I think of you everyday!! You are never forgotten! Love you Jay!

Holly

I love and you miss with all that I am! My heart still hurts so much!

Jay, always in my heart, always on my mind. I love you forever, my friend!!!

Jay,
The tears still come, sometimes when I least expect them. The last couple of years I've worked harder moving forward, it's just not that easy
You were and will forever be my first love. I didn't know what love was until you were born. I laid eyes on you and it was instant, a mother's love lasts for eternity! We will be together again and a new adventure with this life stuff!
Until then as always "To the moon and back"!
Love, Mom

Jay its been thirteen years but it feels just like yesterday that we lost you. There is never a day that you don't enter my mind in some way. I don't see the kids as much as they are so grown up now and have their own lives to live. But when I do see them they remind me of you so much. This is a hard day for all of us but in our own ways remember and celebrate the past when you were with us and the joy you brought us. I Love You and am so grateful you came into my life.
Love Larry ...