Jeff Cullen

My heart is broken all over again, but there is relief in the knowing. If only things were getting better instead of the backward turn we are making, I could feel some relief. I love you, Jeff. You are always, always in my thoughts and in my heart. There's a beautiful moon tonight, and we are both under the same starry sky, though you may be a bit above and beyond.

My dearest Jeff, People say a lot of things about grief. Alot of them are nonsense. "Time will heal this pain" is at the top of the list. "Grief is the price of love" - now that one is true. The measure of how much or how hard or how long a person "grieves" seems to be related to the depth of the love, and the closeness of the connection. You will always be the first thought and the last thought and many other thoughts each day. After 14 years, I know this to be true. I love you and miss...

I didn't know Jeff personally.. but while I was bike riding at Huntington Beach, I came across this beautiful bench couldn't help but stop by to admire it's beauty and all of the things painted on it. A nice local guy approached me and told me the meaning behind that beautiful bench and how Jeff's parents had it made with all of the things Jeff loved and enjoyed doing! Denise & Gary my most senciere condolences to you. May your guardian angel rest in paradise and continue to look after his...

Your 40th birthday. The last one you were here with us was your 27th. I cannot believe this and neither can some of your friends. I miss you, and love you and you are in my heart and head every single day, many times a day. That will never change. I hope you are in the very best place imaginable. This is not that, not ever - without you, but right now, we are going through a horrific time. It affects all of us in some way. Some, sadly, much worse than others, but it's a big, big thing and I...

Another new year without you here. I miss you so much.

Hi babe,
Writing here for the first time in a long time. In 15 minutes August 5 will be over and the worst date of my life will be gone for another year. I miss you as much as ever and I love you beyond words. I cannot believe it's been 12 years since I saw you, heard your voice, felt your love ~~ Mom

I love you Jeff

I will always have this piece of my heart that smiles whenever I think about you.

Hi baby,

I haven't been here in awhile but it's Mother's Day, my first alone. It's very weird. Doesn't feel like Mother's Day but I hope to feel you sometime today. You are loved and missed even more than when you left. Watch over our family, there's a lot of pain and difficulties now.

I love you and I will see you in the blink of an eye
Mom