Jeffrey Dee Holler

I am so sorry,I never knew,till i decided to check today! Rest his soul! I called for so long,well now I know.RIP JEFFERY.

6 months today, dear brother. Not a single moment nor day goes by that you aren’t missed.
Forever, my big brother ❣❣❣❣

3 months today. I was telling Velina that there is a somber quality to life without you in it. Everything is quieter and I guess that's okay.
Still so unfair and sad, dear brother. So, so very sad. You are so missed and loved!
I love you,
Jami

I planted the beginnings of my garden today in honor of you, dear brother.
Two months are going to lead to more without you here. I so wish it was different
The grief is changing, but your absence is permanent. I continue to ache.
Forever loving and missing you.
Your sister,
Jami

My dearest brother
I continue to grieve your loss so deeply. Time was taken from you and those of us who loved you that wanted more time. The powerlessness of grief is horrible.
Sometimes I feel selfish that I want you back so much. To have you back would mean you still had your pain. That I wouldn’t want.
I want to have magical powers-to bring you back and have your pain absent.
Instead, my reality is to still grieve because I love you so.
You sister
Jami

It’s been one month my true love. I long for your voice. I long to see your gait as you moved around working in the garden. I miss our time on the boat as we collected water samples for your work. I miss our life. You will forever be in my heart. I love you Jeff....... Velina

It’s been one month since your death, dear brother and not a moment goes by without missing you. And then there is time, with it’s parallel concepts around grief. With the passage of time, I know my grief will find a resting place. It will also mean you have been gone longer and it is this later concept that still brings such sadness and tears.
I want to still brighten each other’s day with a text or a phone call where no matter what, you will say , “ now take care, hon, I’m fine”.