Jason E. J. Veilleux

Jason,
Here I am 3 days late. All of us miss you so much. It's been a very hard year. We buried Grandpa Bradford on January 8. I know you were at the gates to help him through. Take care of him for us. It's helps a little when I ask God to give you a hug for me. I miss seeing you ride up to the back porch on your bike. I miss taking you to Steak N Shake for chocolate/banana side by sides. I miss taking you to Dr appointments. On January 23 I have to go to the same oral surgeon I...

Jason,
It's been 1 year today since you left us. It's been so hard without you. I've been torn in two since the day you left. I wish I could trade places with you so you could resume your life with your brother and sisters. People try to tell me it gets better and I pretend that it does. But it doesn't for me. I lie and say it does. I feel like I'm trapped in purgatory. I hope you're not upset with me. I'm trying to stay strong for your brother, but its tough sometimes. I miss you and my...

Jason,
I can't believe it's been a year since you left us. It's been really tough for us all, especially on the holidays and your birthday. I think of you every day, I still carry your picture in my car. Sometimes I can still hear your voice in my mind, which is a small bit of a comfort. We,ve got a beautiful collage of photos of you over your life time and I look at it everyday , just to remind me of how prescious life is. I love and miss you so much. Austin and Mark keep you in their...

Jason,
I still haven't forgotten about you. Happy Birthday (a little late) You cross my mind daily. I know that you are okay, but we all miss you still. Keep your eyes on your family & keep them safe. I'm at FSU now working hard for my degree. Hope all is well with heaven. Keep it chill!

Love
Leisa

Jason,
I celebrated your 18th birthday on the beach with your family today. I will always be here to celebrate your life. I have so many good memeries with you. I hope you are still having fun and joking and laughing. I wouldn't want you to be sad especailly when you know we will be together again one day. I think of you every day and some days that's hard, but only because I miss you. Remember love is the reason for everything (good that is) and my love for you is forever. love Mother.

Today is your 18th birthday. We miss you so much Jay. Not an hour passes that we don't have you in our hearts and minds. I want to share with you a poem Uncle Mark wrote the other day. It sums up what all the rest of us feel:

He was a big kid yet walked through life with such grace.
He was a big kid always a smile on his face.
He was a big kid loved by all since the day he was born.
So when you think of him smile back don't mourn.
He was a big kid we remember in so many...

The 4th of July just isn't the same without you, Jason. You blew up the neighborhood last year. You were so funny and ready to win a war with the guys across the street. You even made me promise not to tell your Dad. "It was that bad." The guys came by Dad's yesterday. It's just not the same without you. I miss you so much......I love you.

wow, it still doesn't feel right to not have you here. I have a picture of us in the sixth grade, pride class. you had all your hair in braids and I was wearing some weird peach skirt. I carry it in my wallet, just to remind me that I had some sort of impact on your life. I know for sure that you did on mine. I went to your funeral. My first one. It's just so hard to believe that I saw you two days before the accident. I hadn't seen you in a while, then all of the sudden you were at Oceanwalk...

My Dear Grandson,
You have no idea how much I miss you. My minister tells me to just ask God to give you a hug for me. You must have had a million hugs by now. You will live in my heart forever.

Love,

Grandma Grispino