JASON WILLIAM PASZEK

I was thinking of you yesterday on your birthday, and I was talking about some of the last conversations we had and some of the things I learned once you had passed away. It´s healing to know that even though we had periods of not talking, you loved me then as much as I loved you. I reflect often - but particularly near your birthday - about the hindsight of age, about who we grow into in relation to the people who have left us too soon. The perspective I have of you, and of myself from so...

Thinking of you today, and most days. I keep the memories of you tucked into a small, warm, closely held part of my being and I reflect on who you were fondly and with love. Always so much love. I miss you and sometimes (not very often, these days) dream of you. I like to imagine that it's you, reaching out from beyond the veil to remind me that there is an "after" and that you're there, waiting for all of us. Time marches forward, life continues, and the love remains.

Thinking of you today, Jason. I like to think that you'd be so proud of how far I've come in life and when I think of you I often reflect on how far you might have gone in yours. I wonder what music you would have released, what trips you would have taken, and what memories we would have made. I still believe that there is some other plane of existence in which we righted the ship and figured it all out. I imagine in all of the timelines running parallel to ours there are versions of you...

Happy Birthday, J. I love you and miss you. The time marches on and I know that someday I´ll see you again. Sometimes I still dream about you and I take it as a sign that you´re okay and somewhere that´s just slightly out of reach for us here on earth. I think of you often when I hear certain music or when I am outside in nature listening to the raucous of the birds & frogs. I wonder if you´d be happy if you were still with us. I wonder what you´d think of this election cycle and the...

Thinking of you today, J. I find it hard to believe that it's been almost six years since you passed away. Life has really changed so much and yet it feels like it was all just yesterday, if I blink. I still dream of you sometimes and I imagine it's your way of showing me that you're ok. I love you; I have always loved you and I will always keep you close to my heart.

Time marches on and all of us with it. You recently celebrated your 37th birthday in heaven and I hope you know we were all thinking of you. In another lifetime I am sure we were all together. Until then I hope you watch over your mom and Ryan. Miss you still, J. Love you always.

Christmas morning, and the house is filled with your music. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have these gifts from you. Merry Christmas Jason

It's almost Christmas and I hope that wherever you are you are enjoying a white Christmas and you know how loved you were.

Happy Heavenly 36th Birthday Jason!! Thinking back today on your birthdays and how much fun we had for days getting together with family & friends to celebrate you and the 4th. Those were some good times, great memories, and today I celebrate you! Loving and missing you....happy birthday son!