John Paul JP Kneece Sr.

My loving, mean, funny, bossy, amazing big brother...
It's almost 2:30 am. I'm awake, swollen legs hurting & propped up, not able to sleep & nothing to do or anyone to talk to. I check my email. Might as well, you know? I opened one just bc I didn't know where it came from...
I'm now crying & hurting more than just in my legs. It was you, your face smiling at me when I opened the email. Reminding me it's been almost a year that you've been gone. Like I needed to be reminded. I think...

Paul , I miss you Son , and I love you now and always. I loved you all your life , you are my precious Son. I know that you are in Heaven with Jesus and without any pain now , thats what gives me strength to carry on. Again Paul , Daddy Loves You .

I have not seen Paul in his adult life, I only remember him as a sweet young boy. I was very sad to hear of his passing. May God rest his soul and bless his loved ones, I know that he will be greatly missed.

Paul u were taken from us way to soon.I love you Paul and always have.You were an awesome Dad.I know in my heart where you are because God doesn t make mistakes.You were my friend and i cherish our friendship.Tell Stacey and Dusty i love them.You will never be forgotten.

Bubba I'll always look up to you just like in this pic. All little girls get starry eyed about their heros, and you were definitely my hero. In my mind there was nothing that you could not do. I wish you had not chosen to do this disappearing act though. LOL. I just miss you so much and it has only been 2 days. My world feels empty and I feel all alone. I'm more than willing to feel this pain for eternity to know that you are not hurting anymore. I love you.
Sissy Pooh Bear