Julian Barraza

I am seriously missing Julian like you wouldn't believe. I miss the best friend he was to me. He was the guy you go to for anything. He was the type of friend that would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. He was notorious for turning frowns upside down because he has was then, as he is now.. a ray of sunshine. I recently have been involved in two car accidents this month and one being my own and I wish I had my best friend to vent to or to tell me it will all be okay. I asked...

I miss JPB so much. I hope you are flying high in heaven... I'm so lost without you. But I have faith we will all be together someday so I'll live to die another day and hope I see you jamming in the clouds. .1911914

My heart goes out to Julians family and his boys! I hope you know your dad is shining down on you from heaven! Holidays always seem to be so tough when it comes to missing someome who meant so much to you. Julian was my best friend but above that he was a dad and a damn good dad too! There were nothing more he charised than his kids. I pray that their young minds know that even know it may seem like like God is punishing us taking #JPB to heaven wayyy too soon he has a plan and we will see...

Today I turned 30 years old and I was angry Julian wasn't here to make fun of me for being so old and this past weekend I was angry he wasn't here to celebrate Easter with his family but I just heard a song on the radio called only the good die young and I was able to find peace and smile again because I know that's the truth. I hope you guys can find peace in that also knowing how true of a statement that is. I still don't understand why God takes the ones that are so perfect away from us...

Today I was in Ottawa and I couldn't pass up the opportunity to visit Julian. As sad as I feel when I am there I couldn't help but smile because it was a beautiful day and Julian loved beautiful days to go on adventures. It's not fair he is gone too soon but I pray about him all the time and for his family and I think I can hear him through the music and see him when the sun shines. Julian Barazza I miss you much!!! Living here without you seems like hell but I have faith I will see you again...

Another holiday without Julian feels like God is torturing me. Even one as silly as Valentines Day.. because I know Julian made fun of the heart holiday as a promo for big corporations to make money... even though everyone knows he wouldn't dare let a VDay go past without spoiling his two sons and fiance.. that's what really gets me about him being gone is how big of a heart he had.. he wasn't one to flaunt it but his heart could wrap us all up and stop the tears of grieving if he was here....

The holidays don't seem right without Julian. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you my friend. I'm so heartbroken for the Barraza family still, and praying that it gets better. He was a one of a kind guy.. talented and so perfect. I hope you had a good Thanksgiving in heaven JPB.

Today was a very emotionally hard day trying to get through the tradgedy of losing someone as perfect as Julian. They say time heals but it feels like the longer he's gone the bigger the hole in my heart gets but I have to trust that God had better plans for him in heaven. I have never met someone with such a happy and humble outlook on life.. he took pleasure in the simple things in life like his family, his faith, and his guitar. He was one of a kind and I can't imagine the pain the Barraza...

It's not fair such a precious soul was taken from us so soon. I swear some days I can see that beautiful smile in the clouds. I guess it is true God only takes the best. I miss you so much, my friend, Julian. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you or listen to your music. I hope you have finally found your peace.