JOSEPH W. FERDERBAR

Happy Valentines Bub its been 3 years and i still feel your presence everywhere in this house i still hear the door open and think you are home thank you for all that we had for 20 years i will love you always and forever please keep watching over our boy he is 13 now and going through tough teenage years and peer pressures watch over him and guide him in the right direction i love you always and forever and miss you each and every day love Denise xoxoxox

bub it is coming up on 2 years since i lost you i just want you to know i miss you everyday, i wish i could of helped you i hated watching you go through all that pain in front of my eyes and i could do nothing to help. you were my life i am so thankful i have JC he is my rock now, you were my rock for 21 years i know i may not of told you that much but we both know we were each others lives. untill we meet again just know i love and miss you and will do my best to raise JC the way you would...

joe just wanted to say i am thinking of you each and every moment i miss you so much each day gets harder and harder the empty feeling in my stomach hurts each day i stopped up to visit you there was so much i wanted to tell you i sit at work and go for the phone so many times just to call you as i always did i love and think of you always it is tough i know you wanted me to stay tough too its just so hard it is 3 weeks now since i lost you i know you are at peace now and that is the only...

hey bubba its now going on 2 weeks they have been the longest 2 weeks of my life i can not accept that you are gone it is so hard going on like this i sit here and just think of you all the time i know you are in a much better place i am happy you are no longer suffering i am doing my best with JC i hope it is good enough my heart breaks everyday for him he has lost so much joey stopped yesterday he went to jcs concert with me at school as did debbie i am so lucky they went it would of been...

So sorry to hear about Joe Denise. You are one of the strongest people I know. My thoughts and prayers are with You,JC, and the rest of your family.

Denise and Family my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family Boss lady,may god bless you and your family. You have my deepest sympathy.