John Robert Riddell

John, you enter my mind everyday. Even today on the anniversary of your passing you vividly came into my thoughts and said inner most secrets you held to me. I listened and understand . I love you son. And miss you everyday. And from reading others post . A friend of yours Emily is still in contact with you and is thankful for being a part of your short life. You have missed by many and loved by all and still are. Love Dad

John. I love you. I still miss you. I think about you often. I still have that hug token you gave me. I remember you each time I see those Milka chocolates. Every year on your birthday and on the anniversary, I stop by the store, and I get a Powerade, and a bag of crazy bread. I wish I had been better about writing you on here. It is still hard. I had a dream about you, once, right after you died. And sometimes when I go to bed I think about that. And I hope to meet you there again. And then...

John, You would have turned 21 this year in August 2023. I think about you everyday and wish I could have been there to protect you. I had to find after I investigated that you were being cyber bullied 24/7 and also bullied in West Jordan, Utah . I love you such and I am still devastated by this.

John, We got your message with the lights going off and on and taped it so your Sister Robyn could see it. When we said your name and asked you to turn the left light on . You did, and to make sure we were not imagining it Crystsal said "John, can you turn the right light on?". And it came on. We did that a couple times. And you switched them on and off by our voice. It was a sign that you are "OK" and were with us. I feel your presence all the time and talk to you. I love you with all my...

John it’s your 19th birthday and I miss you so much. It’s been fours years and Your sister and I think of you every and even more on your birthday Dec 21st and Aug 19. We wish you would have reached out to either of us to help from the cyber bullying and torment you must have went through. We love you with all our hearts.

John it’s your 19th birthday and I miss you so much. It’s been fours years and Your sister and I think of you every and even more on your birthday Dec 21st and Aug 19. We wish you would have reached out to either of us to help from the cyber bullying and torment you must have went through. We love you with all our hearts.

John, I love you with all my heart and always will. You did not deserve what happened to you. Your sister and I miss you terribly. I’m watching Star Wars today in honor of you and thinking of you, love Dad

Your birthday just passed. I did my best to keep to our traditions, as silly as they seemed. I wish I could've behind the store that we use to get drinks at. Happy 16th birthday, my friend. If you're somewhere in the clouds, just beyond our sight, I hope you had a good celebration. I love you.