Justin Spencer Carmical

I miss you so much.

Justin,

Thank you so much for being you as well as being somebody who I admired and enjoyed watching through the years and going to you're livestreams. You got me into importing Japanese games and was going to tell you that I had started importing games myself because of you and you're show.

You had such an impact on everybody who knew you, and even though I didn't meet you in person, you still called me and viewed me as a friend like everybody else you had touched with you're...

R.I.P Justin. You inspired me to be a better person and reminded me that the world is a beautiful place. You always used to tell fans how important they were and how you cared about them. Probably my favorite quote from you is "you are not stupid", something so simple with so much impact. I hope that wherever you are, you're laughing and joking like you always did. Thank you for everything. R.I.P friend.

"You're not stupid. You're not an idiot. Don't ever tell yourself that you are....

I still cannot believe you are gone. You have been in my life for as long as I can remember. You were my first love. I miss you.

You were one of the first people I instantly clicked with when I got here. You were a great friend for the time I had you. I think of you often and I miss you dearly.

I have no words that I can say that will take the pain of losing you away. You were my dear friend and I will always love you.

Justin, you were a light in a very dark world. Your warmth, your embrace, and your smile could instantly turn a terrible day upside-down. I'll miss you for the rest of my days, and your kindness will NOT be forgotten.

And I'll go ahead and say it here: if I ever have a son, he will carry your name, because I can't think of a better man in my life to serve as my son's namesake.

See you on the other side, Justin.

Justin, I have been talking with you a lot lately. You are always on my mind, and you're always hanging around somewhere in my periphery. I see you everywhere. I know that you are with all of us, and I know that you will always be with us. I Love You for all that you were to all of us. You are my Hero, forever. Thank you for being you.

Love you,
Kelly