Keith Alan Ewing

Yesterday made it another year without you.. Making it 2. It really hasnt gotten any easier, as Sarah said, we all seem to hold on to the past because thats all we have of you left- memories. Man Keith, you would be so proud of Matthew, he has a job, hes been doing really good in recovery ( a couple slips here and there but nothing to horrible) not to mention your granddaughter! You would be so proud to call her yours. Ugh Sandra and I were saying yesterday.. maybe in 10 years it will get...

Havent written in a while, my apologies for that.I am quitting the barn in march too many injuries an close calls dan gets super worried ya know..... that is ok because i got a raise at eastwood so it works out really well! Things still arent right and it seems we all keep holding on to the past. who wouldnt keep holding on ? I mean the past has you in it! the present and future well............that is another story. off to work i go just wanted to stop and say i frieking love u!!!

CHRISTMAS IS HERE AND YOU ARE NOT WHICH MAKES THINGS VERY SAD.
WE ATE GOOD FOOD AND GOT GREAT GIFTS STILL I JUST WANT MY DAD.

WE MISS YOU SO AT TIMES ITS HARD THEN TEARS BEGIN TO FALL.
I MISS YOUR SMILE, YOUR SOOTHING VOICE HOW I WISH THAT YOU COULD CALL.

WITHOUT YOU HERE YOUR LOVE AN JOY CHRISTMAS IS SO NOT RIGHT.
SO I WILL GO TO BED AN DREAM OF MY PERFECT CHRISTMAS NIGHT!

i WROTE THAT FOR YOU KEITH! i MISS YOU SO MUCH! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

maddie's here! thought i would be the first to tell you. she is adorable an everyone has fallen in love with her. I really wish you could talk back when i talk to you so much is going on in my life right now, an at the end of the day i am a 26 yr old little girl who needs her daddy! you always made things less painful no matter what :) i love you sorry this one is so short i am having a weird day today

my wireless was being funny so i didnt get to write yesterday. happy birthday ! mom has such a vacant look in her eyes lately she misses you so much; we all do! she just got back from europe an had a crappy time cuz it was not with you. she did spread your ashes at the vatican in rome though :) i am in destin florida right now ugh ! i wont even begin to explain the reason why right now hahaha i love u an dj an gramps always an forever. oh an i totally got kicked in the face by a horse an got...

Hey Keith,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Im hoping you'll make Maddie come today! Im trying everything but looks like it might not happen. We love you and miss you so much, and your birthday is just a reminder of how special you were to everyone. You were the birthday king. I just wanted to say happy birthday, I hope you and DJ are enjoying a big steak together! We miss you guys so much, time isnt making anything any easier.

I saw a business man in mobil today he dressed in usual businessman attire button up collar blue shirt an black dress pants. He didnt look like you at all until I stood behind him in the checkout line. He had that " just got out of the shower" groomed hair. I always remember how your hair looked as you were going out the door for a busy day in avalon. Then he walked by me he had the same fresh out of shower smell you used to have . God I miss that. I am sure everyone has that smell when you...

Its been so long since I've looked at this page, but not as long since I've cried about loosing you. Sarah added it to my favorites today! So now she wont be the only one writing you! We miss you so much and they say as time goes on it will get easier, but this year seems almost harder then last. Me and Matty are having a baby girl, I remember the last night you were here with us, and you played with Aiden for hours, then looked up at me and said- "I finally get it Em, I get what is so great...

I started my second job today. I am a vet tech/ stable girl in a barn. I really wish you were here to pat me on the back an tell me you are proud.... god I miss that. I would give anything for 1 more day with you. I came home today an wanted to tell you so badly about my day ruffing it at the barn. I wish you were here to talk too..I barely talk to anyone in avalon anymore.... except for Millenium Joe. he reminds me an mom of you at times. he always makes us feel loved. I wish there was more...