Julie Ann Flatt

mom,

i didnt know this page existed, or at least i forgot it did. i wish you were here, even if i didnt get to know you super well. i think about how different my life would be if you had been here, but at least i know in my heart you would have supported me through my transition. im sorry i changed my name from amber, but im living my life as who im meant to be now.

i live in florida now. its been almost three years since i moved out, but i still miss going to see you...

I remember seeing Jules a few days prior to the day she passed. She spoke of her love for her girls and especially Vinney. I think of her often as well. RIP Jules.

Hey, Long time. I'm sorry that I can't be the person that you need me to be. I try but it's way to hard. You were always stronger then me. I dont know how you always did it. Regardless. There is so much going on in the family right now it's like a crazy world. Death, Weddings and babies. It's like never ending. But a least I have you to listen to me when I am talking in the car by myself. At least I know who I am talking to. I probably look like a nut to everyone else. Well I...

Hey Sis!
It should be easier than all this after all these years, but it isn't. Thanksgiving was hard on us all. But I enjoyed having dinner with your family on the 25th. You better be proud of your husband, he is a saint. I am so greatful to Vin, the way he has held it all together. Even though I know he hates going on. He loved you so much. And he has become a very close friend to me. We need eachother I guess. Well sis, I love you and will talk to you tonight in my dreams....

Hey Sis,
I am sitting here thinking about you as always. I miss you so much, and they say it gets easier, but it don't. I saw Lexi at Christmas time, she is so beautiful, just like her mom. She has gotten so big. I almost cryed when I saw her. She is still Lexi though. I am so happy her and Vin still keep in touch. He misses you alot, but you would be so proud of him sis. He has done such a great job with your girls. And he has been so good to me. I see how you loved him so much, he...

hey mommie it has been a crazy school year! I start night school tonight and im praying that this will have me up to date with all my work so that i will be able to be a senior next year. i just wanted to to tell you that i miss you and that i love you very much mommie and i wish you were here to hold my hand through all the rough times i've had so far without you, i know that you are looking down on us and smiling along the way but it isnt the same. i love you

Hey Mommie,
i miss you like mad! there were so many times i wish i could just pick up the phone and call you, but i know that isn't possible.there are times where i wish i could just hug you and have you tell me how much you love me. im sorry i haven't spent time with the girls like i should, but mom its hard to go there without you kissing me goodnight. i went up on christmas with my boyfriend and i wished so much that everything that happened was a dream and when we got there you...

It seems like a lfe time ago that I lost you, but is in fact two years ago, I miss you, In more ways than I ever thought possible,
Love always

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
Still miss you just like it was yesterday that it happened
love you