Johnny F. Dockery

Dear Johnny, I wish you knew how very much i need & miss you! I am falling
my friend and need you to take my hand,show me how to stand up even when i am exhausted & near the end of my rope...I need some happiness Johnny, a friendship like ours i know i can never replace nor would i
ever wish for again. loosing you &
your friendship has brought more hurt & left such a tremendous empty
place in my heart more then I think
can handle sometimes...please Johnny, I...

Christmas was not the same this year!
Sam & I missed you very much... all the cards and calls we had last year
really made x-mas of 2002 special &
one we will always remember. so far a
thanskgiving, a birthday and now a christmas without you! it feels like for ever Johnny & i miss my friend
so much... i love you, Lisa.

THANKSGIVING PASSES BUT NOT WITHOUT
MUCH THOUGHT OF YOU! I PLANNED (UNSUCCESSFULLY) TO MAKE THE PECAN PIE. MAYBE FOR X-MAS I WILL? SAM & I
WERE THINKING OF YOU,IT WAS CLEAR WE WERE MISSING YOU SO MUCH!! WE WENT TO THE PARADE IN NEW YORK & WHILE THERE I REALIZED I WAS STANDING ON THE VERY CORNER I'D STOOD WITH YOU
ONLY A YEAR AGO. IF I'D KNOWN THAT
WOULD BE THE LAST TRIP YOU'D MAKE TO
VISIT I'D HAVE MADE SURE YOU HAD A
BETTER TIME!! I'D HAVE HUGGED YOU...

My Dear Friend:
2-months & 1-day have passed since your passing:( I pray God has you safe & In his loving arms. I think of
you all the time & my god how I miss you dearly, yet I feel your presence near me:) I love you & most of all I
thankyou...because i know your watching over me!! Please try to reach for me Johnny, tell me what It
is you want me to know... I'm listening. love lisa

36 days have come & gone since your
leaving us, but not a one went by without missing you dearly! i miss you so much Johnny! If only I could speak to you once more. I LOVE YOU!!

I will miss your kind words. You was there for me on my first day as a Deputy Sheriff's in the main jail. I am sorry I could not make it back to see you for the last time.

I will never forget you Johnny & I thankyou with all of my heart for the
love & kindness you showed me & samantha we will always love you ALWAYS! I WILL MISS YOU MY DEAR FRIEND, LOVE LISA