Justin Robert Espinoza

I miss you. I always will.

Your 28th birthday came and went on October 12th of this year. Mom and I spent the day with Chaz and Asia. Of course, it's always around this time that we think of you MORE than often (if that's possible). Chaz and I talk of how you took him to the Haunted Houses and used him as a shield as you made your way through the scary characters. Ha. Your son, Roman turned 6 this year. Unbelievable how time flies. He has a new baby sister even. Life is quite a journey. I'm letting go off the...

Hi, Justin.
I think of you every day. I miss your smile and your wonderful laugh. I miss how you made us all laugh. Your birthday came and went. I missed you so much on that day, especially.
I lost my friend Jim Hold this month. I know you welcomed him with open arms the way that you would and the way that Butch did you.
Some day you can welcome me too. It will be a sweet day.

Love always,
mom

Miss you more than ever. Need you more than ever. My everything.

I hear the phrase, Time Heals All Wounds but it really doesn't. As time goes on, I don't wake up from my sleep sobbing but not a day goes by where I don't think of you.

You were such a constant in my life - always willing to keep me company.

I remember laughing so hard when we were trying to dress Roman in the parking lot of Target - such a wiggle worm! That was one of the last memories I have of you.

It seems sometimes when we fear something SO much, it comes...

These months are the toughest.

You would've been 25 on the 12th of October and the day you passed (the 15th of December) is coming up. Your son turned 3 years old on September 25th. He is such a character. We all take great comfort in him.

You were the last to be born outta the four of us and the first to go - the fact that you know what is beyond this place on earth boggles my mind.

You save a place for me. I look forward to seeing you when it's my time.

WE ALL LOVE YOU JUSTIN AND MISS YOU A TON. HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY IN HEAVEN! WE WILL ALL SEE YOU AGAIN.

Your son is here with us now. I am so blessed to be his Aunt Lala. Thank you, Justin. Thank you for you. I physically ache I miss you SO much.

Hi, my sweet baby boy. The last couple of months have been tough for me. My dear friend, Donna Curtis, died October 3rd of this year after a long illness similar to Butch's. She was always so good to you and always there helping me out with taking care of you for the summers while I worked. You spent the time with her Jimmy and you got to do a lot of fun things like summer day camp & going camping up north with Jimmy's dad, Patrick Curtis. I don't know what we would have done without them. ...