John Smith

I am counting on my fingers and can't believe that we are going on 7 (7 ???) YEARS that you have been gone. I think about you, had a dream about seeing you again and I so wish that I could have visited you, even in the hospital. I would have flown to Texas. I actually had a detective friend look for for you and couldn't find you until one morning at 3am I typed your name into the computer and there you were, looking straight at me from the computer, from an obituary. It was a Heart Shock for...

I can't believe that you have been gone 5 years. As my heart tumbles with ache and my mind with memories I loved you then and I love you still. I so so so wish I could have spent some time with you before you left this earth. I have so much to Thank You for Don. I love and miss you now and I will love you and miss you forever and ever. My heart is so heavy with losing you.

I still think of you so often and I wish with all my heart I would have found you before you went to heaven. I would have flown anywhere to see you again. You will be forever in my heart and I miss your absence so so much. I love you and miss you John Donald Smith and all-ways will.

You were my FIRST Boyfriend and I was so so proud of you! We met at a roller skating rink in Walnut Creek (1967) and I have been looking for you randomly from out of Martinez, and now I see you have left our earth. I am so heartbroken and PLEASE could Renee' maybe call me? I have some old wonderful pictures of him and the best best best memories! (I remember your mother and Renee'!) Please, someone if you can find it in your heart to talk to me I would be so grateful. My # is...

Dearest Donnie I have not seen you in years but I will miss you forever. When I was little and visiting your mom would buy me paper dolls and you would help me cut them out We would drink coffee together and you wouldn't tell my mom so I wouldn't get in trouble. God Speed Donnie and give a big hug to my mom and dad for me. Love you Cherie Alaimo