May God bless you and your...

My John, I am soo sorry. I did not know that you were going to have another seizure. Back in January, when you were in the hospital, they never told me that you could have one that would kill you while you were sleeping. My pain and guilt is soo severe that i do not know what to do anymore. I love you forever and always. You are my hero. I found your poem, it is beautiful. It will be published soon. It is amazing all of your friends you had who loved you. I wish I knew them while you...
Kathy Kugler
August 26, 2011 | Belvidere, IL